Bad Feelings
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After getting caught by Alya, Jonathan's friend I had to be extra careful when alone with him. I don't want anyone else seeing us both anymore. Although Jonathan said it didn't matter with our relationship, I still thought about it. I don't want anyone else to say anything bad about her even gossiping about her no-no. Moreover, our relationship is both unusual for society in general. Age difference relationship.

“This brother, why is the road far away?“ jonathan Protest.

I did keep a little distance from him when I was in the crowd. I'm just afraid that others will know about our relationship. “You are far” elakku.

Jojo walked over to me. “Kakak, later in the afternoon brother off right work, we go to the beach yuk?“

“Good. But don't go home, tomorrow there's morning class and there's tes”.

“Each bos” replied as he raised his right hand like a salute. Then his arm as usual propped up on my shoulder.

It was normal at first, but there were some people looking at us with strange looks and this made me a little uncomfortable. Not because of their views on me, but the views on Jonathan. I don't want to make him look down on anyone else.

“Eh, Jo. I have to go to the bus first to find a book. You can go eat first or we meet at the usual place we eat together later. Nih, nitip bought me lunch. Okay?” I said find an excuse to get away from me.

Jojo received money from me with a look of disbelief, he did not have time to protest because I had left him first. I ran away, I'm a coward. I'm sorry Jo, it's for your own good.

My feet stepped towards the library but I suddenly stopped my steps when I saw Nick was already in front of the library. Instantly I turned around and it turned out that Jojo was following behind and we almost collided. “This brother is just playing go, now brother is going where? Library that way?“

“Eum... Let's skip“, I said suddenly. I can't avoid Jojo at this college, we better get out of here.

Jonathan smiled beautifully. Oh my goodness this boy is so happy to look like him. “Ayo” said as soon as I pulled my arm running into the parking lot. Without speaking, we left the campus.

“Tumben brother ngajakin truant, usually I was told to go to college. Why indeed?“

“Just get bored of it”

“Try his boss sister every day. So we can escape the streets”

“Mauu” I said while pushing his body forward.

He laughed happily. “Kakak handle”

“Sudah” suhutku, holding the end of the seat in the back.

“Ish, this sister. Same handle I”

“Don't be weird, the game goes where it goes. It's still daytime, find a quiet place. I just want to avoid the crowd.

“Ke beach play water ya” he said.

“Serah” sahutku who no longer know where to go.

I enjoyed the trip to the beach where Jojo wanted to be. Finally I don't have to take the other person's gaze. What should I do to keep Jonathan's feelings in front of others?

A hand stopped my action and made me look. Jonathan did. “Save the goods brother first, just play air” he said. I smiled at him. He took my hand and took me to a gazebo where I rented out lockers.

After storing the things, we walked on the beach. Jojo still faithfully clasped my hand tightly. It felt like something warm was crawling my heart. “Kakak want to directly play water?“

“Eum...“ I said while nodding my head like a boy.

Jonathan stroked my head, baby. “This is the attitude of my brother that makes me more and more in love with brother” his words make me meet and misbehave myself.

“What are you talking about? Get your hands off. I want to play air” after getting off of him, I immediately ran away and towards the sea water.

Kicking the waves, running away from the water. Gosh, it feels tired this is all gone. For a long time I have not felt this kind of freedom and tranquility. Although it is a public place but not so many visitors.

“Silver play alone, I'm not invited”

Jojo protested as soon as I kicked the water and splashed into his body. “Wah” he screeches.

“I'm taking you to play right now?“ I say without sin.

He pulled and breathed. “Good, if it wants big brother. We play air” saw him running towards me. I screamed and ran. Instead of going to the edge instead of going to the deeper water and making my movements slower and Jojo managed to catch me. He locked me with both arms in my stomach. Yupz I got stuck, couldn't move, our bodies stuck to each other and got wet.

“Let it be like this first” Jojo poked his head on my right shoulder. “Finally my sister can laugh with me. Lately I feel like big brother is avoiding me, is it all because of Alya?“ my eyes blinked realizing that Jojo felt my attitude slightly keeping a distance from him.

“Maaf” sayku lirih. Jojo let go of the hug and twisted my body to face each other. I looked at Jojo with guilt. “I did keep my distance from you. I just don't want anyone else seeing our relationship anymore. I'm afraid others will think badly of you, I'm afraid many people gossip about you and vilify you. That's why I.. “ a kiss I got.

Jojo sighed and smiled. “I should protect brother, why brother protect me? If it's like this, I feel bad for you. Thank you, for being so kind to me. I don't care, other people talk about me. But if it bothers you, I will try not to impose my will again if in the campus environment”

I smiled hearing his words. “So, can I kiss my girlfriend now? My boyfriend looks very sexy when wet like this” whispered immediately told the nerves throughout my body to avoid him, but unfortunately Jojo first moved quickly to lock my body back with his arm.

“You did it already, so enough” elakku.

“One time” the door.

“Good" said I who immediately greeted Jonathan's smile and immediately thrust his lips. "But not now, later. Now play water with me” I cried while splashing sea water on his face.

He released both of his hands in shock. That's where I managed to escape and we went back to playing water together.

I don't feel like time is passing so fast. Enjoying coconut water and grilled corn on the beach accompanied by sunlight that began to descend into the contest, very beautiful. “Today, thank you for bringing me here. Come home, let's not get sick. Our clothes are soaked like this” I stand from my seat. His hands asked him to get out of his place.

“Alright” he welcomed my hand and stood up.

We also left the beach.

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