Bad Feelings
GreenCakes

He always did it first and now I start it. Maybe this is what is called reciprocating the feelings of others, so that people realize that we love them too. Love does not need to be spoken but done.

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I ran away leaving Jonathan alone in the attic, I didn't care how he responded after I had so boldly kissed him for the first time. I don't think it's a kiss, it's just a thank you, and abroad does it like that. But this is not Rya's overseas and the one that just included a kiss. Although we kissed a lot, Jojo started it first and I just started it. Oh myGod.

Good thing I have a lecture point, so I can avoid Jojo for a while. I went through college properly. Although in my mind, I still try to find a reason to avoid Jojo when I go home, because I am really very embarrassed to meet him.

A message stopped by my phone. I opened a chat, “Ay, sorry today can not take you to work, but I really want to meet after our kiss earlier. Unfortunately, the lecturer gave additional courses ah... Sucks. Should I not go to college?” tanyakanya.

I sent a reply for him. “Lecture seriously” and after I typed the reply I breathed a sigh of relief because I did not need to give any more reason not to go home together.

My feet stepped out of the campus building to get to the bus stop. But when in the middle of the trip, the sound of car horns from behind made me turn my head. Someone from inside the car lowered the window of his car and then turned his head. When I recognized the driver, my footsteps stopped.

“Rya, where are you going?” askinya.

I approached her before answering her question. “Working devices. You need anything?” much

“Alright, I will take you” said Nick friendly as usual.

My eyes are breaking, responding to his offer. Free resting. Who will refuse? But, if anyone else knew, I would definitely be called a slut. I already have a boyfriend and now I'm riding in another guy's car. I'm not the kind of person who can refuse someone's request. So here I sit next to Nick.

“Where do you work?” tanyakanya.

“At a cafe not far from here. Where are you going?” my many.

“I no longer have hours of lectures and teaching. So I went home. Since you work at a cafe, I'll stop by and buy something there. Can it?“

“Of course can” I am happy.

Who is not happy when others help increase income where you work?

Nick smiled happily because I allowed him to. Unlike when Jonathan wanted to enter the cafe, I always told him not to come here. Because I don't want him to be the customer's talk. The point is, I'm jealous to see him noticed by others.

We both arrived at the cafe where I worked and the one who was most surprised when I got there was Erna. After telling her to sit down, I asked myself to come in for a change of work uniform and someone who had been shocked to see me, she came straight to me and like a detective she was following me like I was a suspect.

“Who was that guy? Is that the kind lecturer you told me about?“ ask Erna. I nodded my head at his words. “Daebak, cute guy with luxury car earlier?“ ask Erna again. I nodded my head again. “Please know me with him” he said enthusiastically.

“You're here” I said I can't believe he'd be that big when he saw Nick walking with me.

“You are, a handsome lecturer and you even ignore him. Mending knows me. Kan, you're the same Jojo let me know Nick, huh?” door seduced me. Just this time I saw her like a little girl.

I'll get a drink for Nick. “Drink, it's me who treat” I said while thrusting a glass filled with coffe for him.

Nick protested to me. “Why did you buy it? I want to order something to eat and I'll take it home later. Is there a good cake here?“

I protest a little. “Cake here all delicious. But if you want to try it. There is a cake that is a favorite in this cafe” tawarkku.

“True, then I order one to take home” he said enthusiastically. His eyes sparkled as if he had found something beautiful before his eyes.

“Alright” I'm nodding my head.

“And I ordered one piece to eat here as a drink companion from you. This place is very quiet, I like” he added while showing interest in where I work.

“Alright, wait a minute. Enjoy your drink” I said then left it back to my place.

A message came into my phone. Jojo. "Class is boring. I need a kiss" the message read.

I'll write him a reply, "college, I like smart guys" and then I'll send him a message.

A message came in again, a reply from him. "I'm going to college for our future, I love you 😘" I read the message, then smiled. I didn't return the message. It's not why-why, I just don't like to write romantic words for someone.

"You date here and spread the charm there" Erna told me. But he was actually just joking with me.

I defended myself. "Who has the charm? Geez, I just offered him a favorite drink and cake at this cafe” I pretended to frown. It was as if I was annoyed by Erna's words.

Erna glanced at me while making orders from customers. I took a piece of Nick's cake and put it on a serving plate. ”You want me to take you or you?” whispered offered. I tested the seriousness of my best friend this one.

Erna smiled, “do your duty sana” she kicked me out. My lips covered a smile in response to her attitude. I knew he wouldn't really like Nick. He was just teasing me. I know Erna's gonna figure out what my favorite type of guy is, who's almost like Nick. But the man who was able to get my love was the boy named Jonathan.

Cafe visitors today are a little quiet so the atmosphere this time is very friendly to read. Like Nick is doing right now, he reads books. Don't forget the glasses that adorn his pointy nose. God, it's true that this guy is very handsome. “Please, here's your order” said I offered her a plate of mint green cake.

“Wah, funny once” he tasted his cake. “Eum..it is sweet but light, there is its mint taste and slightly fresh taste. Actually what ingredients to make it” ask like a jury in cooking show.

“Hey, this is our cafe's secret” I replied protesting and keeping our cafe menu secret.

Nick smiled, hearing my answer. And I don't want to smile with him. “Then I get back to work huh, thanks once again for the ride”

“Thank you also for the treat” I smiled sweetly at him before finally completely leaving him, back to work.

With Nick, I managed to forget about the incident in the attic this afternoon. But given what happened, it made me think again. What will be the fate of my relationship with Jonathan if many people find out? I'm sure this relationship won't be so easy to live. But our feelings are getting deeper and deeper. How am I supposed to handle all this? I hope God will be kind to us and allow our relationship.

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