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episode 50's

The clock has shown at half nine in the morning.Outside it seems like a lot of people, it sounds crowded.Maybe my brother has visited.

Sure enough, there are many brothers from mama.Such as if you want to imagine.

Oiya, today I promise to invite them to lunch together.perhaps a breed Mbah Kakung Karyadi, father mamah gather.

Today I'm special to my family we eat, we joke, we talk, we talk, we share experiences and the old people tell me to get married.I laugh, I laugh, maybe getting married can just buy his soul mate in the store??

I said I was going to Surabaya, pilgrimage to the tomb of papah, lusa.

I want to invite Aunt Sari and one or two of her relatives to Jakarta to provide support to Kalina who is competing in the Dangdut contest.Kamah mamah mengiyakan.mamah also allows.Thank God if they all already have an open mind.

I called Pim through a Video call.he introduced me to mamah.sewhile they chat.coincidentally, my mama can talk foreign because it used to be often associated with strangers.

I show you my house and family.He's just a chest.

***

Today is my schedule around jogja.tentunya the same mamah and family Mbak anjani.I try to forget myself who is in Thailand.Enjoy a vacation in his own country.

relieving fatigue while in Hanoi and Bangkok.

I visited Parangtritis beach, then to Borobudur temple in Magelang and then directly to Malioboro area.

Watching angklung music that is crowded on the side of the road, I also want to dance hokya hokya....

eating ducks in Lesehan, it tastes good, but quite expensive said mamah.

And buy a little by by for later in Bangkok that I will share with my office friends.

***

" Mah, Ayi depart yes.please pray Ayi hopefully there Ayi can face the challenges of work easily."

Mom smiled as she rubbed my hair.

" Always, always pray for the best for ayi.also for other mama's children." Said haru.

I hugged her.

" but really yes mah, later if Ayi comes home again mamah must follow Ayi." I said still holding her.

" Where??" Ask her.

" To Korea, Ayi gag wants to see mamah aging.oplast huh mah??" I said with a smile.

" hust.ngaco" he said with a laugh.

I say goodbye to Anjani and Hanif.Tak long time my taxi came.

****

it was still noon I arrived at Juanda.soon I went to the house of Aunt Sari.I asked to stop at the flower shop to the driver.

I want to go to Papah's tomb first.

There is a haru feeling when remembering her.feeling less satisfied to indulge with her.feel the affection of a father.Even Close to her.

Back to my memory glare a few years ago, not when I ventured to meet the papah who lives in the family environment of his wife.

I still remember correctly with the security guard who drove me to the papah house.Sadang I have no contact anymore.when the Tampa, maybe I will not meet papah with all his conditions first.

The car stopped in the courtyard of the tomb.slightly looks spooky anyway.but that's okay because I had the intention.maybe I'm not mistaken the tomb papah.

it just so happened that there was a caretaker, he said, someone had just died, so he helped with the funeral procession.

we walked to the tomb.

***

" Ayi Assalamualaikum Pah came to visit papah" I said as I approached the tomb of papah.

My heart immediately rumbled, My lips trembled, my eyes glazed over.I held back the cry.but still melted.

I soon shed my tears.It's hard for me to look weak.but I'm weak...

" Papahhh. call me to love.

Kuseka many times my tears.I satisfied first to vent emotions in my chest.soon after everything feels calm.I approach the papah headstone.

" Papah, sorry Ayi who can not be a devoted child for Papah.

Then I groaned with the papah headstone after praying for him.Alfatihah and Yasin.

***

I saw this house, which was once lived by Papah.I looked at the fish pond behind the house.as if there were papah who was fishing using plain T-shirts and wearing sarongs.

I smiled, as if those memories were coming back to life in my memory.I pray for him Alfatihah again.

I stayed last night at Aunt Sari's.

he was like he was very happy when I would take him to Jakarta.watch Kalina who was competing Dangdut.

***

The host of the show called out the name of Aunt Sari who was in the crowd and asked her to go up on stage.when Kalina was already singing.it looked like that scene.

The host asked a variety of questions Random to Aunt Sari.I was happy to see the happiness of Aunt Sari.

Then my name was called, the camera pointed at me. I was highlighted by the lights I was asked to go to the stage.I was adamant not to.but Kalina on stage seemed to beg.

Looked at my face in the zoom.I saw it on the screen that looks like the camera is wrong Focus.Thankfully I'm neat, I thought.

***

" Are you Kalina, then,?" ask the host With a gemulai.I just smile looking at Kalina.Kalina looks give a big smile.His teeth look visible.

" I'm her sister??" my answer.

" What sister?? " ask her again

I looked at Aunt Sari.

" uhh, we have the same father." I replied.oooo long voice.

" What are your hopes for Kalina?. Sorry among you who's older.who's her sister??" ask her again.

" Kalina was born first, but I'm reluctant to call her sister." I said with a laugh.

" i was born from the wife of the first papah." I said while saying sorry to Aunt Sari through both hands glued together.

" My hope for Kalina.Fight kal, will you win or lose I remain your proud sister to you."

then the applause sounded boisterous.

"Say Kalina want you to take to Bangkok, do you work or live there??" ask the host again

" Yes I promised to take her, I work there."

" The plan is to be invited anywhere in Bangkok later.??" ask host.

" Not far away.maybe just to the operating table??" I said smile

" what operating table??" ask her wonder.

" the operating table of his nose so as not to be too pugilistic." I said with a laugh.kalina hit me with her hand.

The audience's boisterous voice laughed.

***

Although finally Kalina that night was eliminated.and had to be eliminated.Tak why.to me it was the peak of his efforts.provement of every word he said first.

I was suddenly contacted by my family, my sister's brother.there were also some of my friends in Jakarta because I accidentally appeared on television.

****

I went to Mr. Jonathan's office in Jakarta for a minute, I thought.

I met with Retno's old office friend.

Asked if I might return to work in Jakarta.Tak accidentally also met with Mr. Jonathan.we talked.many compliments were thrown from his mouth.I just smiled.

I went to see Lucy who was pregnant, I smiled to see her.

I invited Aunt Sari, Kalina to meet Mas Koko and mbak Dian.

At home it turns out there has been a distant Ajeng ma'am coming from Bogor.ada also mas panji and Arin tea from Bandung.

I talked to my niece's niece for a while.

before I go back to Bangkok.