Woman Without Womb
Chapter 28 - Getting Support

Indeed, in fact, I was born just to be forgotten, indeed the fact that I was never cared about, was the fact that I was not useful to others. Because in the end I was wrong here. I was wrong because I was born in this world. I am useless to this world.

All the bad thoughts continue to haunt Maudy. The woman kicked the pebbles in the street until she arrived at the vegetable shop where she had not been for a long time.

He smiled when he saw many people there.

“Bu ... how are you,” Maudy's pleasantries while choosing some vegetables and side dishes to stock at home.

“Yeah ... haven't seen Maudy in a long time. Where is aja from? I see it at home, too, rarely see Muady. Though usually fit late afternoon mbak Maudy like to be on the porch of the house to wait for Mr. Farhan home. But now the waiting is different. Who the hell is he mbak? Maudy said at the time that she was my sister. But really in terms of her behavior like very close to her husband mbak Maudy.”

“Oh .. she's Farhan's wife kok,” Maudy replied casually.

No need for anything else he is hiding. He left it to Nadya and Farhan. He also always reminds them if they do not want to be in the gosipin of others. As if they can take care of themselves so that not many people know.

But they turned themselves in, didn't they? So make what ... he's still hiding their problems. There's no point to him either. So, Maudy just answered honestly.

All the mothers there immediately looked shocked.

“Mbak .. don't joke so dong. Mothers all here know that you still have the soul of young people who like to joke. But don't joke about important things like this. Horrified if so prayer and turned to mbak himself. Because this is my own husband. Not anyone else.”

One of the mothers nodded.

“Handler may .. but know the situation. If it's this one business, I don't think it's a joke anymore. Because it's not good either make it heard.”

Maudy smiled thinly. His hand did pick out all the groceries there but his heart was a little restless.

“Indeed, I also did not dare to joke about this. Because the pain turned out to be in the same age as her own husband, ” replied Maudy trying to calm down.

“Nak .. if you know why kayaking joked earlier? Mothers all here just don't want you to be that's okay. Everyone knows how good you are. So, if there is a problem we will also intervene. But your own you also do not pray like that. We do not know later will be in kabulin same God this bad prayer again.”

Maudy. He lowered his head and bit his lower lip, trying to remove the dusty tightness.

“But in fact it is, ma'am .. mas Farhan married my own sister. They got married and my sister got pregnant. It used to be a scene right pas mas Farhan who deliberately told the complex group that I could not get pregnant. So, she married my sister and now they're pregnant. So, I ask her prayers yes the mother is all here. Hopefully they are fine and do not need to be suspicious anymore. Because they are indeed a couple.”

“Nak ..”

All the mothers there immediately did not dwell and could only look at each other.

Remembering a few years ago, a year since Farhan and Maudy lived there. The couple became known to many people because of Maudy's hospitality which made everyone there so dear.

Until the arrival of Maudy's father was very good and leave Maudy to them. I don't know for what reason, but because of that they are more affectionate with Maudy and promise to keep Maudy who is looking a little awkward if you are doing anything.

Until one day, when their neighbors thought Maudy was pregnant. Because of the woman's behavior. They congratulated and offered many prayers.

Maudy herself did not think too much because she felt the prayers of all of them would bring a blessing of their own. But, without thinking Farhan instead sent a message to the complex group that said that Maudy could not get pregnant and asked the neighbors not to expect something that could not happen.

From there, Maudy was very embarrassed. He felt that this was a fact. But what power? Farhan did not need to spread this matter to everyone. From there also ... Farhan began not to get sympathy from everyone because they felt Farhan was not good who exposed his own wife's disgrace to many people and since then also no one offended a child in front Maudy. Because they don't want Maudy down.

But ... All that remains in Maudy's heart. Even to this day.

“Nak ..”

“Neither ma'am .. Don't pity me, I don't like giniin. I'm fine and I thank you very much, too. Because I've been careful to know what I usually do all this time. But for now do not need to be surprised anymore because all of it began to be sold to my sister and I also again work, so rarely at home. Yes most weekend like gini.”

Maudy is trying well. He smiled broadly as he asked about the good vegetable.

Until a hug from his neighbor who was closest to his mother's age, hugged Maudy. Make the world seem to stop for a moment and Maudy's hand is unable to retaliate.

His feelings grew increasingly chaotic in this hug, until he felt a pat on his very soft back. Like a mother who again nenangin his son and Maudy never mengerasasain this at all.

After a long time ...

“Nak ... This is really?”

In his arms, Maudy nodded. “Iya ma'am, they've been married since a few months ago. They really live here. So I know all this, too. My own husband married my own sister. But .. Mothers are all here, no one's gonna turn them on. Because they want to, too, kill them. Mothers all here pretend not to know if they are married.”

“Nak ... where can it be? They are evil with you. You want to be quiet anyway? They are evil with you. They shouldn't be doing it with you either. Can't ... Why are you holding up, son? You should be angry with them. Don't shut up gini. Were you threatened with them? We need all to intervene so you can get justice.”

Maudy laughed softly and took off the hug. He shook.

“No, ma'am. All of this is past too and I'm too lazy to do anything. Because they will never feel guilty at all. Therefore, I just ask all of you to be quiet. I'm tired of being angry too.”

“Nak .. You are an angel or apan anyway. Why is it this good? You really are not threatened with them and why do you want to stay in one house? Are they not capital? Why don't you ask for a divorce. .. I promise I'll charge you if the problem is about money. I'll consider you my own son. But out of this sadness yes.”

Maudy laughed again.

“Not money, ma'am .. but there's one and another thing I have to do. So I can't separate. I also would rather they stay in this house. Because I don't want them to do anything without my knowledge.”

“But ... You're good, right, son? Actually, I don't need it anymore. Who can still be said okay if you know you have cheated on her husband. But you can't be violent or what, right?”

Maudy.

“Mothers are all calm, and thanks for worrying about me. But I'm still fine. I can still take good care of myself. Later if there's anything I'd say the same mother all. Thanks for your attention.”

They really spoil Maudy. They gave many tips so as not to be too weak in front of Farhan with Nadya. Of all the advice, Maudy can draw conclusions. The more he looked weak, the more Farhan there was, the more Nadya would be happy. Even at any weak point. He should be able to take care of himself and not point out his weaknesses.

He nodded and smiled happily.

“Ya already ... occasionally you have to come to our house. If there is help, don't say. Because we are all on your side. You are not alone, but they are against all mothers and fathers here.”

“thank you once again ..”

After chatting with them, Maudy finally returned home. He walked cheerfully and hummed a little. Hmm, her feelings are much happier.

“It turns out .. there are still many people who love me and I can not feel alone at all. Because God still sends many people to give happiness to me.”

He shrugged his shoulders.

“Ya .. isn't this what life is called? God can not love the problem of prayer if not together with happiness? I did not get any attention from Farhan. I also lost my own family. But I won with everyone's attention. I got their kindness and I think .. mas Farhan same Nadya should start being vigilant anyway. Because they already know about their behavior.”