
She still hugged me.I just kept quiet.there was a little feeling of relief.A feeling like water water watering dry soil.I hope this is not a feeling for ever.I want to, really want to stay away from her
But the more I tried, it seemed like I was torturing myself.
as if I hadn't thrown Athena in years.
At that moment My heart felt broken, swept away, I regretted it for a long time.
My heart fights with my logic.Every day I lament his.why and why.should be good'nya.
And now there might be intrigue of my own if I don't take a stand.
I broke out of his embrace.
***
" Take Pim off, let go." I asked.
With her eyes she seemed to be smiling.
" Tell Lee to me.are you jealous of seeing her??" ask Pim.
" Jealous what Pim." I said a little in hiding.he smiled broadly.
" How you're so sweet Lee.." He said while pulling both cheeks.
" Have Pim stopped." Love again.
" What are you hiding from me Lee ? Honest if you're jealous?" said.
" Don't raise Pim.I don't have the right to be jealous of you.I just need to calm my Heart." I said.
" why is your heart??" she asked while putting her ear on my chest.
" Oo.. there seems to be a burning charred smell.?" he said while looking at me. I stared at him.
" I flush??" He said again with a kiss on my chest and then he blew his niup.
I was very anxious, I smiled for a long time while ruffling her hair.She looked at me, hugged me again tightly.
***
Wearing a white shirt and Chino pants that are almost like white.I drove Pim first to his apartment to change clothes.
I asked my taxi to stop at the flower shop.we bought a bouquet of white daffodils.
information from Austin, he said, the body of Mrs Pholiphat.Mr Philips' mother has arrived at the family residence.already many guests who arrived he said again.
indeed, Austin was ordered directly by Miss Anne to help with the funeral procession.
***
The taxi I had stopped at the gate of Mr. Philips' house, so many people were there.
I walk side by side with Pim.Because I do not know for sure the way of worship in Thai society.
we walked Quiet Tampa talking to each other.
visible from a distance white coffin.in addition there is a photo of golden figura.a mistress who looks charismatic.Pastinya it's a photo of the mistress Pholiphat.the mother of Mr. Philips.
We are waiting to say goodbye and honor to him.
not far from the chest looked people Ng who were busy greeting Mr. Philips.
indeed Mr. Philips is not an arbitrary businessman.many of his colleagues came just to shake hands with him.
***
The queue is very snaking, I see also there is a woman who accompanied Mr. Philips and his only sister. Former wife of Mr. Bryan who is now married to Miss Katty.
we advanced little by little to approach the coffin, then we bowed as a sign of respect.then we walked towards Mr. Philips.
***
I looked so shocked to find out who the young woman who was next to her was Mr. Philips.
He looked unpretentious and seemed calm wearing all-white clothes side by side with his father, receiving a helping hand of people who say condolences.
As soon as we look at each other in silence.kulirik Pim who like to understand something or even hide something.
***
" ahh Lee has not seen each other for a long time.did not expect us to meet in this situation." he said warmly.Strongly he was still tucked sadness in the corner of his eyes.
" ahh, Lee may be the time is not right.but introduce this my only daughter, Anne.You have often spoken, right??".I smiled while greeting her.
Still the same, still the same felt in my chest and Indra touch my.Warm.
Pim also smiled as he greeted her.Then we shifted, leaving her.I just kept quiet.
***
At home I met with Anurak cs. It appears he was with Tom who took pictures with Athena
" hi Lee, meet this Tatan" said Anurak.I salute him and also Pim.
" It's so tight you're Lee." said Anurak slightly jokingly.I just smiled.
" Maybe I'm a little tired from waiting in line" I replied.
" have you met Athena??" i'm nodding.
" Your boyfriend is one office right with Athena, I met him some time ago..Yes right??" said Anurak speaking while looking at Pim.
Pim just smiled a little stiffly.
" How about we have coffee first Lee ??" tawar Anurak.I looked at Pim.he did not speak a word.
***
" So you're now working as what Ra??" ask me Anurak.
" hmm, I'm a makeup artist, usually the artist I deal with" she said in a snobbish tone.I just smiled inwardly.
" Where do you work Tan ??" My toot.
" I don't have a regular job, just occasionally photographing Artists." he said.
" o, so you're a photographer??" I said.he laughed.
" Oiya, the news is you've moved the apartment, huh Lee to the office at the end of Bangkok??You guys aren't together anymore, dong?" anurak said with a laugh, and then drank the juice.
"We're still with Ra, so Lee decided to stay with me.?" replied Pim as he wrestled in my hand and smiled mockingly.Anurak seemed to gulp his saliva.
"Oo it seems like that??".reply Anurak half-snouthed.
" Oiya Lee, You used to be with Athena LDR how long yes.like forgetting me with your story that was still unyu unyu..??" said Anurak asked with the intention of offending Pim.Pim looked so Sewot.Then I held Hands while Staring at him signaled to calm down.
"ehhmm, I've forgotten Ra. the past will never be seen again for me.In my life, I have,
I'm just looking at the future."
I said while looking at Pim.
" Oww, like that??" her word.
I looked at Tatan who had just been Silent.
" I hope you don't take heart with what Anurak says.."
" Hey Lee.iam Rara..!" Cut her.
" Okey Rara's...For me then let it pass."
to Tatan.
" Yes I understand.And Anne is happier with me Lee." I smiled while giving a thumbs up.
" How long have you guys been together??" my many. Pim pinched my thigh.I endured the pain while looking at her.
" I've been with him for two years" replied Tatan.
"When are you together??" babble Anurak arrived.increasing the anger held by Pim.almost Pim stood up, want to leave the table where we were sitting.I held him.
***
" For me, everything is possible.We can be separated soon or will always look after and love each other Forever..."