
Athena side:
I called Pim.Hopefully this time he'll pick up my phone.
" Hello Pim... How are you?? I said stale.
" Where are you now..?? I asked.he didn't answer.
" Pim can I go see Lee.I ask your permission.I said a little weeping when I remembered Lee ...
" what, someday he will meet me...but I want it now Pim??" I said begging.I cried.
" Pim I didn't mean that to her.I was too slow to know her message.
" I'm blinded jealous of you.my words while crying's sobbing.my voice is raucous.
" If he doesn't want to see me, please just return the message or pick up my phone.
" please please Pim.I deeply regret it.
" I want him back, I want you back.we're a family again..
" I don't know if she's waiting for me in Pim's office.I forgot to send her my message.
" what was Pim... at that time he was willing to leave his checkup schedule at the hospital to meet me for a meeting??
" yes he did all his work while waiting for me ...???
" What is Pim?? where I was. I was meeting another business partner, I answered lying, when I went with Nick.
" Send my greetings to her yes Pim. I miss her.
suddenly there was a message coming in.from Lee, I was very happy .but then just a picture message I was with Nick at Shabu Shabu's restaurant...
Dead me, Lee knows her.I lied to her.I'm getting freaked out.
I called her, but she wasn't active.
Oh my God, Lee did it all for me but I did it for her ...
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" yes Phi.later I will go to the office to say goodbye to you and mister Philips...
" No Phi. I'm not going back to work...
" No, not because of Anne.but because of my intentions from the beginning.you know for sure Phi..
" Pim. I actually want to leave him to you Phi.
" I'll talk to you a lot later.Wait for me in your office Phi..
" yes, I said with a smile.
then I hung up on her.
" Come on Pim.. are you ready??" I said to her.
I lifted Andhara's purse..today we are going to PAI Chiang Mai by car with Mr. Tong and his aunt and two younger brothers Pim.after which the three of us will go back to Chantaburi by train and then back to Bangkok.
Uncle and aunt will take a car to Chantaburi...
I decided to take Pim nostalgic.I want it to be like a honeymoon with her.
Even though my heart is a little empty because there's no Anne in it.
I'll give Happy to Pim as much as I can.
" Can I be with you forever..??" pim said when we were going to rest tonight at the inn we used to visit.
I smiled at him, he was still leaning against my chest.half of our bodies covered in blankets.he hugged me.
" I can only give you this kind of happiness Pim. Can't take you all my life??"
I said.
" Who will you take Lee with you in your life...
said spoiled.
" Nobody Pim.kalian will only be a part of my prayer throughout my age...
He hugged me tightly..
" Oooww cooks.I joke around with a laugh.he pinches my waist.
Andhara looked whining while closed.
He we put while on the floor, the bed runs out for us to maneuver...
Haha
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Athena side:
I'm fucked up.I hate myself so much.I'm jealous upset but I can't tell Lee anymore.I want to whine to him, begging not to do this to me.
He was in Chiang Mai with Pim . I found out about it through every post that Pim shared on his Instagram page.
I'm sorry, I never went alone with Lee somewhere.
Only at the first time he came to Bangkok.ask me to deliver his way.that's it. Wherever Lee always wears the hat I once bought for him, I know it means to him, but myself???
Every day I waited for news from him, or from Pim, but Nihil already.I no longer considered in his life.every day I cry, sometimes come to the house he once lived with Pim.
Less good what is she with me.??When I hurt her and bled blood long ago, she still wants to forgive me.but this time??
It is my ego that destroys me.
It is my anger that makes me dust.
Only a cry of regret will never again matter.
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after a week of walking, I finally had to go to the office again...
To meet Phi and mister Philips.
I waited for him in the office lobby.
then I was ordered to go to the room where there was mister Philips.
" Ahh, Lee, you finally want to come too, said Mister Philips, shaking my hand.
Miss Katty hugged me. I smiled.
" How, do you still want to join our company Lee??
I smiled back.
" I'm sorry sir, my arrival here is to return all the facilities from the office.I said while putting the house keys and car keys on the table.
" My determination has been unanimous Sir.I will just return to Indonesia to restore my health condition.
" Is it because of Anne?? ask her.
" No sir.not because of his.this is my own wish.far before the current incident.
" I made a promise with mister, I'm leaving this company and Anne's..
" Lee.it used to be different from the situation now. I smiled a little.
" Would have been or is not much different Sir.I have promised.
" Anne I hope to be someone Mister is proud of later on. I always wish she had someone who was neither me nor someone who looked like me. I want him to have a son and a family who love him completely.
" Is that why you came here Lee.?? Anne said arriving from behind.
I looked up, but he was already where he was standing.
I stood looking at her, giving her a greeting.
" That's all you want to say to my father.reveal your wishes.
" I still wish you'd come back Lee..
I hope you will forgive me, she said in tears.
I swallowed my saliva.
" No Anne.... I just thought that if we had to split up and never see each other again, I wanted to see you just to say goodbye..
He ran to me hugging and apologizing to me. I was still standing, but I had to go.