
My phone rings, from Pim apparently.I have to what?I let her or raised her.I let my phone ring And I just stared at her.
There is a feeling of longing for Pim . A longing that cannot be explained clearly.
" Hello Pim, how are you??" My toot.
" I'm good Lee, how are things too??" askalanya.
I smiled at her happy feeling
ask me how I am.
" I'm good Pim, how are your aunt and sister doing??"
" They're fine Lee.."
" Thank God, Pim."
" Lee, when did you get back to Bangkok? I miss you Lee.." Said slowly.
My feeling shook, he said that, but I just kept quiet.
" When did you go back to Bangkok??" reset her.
" I don't know yet Pim.still too busy here." I said.
" Don't you miss me Lee..??" he said a little sulking.
" I miss you too Pim, I miss you a lot" I said inside.
" Can I still miss you Pim??" Ask slowly.
" When Lee..You can keep missing me." He said a small cry.
My heart is very anxious.I want to meet her directly, embrace her.Shed all the longing of the heart.
" Maybe I'll marry someone else Lee..My body may have it.But my heart is only for you Lee.I make sure of it." Said sobbing.
I silently listened to her.That's how she felt to me.
Sometimes I wonder, what have I done for him, until these two people are like crazy about me.Such as a blessing or a calamity is actually this Love for me.
Or is it possible that his words were mere Gombalan.??
***
" It's Pim, stop your crying.I can't hear it.later if I go back to bangkok.I'll see you before you get married." My promise.
" I'll always wait for you Lee.My heart is only for you" she said in tears .
" Save my Heart and Name in your Prayer Pim. I will do the same for you."
" Hopefully one day we will be happy for each other, still be close even though we may not have each other." I said.
" But I want to have you Lee, do you continue with me??"
" Just pray Pim.if not in the present life, maybe later you will find someone like me and become an inseparable lover."
" But I want her you Lee??"
I smile.
" In what I believe, there is no reincarnation of Pim, unlike in your teachings."
" But if God has Willed.maybe.?" I said.
" I as a human can only pray to expect the best from him. For us, for the life we lead Pim."
He's still half sobbed
***
" Later if you can't make it through the first night, just assume he's me Pim??" I said kidding.
" Where can that be Lee??" he said from there while throwing fluid in his nose after crying earlier.
" It could be, haven't you tried Pim.??" I said with a laugh.
" Have you ever tasted it a little, so can you say no??" I said again.
" Where have I been Lee with the others.I'm done with you??" said.
" What's up??" I asked While laughing again.
He said ahh spoiled.My ears trembled because of him, as if in a duck by his tongue.
My chest trembled, instantly recalling the moment together.
I hate my thoughts.Basically a perverted brain, thought I.condemn myself.I laugh amusedly.
***
He was on the phone with Pim.Raut his face looked happy.She laughed with a loose smile.releasing all possible longings from within his heart.
I honestly heard her very jealous.
Tampa realized, Pim's voice sounded clear.Maybe Lee forgot that his phone mode loud speaker.
I heard that he actually wanted to leave, wanted to not know it.But it turns out, Not told me I knew it myself I'd pretend not to know.
***
I met Anne who was watching television in the living room.she was seen sitting relaxed while seriously paying attention.
The remote control is often in its push to replace the channel.
"Anne, what's the matter??" I asked him to speak stale.he looked a little.
" What did you see??" answer's short.
I gulped.ngeri times this guy sometimes thought I was.
" Anne, how about we go home to Bangkok next Saturday??" I said.
" What is the business of Bangkok??" Said again.
" I want to eat a Thai phad?"
" It's here too if you want can I order it online at a Thai restaurant??"
" I want to eat at Khao san Road." I said.
He turned around, looking at me seriously.
***
" Want to eat Thai phad in Khao san Road would you like to eat Phad Thai in Chantaburi??" He said with a judes face.
I'm not too surprised to hear it.Maybe he's listening to my conversation.
I play my face while looking at her, and then I smile and laugh.
I stood up, walking towards the backyard.With the rain this afternoon.
Then I took off my trousers.
***
" If you can, two of them are Dee." I said half-shouting under the rain.
He seemed to be running towards me.stop on the side of the terrace.
" Lee..what are you doing.later you get sick!!?" He said while shouting.
" Hahhhhh!!" I said Pretend to pretend while placing the palm vertically next to my ear.
Laughing playing with rain.
" Lee.. have you gone crazy.??!" shouted again.
" what??!" I said once again as I approached her, I pulled her immediately near the torrent of rain.
" Stop Lee..?!" He said as he was about to run into the house, I laughed as I continued to pull and hold him.
" Take off Lee. let go.!!" Rontonny.
I keep laughing.
" Take Lee off. will you please??" he said while whining for mercy.I don't care, I keep pulling and holding him. And I kept laughing looking at her who was getting soaked.
her thin T-shirt immediately indentated the hemispheres in her slender body.
" Take Lee off..I just got skin care??!"
I laugh more and more.
Then we fell to the ground covered with grass.
he Will stand but I hold and fall back.I hold him With a hug.He's getting thrashed and I'm getting stronger holding him.
Then he fell silent, turned to look at me and pushed my face with a laugh.It looks like there is ground stuck in my face.
We both stood up and purposely into the rushing water from the precarious.
He held my head, kissed me in the rain and we reciprocated. My hands went wild.
Anne pulled me into the house, headed to the bathroom, blamed the shower.