
Maudy. His hands clenched, wanting to escape. But Farhan kept him.
“Maudy .. didn't even expect to see you here. But fate brings us to meet again. So, come on Maudy you're clear on what's really going on here.”
Farhan turned his head carefully towards Nadia who was waiting for him. Then he pulled Maudy, took her behind a bathroom filled with lush trees.
Farhan was silent, his Maudy just looked down. His hand reaching the woman's cheek made Maudy's body flinch, but not budge at all. Choose to be silent. Farhan rubbed his wife's soft cheeks. Her tears came down, as if what she wanted all along had finally happened as well.
“Maudy ... They say they are not true right?”
Maudy ventured to look up. Her eyes were on her ex-husband. “Mas? What do you mean exactly?”
“You who cheated on it is not true, right?” urge Farhan while shaking his head. “You can't cheat, right? You know exactly how you are. I know you can't be that bad the same. But ... Why did you leave, mas? Why don't you ever come home again? And why ... You never came to the hospital?”
Maudy. What's this really about?
Maudy tried to understand what was happening by looking at Farhan closely.
“Mas ... What's the matter? Why don't you know? Why are you doing something that is certain? You clearly know how I left you and cheated on you? I have no cheating at all!” maudy who did not accept it at all. “You cheated!” his screeches.
Farhan's body jolted followed by his bag which he was holding from earlier falling to the ground.
He looked surprised at Maudy.
What's up here?
“Maudy ... This is exactly why? Me? Cheated on? Which is probably .. You know, if I love it as much as you. So, how could I cheat on you. Talk of where it is.”
Maudy rubbed her hair rough.
“Mas ... Were you on purpose? pretending to be innocent and forgetful? Then I will if I believe in you. You're the same Nadia will leadekin me continue?” exciting Maudy. “Udah quite mas, are not enough evil deeds you the same I fit first? Are you still looking for me too?”
Farhan.
“With you here only I do not understand.”
Farhan pulled Maudy's arm and grasped it with full force.
“Maudy .. means their words are wrong?” asked Farhan in a hurry. “Udah from the beginning mas do not believe in them. Fortunately, I do not believe,” said Farhan who was happy.
He pulled Maudy's body and hugged her.
“Mas!” mad at Maudy forcing off but Farhan's embrace was too tight.
“Mas is really kangen with you,” honestly farhan, inhaling the body scent that he misses so much. “Rasanya .. mas very afraid to not be able to see you again. Oh, really happy. It was as if all my desires were fulfilled today as well. So, you come with me the same. Mas will say to them, if their speech is wrong.”
“But we're divorced,” Maudy's sweat makes Farhan's arm loosen and fall to his side.
“Maudy ..” Farhan took off a hug and looked into Maudy's eyes, trying to find honesty. But the earnestness in Maudy's eyes made her heart hurt too much.
“Mas .. I don't understand how you are doing. You seem to forget everything and indirectly even accuse me. Even though you alone made our relationship run aground. It is your actions that make me leave your life. And I don't need to see your mom again. I don't want to be in Katain no longer. I don't want to be in touch with your family anymore.”
Farhan was shocked to hear that.
It wasn't just her mommy who hated Maudy, but Maudy felt the same way.
“I hate you, mas!” maudy's jolt suddenly made Farhan's heart slip. “You who hurt me in such a way that I forgot the word happy.But, now you even pretend innocent continue to stand in front of me. As if there is nothing you regret. Even ... You're hugging me. Who do you think I am!”
“Maudy ..”
“Stop yes mas .. if you act just to embarrass me. Enough already! Wasn't enough of everything you've done to me all this time? I want to live a quiet and new life after leaving your life. Time ... when I'm calm, you want to come again and rest my life again. Is there anything you used to do to me?”
Farhan's eyes had lost focus.
A lot of questions were on his mind.
What the hell's going on? One of the questions made Farhan think hard.
“Maudy .. I don't understand at all.”
Maudy tilted her face.
“Woah .. great too yes, after all your evil deeds done to me. You even forget everything?”
Maudy clapped her hands merrily while chuckling.
“In fact, right, mas? If the perpetrator continues to forget the same as what was done. Same with the victim. Which until anytime will continue. Hence, you can be free. Different, like me who has to be hurt every night.”
