Bad Feelings
What's that

Today my college schedule is very tight, so I have not had lunch until 3 pm. My stomach has been twitching from earlier asking to be filled. After class, I immediately went to the cafeteria to eat so that my stomach would no longer sing and my body would recover.

After ordering beef fried rice and orange ice, I chose a strategic place that I would use for lunch. It turned out that the place was full, I didn't see that there was no empty table I could occupy. But I saw there was one table that was only used by one person who was now busy enjoying coffee while doing chores. I walked up to her, asked her for permission, who knew she wanted to share a place with me. May he be ready.

"Eum..excuse me" the man looked up, a stranger I don't know. He's not one major with me maybe another. "Can't I join this table? The other table is full" I asked politely.

The man looked at me at a glance and then looked around. Then come back to me. "Sit down" he said then resumed his activities again.

"Thank you" said I put my plate and my glass and then put myself comfortably

"You're the new kid?" tanyanya while taking notes on her binders.

"Yes? Ah..iya, I'm new to this campus" I said to answer his question.

"Take S2 or S3?" he asked without seeing me and still focused on his work.

"Eum..I just took S1" I said slowly, there is a little shame because I just started S1 now. How else can I not be selfish with my own family.

He looked at me with his eyes slightly widened, as if he was surprised by the answer I gave him. It's true, must be a lot of people surprised by my age as soon as I want to enter S1. But there is no saying, it is never too late to learn.

"Aaa.it must be difficult to get along with today's children" he chanted again.

"Not really. By the way, whose name are you and what are you majoring in?" I tried to get along with him.

"My name is Nick, I'm one of the interns at this college" he said with a friendly smile.

My lips were gaping, I was wrongly talking to the lecturer. Stupid me. "Well.sorry. I should have talked sop..."

"Be as usual and enjoy your lunch" he said, standing on his stool tidying all his books and leaving with a smile. "It's nice to meet you"

The young lecturer was quite friendly and his smile was quite sweet. Maybe his age is not much different from mine, maybe I can be friends with him, know him even if I can date him. Shit, my brain is starting to think shit.

I shook my head, scratched the back of my head which suddenly felt itchy and smiled incisively. Remembering my sad fate. I choose to eat the food that is already available in front of me while turning on the phone and looking at my social media account.

Someone suddenly sat in the chair in front of me. "May I sit here?" ask the man. I just heard his voice no matter who was in front of me. I nodded to deny it. But my eyes were focused on the news I had just read. My favorite idol is running a military service and is now attending a military event. He's so handsome in his army clothes.

"What makes you so focused on looking at your phone instead of filling your belly?" he said that instantly distracted me. While smiling happily at the handsome face of the idol, my eyes widened to catch a figure that I did not want to see at this time. Jonathan. Instantly my smile faded.

"Who is it none of your business, hunt back" I said standing trying to grab my phone.

"Wait" he started typing something, then a phone ring I heard. "Okey, here" he said, handing me my phone. Then reached into his pants pocket, then smiled, his finger pressed down on his screen, writing something. "I can finally call my sister. Let's eat" he said without sin.

I sat down to hear his words. He took my number? Damnit. There will be new problems that will arise if he calls me later. I saw that he was very calm and enjoyed his meal without any problems.

"Nathan, kog here? I told you to join me at the table" said the girl, shaking her hand on Jojo's arm. Jojo looks at the girl then looks towards the girl's index finger. "Let's go over there" he asked as he pulled Jojo's arm to immediately move from his seat.

"I love sitting here" he said, not caring about the whining of the girl beside him.

"Who is this aunt? Your aunt?" knock the girl.

'Aunty?' I scream in my heart, protest. Jojo smiled, he must be laughing at me. Okay, I'm satisfied you're addressing me aunty. Even though I am a lot different from them. But at least.ah, let it go. After all for what to take their dizzy calls to me, I better finish my late lunch and after that go to work.

"She.iya. My dear aunt" replied Jojo who immediately made me spout my food, onto my plate again. This must be disgusting. I choked badly, I gulped orange ice next to my plate. Fortunately, no rice came in.

"Your aunt? Hello aunt, I'm Nathan's friend, Alya. Aunty's in college too? Take S2 or S3?" he stuck out his hand.

"Sorry, I'm not the aunt" better leave that place soon than I don't want to.

My footsteps accelerated a little, because I wanted to get away from that place immediately. I smelled something weird that I was in that place for a long time. A hand grabbed me, and instantly made me turn around and hit the body of the person who pulled me. "Aren't you angry?" tanyakanya. I retreated to keep my distance from him because I didn't want anyone to misunderstand me in this situation.

This kid again. "No, what's angry for. I just want to go to work, instead of your meeting just now there is need to be with you, meet gih there" asked me while trying to release my arm from his grip.

"aaa...Alyas? barin, are you going to work? I'm anterin, right? I brought my own motorbike" he said.

"I also brought. It's there" I pushed her body away from me. Then I turned around and continued my steps.

He walks beside me. "Okey well, this time I let her brother go alone. Because I'm still in college, but next time I won't". A kiss I get. "be careful on the road" he said with a sinless smile.

My eyes glared, my feet in place. A few seconds later I turned my head, "keep your attitude, Jo" I reminded him and then walked away, without waiting for Jonathan's next reaction.

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