
I stared blankly at the laptop screen in front of me.I thought it was just Pim.
Remembering all the memories of his first meeting, when the road with Fah and Matt first, when going to the cafe, and why until finally get close.
My brain and mind are just for him.
He reported that his wedding party would be held next month. I was asked to come.I can't promise you I said.
I feel tired of my mind.
Anne who came and asked this and that about work I always answered ketus.Or I reasoned that she asked directly to others.
I'm really not in the mood with her.Somehow, maybe now I'm feeling a broken heart.
I am now close to Anne . But sometimes I feel, He comes if he just wants to be loved.It is not true that he wants to love each other.
Sometimes I feel I am just using it. I don't know,,
***
Athena side:
What's wrong with Lee, huh,?? Why now it seems like he always dodges.His face looks moody.not looks like usual.
He often looks uninspired.And always ketusnya against me.
Sometimes he dared to scold me in the office.I was wrong.Did not understand what he explained.
I'm the boss, why would he dare to yell at me.? there must be something.
Thought me.
Not to mention these few days he was staying at a hotel.?? Hm..What the hell is lee.why are you so, and have dared to silence me.
****
" Lee wait, we have to talk.?" I said as I pulled his hand out of the office.
" What the hell is Miss anne.it's time to go home from work" she said while looking at the watch in her hand.
" Yes I know Lee, but I want us to talk?!" I said.
" What about?!" Ask.
" We!" answer me.
" It's Anne, I'm lazy." He said, shaking my hand, I was going to go out of the room.
" Your why!" I said a little loudly.
" I don't know why Napa Anne .you're the only one who thinks I have a problem with you.!" he said as he left the room.
***
He stayed at the resort around Don Son Beach Hanoi, very far from the home of the Department he occupied.Nearly a two-hour drive.
I don't know, why he's so weird, he seems to want to be alone.
I decided to stay in the same place as him.
****
I poured rice wine into my glass, once in a while I smoked a cigarette inside.
I don't know, I feel like I want to forget.I want to get drunk and have no pain in my heart.
All day and all night I only think of my fate.
Thinking of Pim Moreover.Sometimes I sobbed regretting my words.
But I can't do anything about breaking the Norms and the rules.
I hate myself.I'm weak, I can't fight for my happiness.
I'm bound to Norma Norma the faith I hold.
Sometimes I wail to him while crying in prostration.Hopefully may I hope.
then now, I spend all my practice just to drink rice wine.Hopefully not drunk hope I.
****
" You drink again Lee.." Anne asked Arriving.
out of nowhere he came his.Didn't I have far enough to avoid him.Damn this guy, always know where I am.appears Arrived arrived.Over a long time like a Ghost as well as him.
I watched her for a moment Tampa let out a word.
" Lee..why are you??" repeat, I'm still quiet.
"Lee..?"
" Anne, can't you always ask me other than work" I said
" Why do you always follow me Anne??" my many.
He took a deep breath.
" Yes because I have an interest in you.?"
" Hey Anne, I'm not your slave.Stop thinking that what I'm doing you should know it.It's so annoying to you." I said emotion. He just kept quiet.
***
" If you have a problem with me, please tell me what's my fault Lee. but if you have any outside problems don't leave it to me.?!" said.
" Anne, I didn't have a problem with you before, but you've always been like this to me.Can I have my own space that you don't mix??"
"Oo be Pim's problem!!" said ketus.
" I told you Anne, don't interfere in my business with her.!"
He looked at me like he wanted to get angry.
****
Suddenly his phone rang.Tatan's face appeared there.
" Call the phone.From your girlfriend.?" I said.
" Your dear boyfriend.." I said again, half-mocking.
He stood up and grabbed his phone.Stay away from me to answer her.
I don't know what he's talking about, he looks angry.
then back near me.
" It's Anne??What do you want to continue with me??Arguing.?!" I said.
" Lee..if you have any problems outside.please don't you interfere with our relationship?!" he said He looked angry.
" Which relationship is Anne??" my many.
" Why are you so annoying Lee!!"
" Leave Anne, I know who I am, a shitty person like you said."
" Je..really true to you!!" she said pointing at me and started crying, and she thought I was the one who was crying.
***
" I'm wrong Lee avoided it.."
" I should how about you not always say boss...?"
" I have to how not to care about you, everything about you." she said, crying sobbing.
" Already Anne, I'm tired of crying.I'm tired, I'm tired.I just need to calm down." I said.
" Aren't you going to tell Lee..how can you calm down next to me.not angry at me..??" he said while crying.
There was a feeling of pity seeing her cry.I remember Pim.
My chest is starting to tight, my nose feels out of breath.
I approached her.and I hugged her.She was crying so much.
Oh me, who's sad who's crying why she's.
I realized, I was wrong about her.Expressing annoyance indirectly to her.
"I'm sorry Anne" I said softly as I kissed her fragrant hair.
" I just really wanted to be alone, but didn't realize it made you ask and get sick."
" I don't want to appear to be hurting Anne against you."
" I'm sorry anne.I'm heartbroken.?" I said honestly.
with reddened eyes and still tears she looked at me.
" You mean Lee??" ask her.
I just kept quiet trying to toughen up.
" What do you mean, why are you heartbroken??"
Ask.
" Pim's getting married to Anne.he asked me to take her away but I can't." I said tight.
" I'm weak Anne, I can't do anything to make her happy."