Farhan.
“What?!”
Farhan nodded. “Mas accident and loss of some memory mas. But when I realized, everything about you has disappeared in life. Mas scared. They lost their hand. I want you. No one told me anything about you. Mas kalut, mas seneng really fitting here finally met you. But ... I guess you don't like this meeting.”
Maudy.
He looked at Farhan's face, Farhan was really looking serious. But, did Maudy have to believe it? He looked suspiciously at Farhan. Farhan knelt down and looked at his face.
“Actually ... what happened? What did you do until you hated it the same. What you do until everything changes is like this. Is it that bad as you? Mas ... evil yes same to you?”
***
Maudy looked worriedly at Farhan. That woman just told me everything the same Farhan. Yes, because it was not. Maudy takes the woman on a roundabout walk as they hear Nadia's voice begin to search for Farhan's whereabouts.
They traced the narrow space until they arrived at the parking lot and without thinking about Nadia, she took Farhan away from the place. Heading to a restaurant that has its own rooftop space.
For their privacy.
Once he arrived and ordered the food, Maudy explained everything without exaggeration. Nadia's actions with Farhan until the decision he finally told her and now Farhan just silence without touching food at all.
“I ngelakuin it same you?” asked Farhan who was shocked by his own actions.
Maudy nodded.
“I ... have sincerely everything and I hope you also make peace with the past. You must accept that I am not your wife anymore. Because there's still Nadia with your son there. Udah mas .. I do not want long with you, I am afraid that Nadia to know. He'll be mad at me.”
Maudy breathes, “I'm still too lazy looking for a storm with Nadia ..”
Farhan lowered his head, his hands clutched. His head thought hard.
“Sorry,” said Farhan in the end. “I do not remember the same actions that I did to you, but I think my actions have made you hurt so much huh? I'm .. I'm actually still confused. Why can I sell it to you. Though obviously what I want, if I just love you. Not to others.”
“...”
“But ... horrified your story, make me feel really bad. I cheated on you, even playing behind your back. Until I wanted you to be with Nadia, who incidentally her own twin. You must be in real trouble right then. I'm sorry ya.”
Maudy.
“I've been sincere, mas. Apologize completely, I'm sorry because I can't. I still want it all and it hurts so much to imagine it. I can't apologise to you for a piece of it.”
Farhan was silent, just looking at the buildings in front of him.
“Any,” said slowly.
Farhan was willing to deny everything but Maudy's face seemed to answer everything.
“Is there no more chance for mas?”
“Mas ..”
“Mas apologizes for your behavior first. But, really! Still love you. I won't be able to forget you that piece. You can never live without you. What else after knowing the treatment you received from mas ..”
“...”
“Mas want to kayak again first!” farhan exclaimed as he grabbed Maudy's hand. “You're sorry, yes,” the door is full of hope. “We started everything from the beginning. You want to forget all the memories we've made? Let's close the past sheet and open a new one. You want to not? want yes Maudy .. mas still love you.”
“Mas ... don't do this,” Maudy's bells while taking Farhan's hand off. “Our lives are different, you are with your family and I am the same world as myself. Do not harepin what will not happen yes mas .. you can start everything from the beginning with Nadia and lupain me. Don't make Nadia the second victim of what you did. Enough I'm just a miserable fit first, do not twin me.”
Farhan's breath was blocked.
She shook her head.
“This is not what you want,” the thrill resigned. “Mas wants to be with you, not Nadia. I can divorce Nadia if that's what you want. So we can continue our lives. How's it? You want to.”
“Mas ..”
“Maudy .. mas just love you! Mas please ..”
“MAS STOP!” exciting Maudy. “You may have forgotten all your deeds, but I did not. I have restrained myself and do not want to deal with you anymore. So, please stop. You live your own life and I live my life!”
Farhan stared resignedly.
“Dear of the devil equals all those memories. Because the reality is that we have no relationship at all! So, just .. I invite you here also make clear everything. So, don't expect more.”
Maudy got up and said goodbye, then walked away just like that, no matter the fact Farhan kept calling her. Maudy keeps out the restaurant and before actually leaving, she sends a message to Nadia Farhan's whereabouts.
“Completed ... everything is completely finished.”