
I called anne.saying that all the business will be handled at home.I asked her permission to work at home today.later the business meeting in navanakorn, I do it through zoom only.
" why are there always so many reasons why Lee.Can't you work as usual.!?" said Anne cynically.
" I'm sorry Anne, Padma today is fussy.she has a fever.even though there's a nanny, she doesn't want to get away from me??"
" if you don't believe me, please video call or zoom, Skype." I said.
" where is Pim??" tanyakanya.
" He's Anne, but don't do much if Padma wants me??!"
I told the nanny earlier to help this Pim and that, I still hugged Padma while doing my job.doing video calls for meetings and others.I forgot to eat breakfast until my stomach arrived nauseous.
relapse again seems like this ?? yes I'm tired, lack of rest, irregular and others.
half a day I'm still silent with each other with pim.he looks really annoying.
I don't want to touch Andhara.
I put on a wry smile .
It's lunch time, but nothing seems to be on the table.
I decided to head out of the house to the restaurant to eat. Mumpung Padma was still asleep after I bribed her and gave her Fever-lowering syrup.
at half-hour two in the afternoon I returned home.he heard the sound of Padma crying not to be placated by her nanny.while Andhara was fussy and carried by Pim.
I asked her nanny when she cried.
" ever since you left out she cried..Where the hell have you been!!" said Pim Seeming annoyed.
I calmed the sweaty Padma.
" your phone you accidentally didn't bring, what do you mean!" nagging Pim.
" i forgot to bring her, I thought, I just went out for a little while for lunch"
" you don't like the food I'm cooking, thinking I'm interfering with it with ****?!" said ketus.
" i don't think you're cooking pim.you're busy taking care of Andhara??" I said.
" don't decide everything Tampa sees.see first why,!?" she said it sucks.my eyes were reddened, my blood was boiling, I felt angry.
" What's wrong with you Pim, since last night you sniffed at me!!"
" i did everything you told me to do, you told me to. I did!!"
" even last night I needed to rest, I thought we could share roles.Well if you can't afford me to try to help you.but what I got!!! not even a cup of coffee are you ready, are you??!"
" you can ask for it,!!"
" i don't want to tell you, you're not a servant in this house.you're here to accompany me instead of serving me.!!"
" if you don't want to, whatever you want!!" I said rough and hard.
Padma and Andhara were crying.
I carried Padma to the courtyard of the house.soothing her under the tree while caressing her.
***
before long Anne's car came.she didn't see me here.she went straight into the house.
he came to me shortly, hugging me from behind.
" Lee..why the hell do you have to get angry with Pim.??"
" I'm tired of Anne.I don't mean to scold her."
" i just want him to understand, I also want to take a little rest.Dividing the role at home.If I'm tired, please handle for a while."
" you see, Padma doesn't want to get away from me.he's having a fever.just as he's a little spoiled.he's not my responsibility Anne, you should be the one who takes care of him more.but I want and can."
" i just want to be understood if I am, my body is divided to love you, and others too.?"
" He cried, felt troubled to you Lee.."
" then what should I do?!"
" you just need to forgive each other" she said with a small smile.I looked at her face.
" i went home first" he said, kissing me and Padma, who was asleep.
" O yes Lee.I started thinking of Pim to help me, to re-employ him ?" said Anne again.
" you just talk to Anne.I don't want to follow, and then I'm wrong again" I said.
he just smiled, While getting into the house, maybe saying goodbye to Pim.
***
I went into the house, I did not find Pim and Andhara who were being carried by the nanny.I put Padma to sleep, then lay down beside her.
it was almost six in the afternoon when I woke up from my sleep.padma was already playing with Andhara in the living room.
I went to the kitchen for a drink and took a shower.
the babysitter came home, I asked her to come back tomorrow to the House.
it was seven o'clock past apparently, and there was still a leg between me and Pim.
I watch television while chatting with the padma.sometimes I hold andhara.mencumi her anxious.
my phone rang, it was from Kalina:
" ay I Rep bojo next month.can you go home gag??" tanyakanya.
" who is Kal??" my many.
" kae, son of a Suroboyo deck quarry businessman..
" what do you love because she's a Bondo?? ask me while laughing
" yes love is because of Banda..
we laughed, he asked me to come home for his wedding.
I didn't promise but I will do it. I said
Already at half-nine, Padma and Andhara are not heard his voice.padma was cool with his milk bottle next to Pim who was giving ASI to Andhara.
I went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and dinner.
Tampa said, Pim immediately made me coffee with a dose as usual.not too sweet.then immediately prepare the plate, and heat the soup.
I approached her, hugging her from behind. she fell silent.
" Pim, I'm sorry??" my door.
she immediately turned her body while crying hugging me.His crying sobbed Isak.
" i didn't mean to??"
" i'm sorry Lee to you too.It hurts you to let me go." she said as she continued to cry on my chest.
I let her.
after a long time, only then did I lift his face.wiping tears while looking at his dear.
I kissed her lips.she replied slowly.
" i'm hungry Pim, I said then. soon he prepared dinner.we ate together.
there was a feeling of relief after everything was passed today.I was not stopping looking at her.she smiled spoiled.sweet once.
" dear, are the babies asleep ??" ask me.he nodded.
" let's go to bed fast?? he nodded, then pulled me into the room we used to sleep in, closed it and turned off the lights..
" aww Lee. slow down a little . he said softly while sighing repeatedly....