Him
episode 93
" Phi, I ask you to hand over my resignation letter to mister Philips.
"but don't tell Pim and Anne.
He was silent while occasionally wiping his tears.
" i ask Phi to help you. Please help Pim and andhara.help take care of her, advise her.regard her as your family, your sister...
" i don't know how long I'll survive.you see what I'm doing now.I can't work and go back to Bangkok.
" i don't want Pim and Anne to be sad because of me. Help them improve their lives...
" but Lee.I'm not sure Anne can understand what's going on??
" just talk to mister Philips.
"i'm so tired of Phi talking to you like this, it's just that I force it. I can't argue with Anne or Pim.
" Help me Phi, give my apology to them.
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Athena side:
" what...you said what phi.you asked me, asked my father to sign Lee's resignation letter..??! I said aloud to Miss Katty, there's my father in the corner of the room.
" actually you knew for a long time that he was sick and kept it a secret from me..
" sorry Anne, but this is Lee's own request...
" just what, trying to make a profit!!!
" Anne, come on, said my father.
I glanced at my father for a moment and then looked at Miss Katty.
" who are you, not setting my schedule...!! I said fierce.
" I can't believe he's sick, and it's all just his cunning wits.
" but really Anne.he's really sick.
" you're conspiring with her, my Hardik is hard.
" let me know her phone number, let me know her address.I'll catch up with her to Indonesia!! i said again.
" you don't reason this and that, protect her.emang you Who is hahh!!
" Anne, don't be like that to her my father said.
" Now even my father has dared to defend him in front of me.what because the father has been given a child by him!!
" Anne, stop your rant.lee is really sick.she's telling the truth.
" i'll never sign Lee's resignation letter until I actually see him sick.
" Anne. She's got cancer.Do you understand that she has to stop working to save her life!! said the father who surprised me.I glazed glass While approaching phi...
" Tell me if it's true, tell me you've got phi.
" I'm sorry Anne, I should have kept this a secret from you.lee asked for it.
,.Iyaaaa he had cancer." he said While crying.
at once, my feet fell off.I sat on the floor crying bitterly...
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" it seems that Ayi should be treated in Jakarta, especially in a cancer hospital" Hanif told Haryanti's mother.
" do your best nif, for healing Ayi.pa aja mamah nurutin you." said Bu Haryanti While crying. Hanif nodded.
" mah, Ayi want to go home first.ayi want to rest at home mamah first.ayi do not want to go to Jakarta??!
" it's all for your own good." said Ms. Haryanti.
" Ayi pingin take medication..Ayi is afraid that going to Jakarta.ayi wants to be close to mamah.." pinta Lee..
haryanti's mother cried hugging Lee..
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" o Allah.why must my son be sick.why not me who bear it.he is too young to suffer..
" O Allah, pardon me as a human being and not so good parents looking after the children you entrusted to me.
" Ayi from childhood lived a miserable life, did not know the figure of his father, not really true servants keep to take care of him.She like growing up alone, Growing up alone with his older brother who is less caring for him...
" servant willing if you have to change lives with the son of the servant. take the life of the servant first his sob in the night prayer he did while crying'sobbing Isak.
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Sunday also changed months.not felt it had been almost two months I was in Indonesia.There has been no email reply about my resignation letter.I did not use my mobile number.I still hide from Anne and Pim.honestly I miss both.miss Andhara and Padmas.
I continue to get the spirit of my family.pushing me to seek treatment in Jakarta.I still refuse him.
I took a road treatment in Jogja along with alternative medicine herbal.I still really hope to recover.try as if I will live another thousand years.but I also prepare if called by him at any time.I realize all my sins, my actions and my habitual habits triggered me to get cancer.
sometimes I call Lucy or Retno when they are free.
I told you some of my life stories in Bangkok with Lucy.
I confirmed what she said earlier about Athena's attitude to me. I had a relationship with her there.
" Silent silence washed Lo yaa.can usually live a henchman in Bangkok gag story...
i'm laughing...
" males is my story.disgrace!! we laughed together
" keep you on now how's Lee??
" what, I'm afraid to jakarta.gw ahh gw to seek treatment here." I said
" dih pe'ak.ya the relationship you are the ma him??! he said, I laughed.
" yes, disband the path of luc.aku GG may return to Bangkok in this state...
" yes, you must heal, spirit!! said
" i keep on spirit
" emangnya Lo GG want to see again what the same Bebi Bebi Thai lu..
" gag ahh, gw mending here.better here nenangin heart ma mind..
" you ran away from dong's responsibility, ran away from reality..
" yes circumstances force luc. I said as I thought of his words.
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Pim side:
I still can't believe what Anne said the other day about Lee's condition.I don't believe she has cancer.she always looks okay, always fit for everything she does.
It's been two months we haven't seen him, I haven't heard his voice, seen his behavior or anything about him.
Lee never contacted us.only the doctor's letter faxed to Anne's office and her brother's voice that explained her health condition.She said Lee had awakened from the coma, but was still lying in bed.
