Bad Feelings
Proposals

Loving you may be very difficult, because this love is very difficult to accept by others. Somehow seeing your confidence and determination makes me believe that we can defeat all kinds of problems that will prevent later. Can we be together forever?

###BadFeeling

In December, my birthday month. It's nice to have someone who can be loved as we are today, although we still haven't got the blessing of our parents, but we're no longer in a clandestine relationship in the area around campus. Especially after the incident at that time, which made the entire campus yard that time stirred and boisterous because of our kiss. Embarrassing but sweet really.

“Kakak, today I went to my sister's house huh?” jonathan said to me. His grasp tightened and channeled his energy of courage and earnestness to me.

My eyes that had not believed her words, when staring at her two shady black hasels made me certain. “You're ready to see mom again?“

“Eum..” Jonathan nodded steadily. I carved a smile on my face as if to say I would support all your decisions.

“If you are rejected by mom, how?“ I was wondering about the plan.

“I will try to get my blessing, whatever I will do. Sister mom likes what?“ my eyebrows rose to get a question from him.

“Eum... My mom loves money” replied I am from.

“Money?” the look on his originally excited face now looked gloomy. Seeing her made my lips curl. I held my expression, because I wanted to know how she reacted. It turned out to be very funny. Both of his eyebrows were confused. Obviously, he is just a freshman who just earns money if he wins a game he does. He does not have a steady income. How did he think he would give my mother money?

My mother was indeed a strong woman that I loved, she lived all three of us alone, after being left by my father, until now she has two restaurants. Praise God, God love us so we can get here. Live well and can open jobs for others. If it wasn't for God's love, we wouldn't be like this. So it's not really money that you want, it's just the happiness of your children that you want.

“Is there nothing else you like?“ tanyanya. Can't bear to see it like that, as soon as my laughter exploded. Jonathan looked at me confused. I finished my gel before answering her question.

“Mom doesn't like money, I was just wondering how you responded”.

“So brother lied to me?“ tanyakanya. I shake my head like an ornate doll of a car that's gooey when it's touched or shaken. “Ish...” his lips pursed, he began to sulk.

Can't stand me laughing at him. “Sorry sorry... I was just kidding you. Mothers love their children to live happily, but there is one thing that mothers love. Eating tongseng" her eyes flickered funny. He then smiled his smile and immediately made a beautiful arch in both eyes. "You happy now?“

He nodded excitedly.

***

Back at work, Jonathan picked me up. Do not forget we stopped by the tongseng seller who is a regular mother subscription. We bought tongseng for mom. Consider this a bribe so that we are allowed to date.

When we got home, Eva opened the door for us. Eva's eyeballs looked at her and Jonathan took turns. "You want to ask for blessing?“ asked Eva as usual coldly. This kid's heart can't be soft, he's always sniffing at anything.

Jonathan nodded, "it's for my sister-in-law" Jonathan said, giving Eva a goddie bag. I didn't know he was preparing that either.

Eva smiled accepting it. "By bribe you successfully, even if you do not bring this, I will not hinder your relationship. Because I was convinced by my sister's choice of never messing around" Eva glanced at me.

A beautiful arch was created on each of our lips, I didn't think this girl had any sense either.

"Mother is inside, come in. But he looked moody" Eva reminded.

We both entered the house together. I told Jonathan to wait in the living room. While I went inside to see my mother. Eva prepared a drink for us.

"Mom, can I talk to you for a minute?“ I said when I knocked on his door.

She opened her bedroom door and smiled at me. "Speak, I'll listen to you son" behind him my head is soft.

"Who?“ tanyanya.

Kuraih's arm, taking her to the living room. "Mom will know after meeting you later"

We walked into the living room. But when he reached the living room, his body stiffened in place. "Aunty night, I bring aunty's favorite food" said Jonathan friendly. The tongseng package was presented earlier.

"Just put it there, thank you" said the cold mother. After looking at Jonathan, my mother looked at me. "Actually what happened, didn't you say not to anymore..."

"I understand mom but I can't do it" I'm honest.

"You'll know what risks you'll take, son. I don't want anyone to hurt you, son. Mum..."

"Sorry aunt. Not that aunty wants to see a aunt's son happy. But why the aunt told the aunt's son to let go of his happiness" Jonathan said a little to provoke the mother's emotions.

"You? You know what her happiness is? Are you the only one who can make her happy? You think just being with you, Rya will be happy? Do you understand the views of others later if you get married later? Can you guarantee Rya won't be sad about it?“ my emotions started to rise.

“I can guarantee it aunty" said Jonathan

"It's so easy to answer, you can talk now, but later..."

"Tante doesn't have to worry, if later Rya's sister gets married to me, I won't let Rya's brother grieve"

Mom breathed heavily. He picked up the glass of ice water on the table. "Cool your head, son, you have to be self-conscious" mother threw ice water on Jonathan's head. Which instantly made me scream in shock. Jonathan just accepted reality. "You are far different. I'm also not sure if your parents would agree to this or not. You better go home now and forget about Rya"

"Mother..."

"Don't talk anymore, tell the boy to come home right now or the mother who kicked him out" she warned me.

"Mom, please..."

"Stop, don't beg anymore. Now you go home and never come here again" he said, pushing Jonathan out.

"Selfish aunt" exclaimed Jonathan who instantly made mother flinch and slapped at him. My eyeballs almost popped out, not believing what I'm seeing right now. Mom's never been this angry before.

"Go home" exclaimed the mother and then closed the door.

"I'll stand here until my aunt lets us both date. I'm sure aunty also wants to see a aunt's smile right? so let us go on a date" Jonathan exclaimed from outside the house.

Mom ignored him and told me to go into the room. "Mom, please" I asked.

"Lock room. Let the child, at least for a moment he will give up and leave" he said then returned to his room.

Eva approached her mother before she entered her room. "If she still survives, will you let her? I also understand what you're worried about, but they both like each other, will you let them separate?“ She didn't tell him and chose to enter his room.

Suddenly there was thunder. I looked at the door of the house. I want to see Jonathan when it rains. But mother exclaimed. "Nobody opens the door or leaves the house"

I ran to the window as the rain began to pour. Jonathan was still standing there. Go home Jo, give up don't torture yourself. My tears did not drip as I stood under the rain.