Him
episode 63

Athena side:

Ooo.so true this is all because of her.

Now he's the one who turned around crying, even though he seems to hold on with all his might.

His body shaken, trembled.

I feel him holding back all feelings.

resisting all disappointments, over all the weaknesses he has.

until he is unable to say the word.

His voice became hoarse.

***

" I can't handle this myself Dee, who do I have to tell you??I wanted to tell you a story but I was afraid you were upset and instead said****** to me."

" I'm heartbroken for the second time."

" I'm really alone It feels here."

" Alone for my creak,?"

I pacified her in my arms.she told me herself about Pim and his family.

telling Pim's desire towards her, maybe if I was positioned as Pim would also do the same.

but I can't force it either.

So complicated are his life choices.

So hard he put me and Pim into his life.

Yes, I was jealous yesterday with Pim.but now I am positioning myself with her who will one day be left behind or leave Lee?? And it's just a matter of time.

I remembered his words, that a relationship like this would always end.

***

I still let her be in my arms.

I rubbed his back slowly, there were no words I could say, just let him cry.

" It's your choice Lee.then face it.You must be able to." I said.

" I don't know Dee, whether I'm capable or not of facing her."

" Please accompany me first, Dee, just for a minute" he asked

" But I don't force you if you don't want to. I release every feeling you have." Said.

***

I opened my eyes. I was drunk last night and I don't know what I told Anne last night while walking along the beach at Don Son Beach.

I looked at the wall clock.at five in the morning, I saw Anne who was lying next to me in torn clothes.

I don't know, how many times I've been to him, but I hope nothing happens. Never mind,,,

I'm heading to the bathroom to take a shower.

***

I looked at Anne's face, the Oriental face of a Thai person probably.

His eyes were slightly Sipit, with the Nose Bone looming firmly and small in length. His brows were neatly arranged with his bright facial skin. Her lips are thin petite but volume.I smile.

That face feels special in my heart, even though Pim's face is special to me.

both have their own advantages and disadvantages.

***

After bathing, I walked on the shore, enjoying the warm sea water and the cold of its receding winds.

Anne ran towards me.then clasped my hand.I turned to her with a smile.We walked to enjoy the morning on the beach.Once I embrace her body friendly.

There is a feeling of gratitude for his presence. She seemed to accept over all my lack and a divided heart.maybe??

***

" Dee when are we off." I asked Anne.

he's looking.

" Hmm, where do you want Lee??" said.

" Maybe the nuances of mountains or rice fields I want to." I said.

" where do you want??"

" Hmm, maybe we'll visit

Ho Chi Myn City then we'll be going to the Mekong Delta for a few days" he said.

" What's in there??" ask me.

" Hmm, surprise for you" he said with a funny smile.

What a cute thought I had.The thought of a mind that I always enjoyed and was always a problem in the end.

***

Pim side:

God, I want to run away from reality and go back to the time when I was with Lee.

When I first saw him in the gym, it became a concern that I was silent while in the office, Far to know him while on vacation, and, or the incident where I wore Jas by him at the cafe.and I forgot to take off the Jas when I got to the apartment.

I smiled amusedly, funny, miss all about her.

Lee's.. If only you would take me.?

I'm willing to be flanked by you, as long as I'm near you all the time.

Want it early in the afternoon and evening I'm willing 24 hours with you.

When you're a bitch, even if I want to stay by your side.

Or did Rela share you with your ex-lover Anne.

This is how I feel about you Lee.

To you who choose to Let go of me with others With all your excuses.Sometimes I'm claustrophobic in his memory.Why Life Doesn't Feel Fair.

I suddenly had to marry Pree, a man chosen for me by my family.

Rally, I'm Miss you.

****

I play the phone that is in this hand.Want its Taste I ask the circumstances.How his Day, What , from where or anything About him.

But I decided not to contact him.But it does not mean at all.Only I limit it. It feels heavy, hurts myself.But I have to.

I'm gonna slap my heart hard so as not to disturb her.

Is not what I say for his good, even my good, even now it feels hurt and only hurt.

I've been through it, I shouldn't be whiny anymore.

I daydreamed about all of it.

****

Athena side:

Again he daydreamed, Must have thought of Pim.

Sometimes there is a feeling of Jealousy to Pim, as if he is the one Lee loves the most.

Maybe the Queen of Lee Heart.

I hate to see him so, Hate to know he thinks of others.Want it feels like I Banned the Lee of every person in this World.

She's only mine, no one can take her from me.

But I realized, I came too late.Maybe I'm still in Lee's heart, but it's been covered by Pim.

Perhaps even the Faithful will lose to the always-Aviding??

Maybe now I will be in the position of Pim.replacing him to always be beside Lee..

But what is it Lee easily forgets Pim.akh, Why Jealous if you remember Pim.

True said Lee ... Jealousy is real.

****

I approached her, she looked at me and then I smiled.

" Come home," take me. He just nodded slowly while standing up.

Her body looks haggard, her appearance was messy.Hair was not combed Neat as usual, Seen Gondrong.

His appetite is reduced, only drink coffee and he is now diligent daydreaming while smoking.

sometimes accompanied by Arak , Sojuu, or Bia Hoi. Only that Lust did not diminish, it increased until I was overwhelmed. I thought with a little smile.

I don't know, Not never scolded her.Lazy Argument with her.Always there are reasons that make me even more annoyed to her.

If it's out the annoying nature of his.want I'm gone.