Bad Feelings
I hope

After accepting Jonathan's feelings I had to be extra patient with his attitude if he had started to be spoiled like now. “What are you doing stop your hand or I can break it or kesleo” I whispered to her.

Her fingers that had started to get inside my clothes, stopped and came out. At first I let her fingers play in my hair, my face and my arms, while I was busy doing chores. But when his fingers started to roam inside, I couldn't let them. I don't want to be harassed. “Kakak from earlier was busy with sister's laptop, when big brother noticed me, this sister's boyfriend. I also need attention” whine that has been almost two hours I let busy myself.

“I have to collect this task, otherwise my grades will be ugly. I don't want to repeat this course. Lecturer killer. Wait a minute, later you can ask anything” said me who does not want to make the whine more become.

“Really anything?” tanyanya was immediately excited.

“Yes whatever, just don't tell me weird-odd” replied I warned.

Instantly he drew a beautiful arch on his lips and made another beautiful arch in his eyes. “Alright, do your duty first. I'll wait for you” he then picks up the phone and turns it on. It seems he started playing again.

I can still tame it this time. Although he is actually a forced type, when it comes to my interests, he is able to give up and appreciate me. The sweet side of him that I always liked.

After the clock ran in front of the laptop, my paper work was finally done. I turn my head to the side. Jonathan fell asleep in the middle of his game. Unconsciously my lips smiled to see her innocent face with her lips slightly open. Why does this kid like me so much? I distracted myself, chose to tidy up my things and put them in my bag.

Jonathan was still asleep in his sleep. Maybe I've missed making him wait for 3 hours. Stretch my muscles and breathe in the cool air under the tree as it is today. We were in the back garden of a campus building that people rarely go to. It's not that why, it's just that I don't want anyone else to see us both. Don't want any shitty gossip.

My watch is at 3 p.m. I'd better wake him up otherwise he'll lash out and not let me work again. "Jo, get up" I pulled out his arm.

He awakens. Damaged one of his eyes, yawned and stretched both of his arms. "Sister is done?“

"Then, let's go" I told him as I stood up from my seat.

"Where?" tanyanya's confused. Perhaps his life had not been fully accumulated.

"Main. Come on, before five" I cried first to leave him. I don't know why I want to go out with him. In return I was patient waiting for me to do the task.

He woke up and immediately ran after me. "Where are you going? Tumben's brother took me away"

I stopped my feet and looked at him. Showing a feigned expression of annoyance. "No want? Yes" I set foot and Jonathan followed me.

"cii.... Who said you don't want to? I was just curious and astonished"

"It's a reward because you've been patient" I said.

"Let's... Speaking of rewards, my sister promised to give me whatever I wanted, didn't she?“

Hearing his words instantly made my throat suddenly choked. I suspect he's thinking about something no-no. "Then?"

“Today my brother" he put his big arm on my shoulder and wrapped it around my neck, suffocating me a little.

"You're gonna kill me, let go" I rode while beating his arm. But the owner didn't let go, forcing me to stop.

"Aren't you going to do it here or in front of a lot of people?" whisper in my ear.

"What do you mean?" I tried to let go of his arm. Turning my body to him made me widen my eyes.

"You don't mess around, I'll take you for a walk. Let's go before afternoon, I have to work" I pushed his body away from me.

He opened his eyes. "But my brother promised me, after all, the one who took the streets was not me"

"Yes if you don't want to go" I said annoyed.

He smiled, apparently he was mocking me. "Yes-yes we're going. Where's your sister going?"

“Ke zoo"

"Huh? The zoo?" I held my head steady even though he now seemed to be in disbelief with what he had just heard.

And we're finally here, Zooland Park. "Why are you pouting like that? Smile" I asked. Jonathan's face was bent as long as he entered Zooland Park.

"Why should I come here? It's boring in here"

whining.

"Not boring, just so you enjoy it. You're here with me anyway, are you boring?"

"All right, I gave up. But, brother remained like this with me" he hooked his fingers on me and held them tightly.

Finally, he relented and enjoyed taking a walk in Zooland. Spending an hour in Zooland was fun because I rarely spent time on vacation.

Enjoying cotton candy, pop corn and taking pictures with various fauna in Zooland is really fun. Especially with this silly boy. What an unforgettable experience.

"Let's go home, it's half-five. I have to work" I said while enjoying the beauty of the aquarium and its inhabitants.

Jonathan looked at me, "now?" from his tone he was not willing to leave the scene in front of him.

"We'll be here again next time, but now we have to go back. I still have responsibilities. I have to go to the cafe, I have to work. If I don't work, I can't pay for college" I explained. "Let's go home" take me.

Suddenly a hand stopped my steps. I turned my head and saw Jojo as the culprit. "Wait until I graduate and earn a lot of money, I won't make you work hard anymore. Just be the mother of our children and cook food for me. I won't let my exhausted brother go to work anymore" he said sincerely.

Lord, let this happen. If may. I don't know why I wanted to believe every word he said. I looked at both of his eyes. Then smiled faintly realizing that the possibility is very small to realize his dream. No puddles of tears have appeared and started to overflow.

Jonathan stretched out his hand and helped me wipe away the trail of tears that started to wet my cheeks. "I'm sorry" I said.

"May I.kiss brother" he asked.

"You're that.here right.." I haven't finished saying my words, my lips have been silenced by it. I pushed her body so that our kiss would come off, but she kept insisting and pulled my nape so that our kiss would not come off and go deeper. I surrender too.

Although we were in a public place, but here a little lack of light so I let him. Consider keeping my promise earlier. Doing whatever he wants for now.

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