Bad Feelings
Rewarding

“Where are you going?” ask Jonathan who followed behind me when I told him to go home first because I had business. I've explained to her for this time not to go together just yet. But he kept tailing behind me like now.

“Certainly follow brother” sahutnya while smiling without sin. Her eyes were beautifully curved perfectly.

“Who told you to come, I have business with my friend and I don't want them to ask about you. You promised to keep this a secret before I was ready to announce it. Besides I'm just for a minute and.” a kiss stops my babbling. The culprit was none other than Jonathan. This boy did act more often than speech.

“Iya.. Yes sister chatty. I just want to see from far away. Is your sister okay or not. I'm just afraid my boyfriend why-why” there is a worried tone in his words.

Kuhela breath. “Do not overdo it. I just went to the bookstore with Erna and then after that to the cafe Lembali work. I can take care of myself and... “

Suddenly my arm was pulled and carried my body into his embrace. “What's wrong if I'm worried about you? I just don't want you to go alone without me. It felt like this heart was not willing to know that brother went alone without me. I'm just afraid there is a bad guy who will suddenly come and tease you” again he ditrama.

“Ck. Quickly let go, if others know can problem” Jonathan let go of his hug with a little unwillingness. “I'll give you takin”. I knew she would be like this, after dating him, even though I wasn't allowed to go without her. No time alone except in class, home, bathroom and work. Although actually I was less so freely, somehow Jonathan's existence became a habit for me as well.

“Appointment?“ I shook my head, then stroked her hair calmed the boy down. “Then brother can go now” he said who finally let me go.

I smiled at him and waved before parting with him. There's a sense of relief I feel. I think Jonathan is getting older, he's not really forcing his will anymore. Maybe this is what is called trust.

My feet stepped to the bus stop. Today Erna took me to the bookstore, there were exhibitions there and also a bazaar. For a book enthusiast like us would definitely never be absent to an event like this.

After 10 minutes, I arrived at the bookstore that Erna meant. The atmosphere is very crowded and there are many books there. God, don't let me starve my eyes and spend a lot of money buying books.

I have to save money for my tuition, if I spend my savings I can I have to save more for next month. Erna surprised. “For a long time, see I've got this many books” he said with a stack of books on his left arm. Geez this kid, he must have spent half of his salary.

“There was still a lecture earlier. Excuse me. I'll just buy the book I need. If I run out of reading material, I can borrow your book later” I said while showing my sweet smile.

“Is... As always, the handyman hemat”. Erna always understood me. He is indeed my best friend. I've been friends with him for almost 10 years and it's been like our two brothers.

For an hour we struggled with stacking books and I only bought the two books I needed for additional course information. And don't forget I told Jonathan I was done at the bookstore and now I'm headed to the cafe for work.

We both arrived. My phone ringing sounds. I saw the name “Jojo”. “You go in first, I'll catch up with” I said telling Erna to enter the cafe first.

“Ya, what's up?“ my husband answered the phone from her.

“After arrival?“ ask for a voice at the end of the channel.

“Iya, just up front cafe” replied me, glancing in the cafe. There was no manager and Erna had disappeared into the cafe.

“Why else?“

“I've missed you”

Hearing her recitation really made me meet. “You're this. I have to work now” I said a little wrong behavior made.

“Wait a minute, soon I until” he exclaimed at the end of the connection. “Yup, finally. Sister”. Jojo's voice was heard in two places between the phone and outside the phone.

I turned my eyes and saw him waving at me. Approach himself. “Why come here?“

“This is for my boyfriend” he gave me a goodie bag and when I saw the contents were some books that I had read earlier and I chose not to buy it because the book was less important to me now.

“You... This right?” my eyebrows are confused, why he can know all the books I like earlier.

“Gift for my boyfriend” he smiles sweetly.

“So you followed earlier?“ I pretended to be upset.

“You how else?” he scratched the back of his head.

“Why buy all this? Use your money for something else, why buy an insignificant book like this? It's called waste” kunasehati herself.

“I just want to give a gift to my girlfriend. What's wrong?” his face turned to disappointment and gloom. His face looked down at the street.

“Don't repeat again, okay? ” he nodded obediently. Although actually what he did was only to make me happy, I wanted to teach him how to save money. I don't want him to spend his money on something unnecessary and not so important. Especially just to buy me a gift.

"I'm sorry, I won't do it again" he said regretfully. Seeing her regret and already understanding that if I had to use money as necessary, I calmed down.

But what he did this time I can tolerate, once again I can easily forgive his behavior. Is this what is called understanding in a relationship? What I am doing now I might regret later, but I want to keep doing it just because I want to reward what I did this time.

I put my nose on her nose gently, as if I were giving her a kiss through my nose. “Thank you” I said then ran inside the cafe. I didn't wait for the response of the man sitting on his motorcycle. I also forgot that we were on the side of the road. I forgot about the situation around me even I didn't care if anyone else knew us, saw what we were doing. I just did what was in my head at the time. When I realized what I was doing just now, I was ashamed of myself. I'm ashamed to have done something so shameful. Ah... What the hell did I just do? What childish? What will Jojo think? Don't I need to see her for a week? What's wrong with giving rewards to his own girlfriend? But this is embarrassing. I entered the cafe and maybe the one who sees me now is like boiled shrimp. My face warmed up by itself. Ah, this is embarrassing. I went straight into the toilet to cool my face, before Erna realized what was happening to me.

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