Bad Feelings
Just Forget It

A janitor called me from outside the door. Damn, if anyone sees me in this position, I will definitely be kicked out of this place soon, pervert at work. This is so embarrassing.

My eyes were wide, hearing the sound, while Jojo was not bothered by it. He still peeped every inch of my neck, especially now that our position was facing each other and I was cornered between the wall and the bookcard cabinet. I was unable to move, especially when both my hands were locked up by him. "Please stop Jo, this is enough" I begged him to hold my voice out because of Jonathan.

Instead of letting me go he kissed me, silenced me so as not to protest and his hands began to explore, removing the buttons of my shirt one by one. Damn, this is too late.

"Mbak Rya" the voice sounded quite close and was getting closer. "You guys?" the thing I was afraid of finally happened. Mas Narno caught us both. I was surprised because at last what I feared happened, but in contrast to the person in front of me, he seemed less satisfied with what he was doing.

Because of that, I finally got a warning letter and was kicked out of my place of work. Luckily they didn't spread the reason I was laid off from my job. For the reason I told you. I'm a hundred percent innocent, but the fact that there will be rumors spreading and making a mess, so to avoid it all, I have to go.

After leaving my place of work, I decided to continue college, maybe by continuing college I could get a better job later.

Finally I went on to study S1 at one of the private universities in my city. At first it was normal, going to college as usual and I also had no trouble getting friends even though, I was a lot further age than other new students. But an incident made me feel like I was on the edge of a horn. Jojo went to college at the same place as me. We accidentally passed each other, I was with my male friends in class and he was with his female friends. I admit he's handsome, so there must be a lot of girls who like him.

This unexpected encounter brought our relationship even more complicated. Our eyes collided, but given the last incident of that time, I chose to consider him a stranger and better avoid him.

"It should be the material of our paper kumpulin used to be new after that we concluded, look for references to papers on the pipus or internet later." said I continued my conversation just now, which had stopped due to unexpected events.

"Sister Rya, sis." she called me who left her unattended.

I still ignored him, but a hand pulled my arm which immediately stopped my footsteps. My classmates stopped and turned to someone who was blocking my path. "Sister Rya, right? Kog can be here? It's me Jojo, brother don't remember?"

My eyes that were originally staring at Jojo turned to look at my classmates. "Later to gather at basecamp" said I who immediately nodded and one by one my classmates left me.

"Long time no see" I said in response, smiling. I hope it's not a bad sign and to say hello there's no harm either.

"So far away, why suddenly came out without saying goodbye, brother was angry with me because of the incident...."

Kuput. "Jo enough, I don't want to talk about what happened back then. Now, you finish your studies and I'll finish my studies. And I hope you ignore me like we don't know each other, okay?" my door is full of emphasis.

"How can I ignore my sister, the one who first kissed me?" as usual, he slipped away without caring where he is now.

I just want to calmly finish my lecture as usual without any strange dramas created. Moreover, the thought of making friends again with a perverted boy as good as his will, which has made me expelled because of his actions on me.

After college, the plan is that I want to spend time in the library to find the necessary lecture materials, as additional materials. But seeing Jojo also in the library with some girls around him, undo my intention to enter the place. I chose to go to one of the most isolated places on campus. The college attic, brought my laptop for browsing and recorded additional information about the course.

Half an hour had passed, I was still struggling in front of my laptop and my binder recorded the information I needed. Unknowingly there was a pair of eyes watching me and started walking closer. "So here's brother's hideout?" My head looked up, my eyes shifted from the front of the laptop, looking at the person who was now 1 meter away from me. My eyes rounded to find Jonathan in front of me.

"It takes a lot of informants to find you. Why is my sister avoiding me? I also haven't got an answer, why did you suddenly come out of the bus?" he said he was now crouching in front of me, looking at me probing.

"I'm not suddenly, I already have the intention to go out, because I want to go to college again. And not that I avoid you.I'm just busy with my group's duties" said I'm not a hundred percent making it up.

He smiled at my answer. Then chose to sit next to me, my head turned, confused by his actions, "Sister is still like before.plain and easy to guess. This is why I still like my sister until now" She brought her face closer to me.

I admit that my heart beats fast enough to hear what he says. "Stop your rant" I said, dropping his glasses. Unfortunately, I was fascinated to see his face without glasses. He smiled and caught his glasses. Without putting it up again.

"I miss my sister" he said, which immediately froze my brain and nervous system.

My throbbing's a little choked. "Well, it's late in the afternoon, I have to go to work" I said as I hurried to tidy up my luggage, put it in the bag.

"Can I say hello to my sister if we accidentally cross paths?" my arm was pulled by him.

"Please. But it would be better if we didn't know each other" I said, standing away from him.

What way should I avoid it and how do I get rid of this strange feeling when I'm around him? Why did the feeling of being surrounded by thousands of butterflies and thousands of millions of fireworks that burst into contact reappear? And why this heart? Do I need to see a doctor asking about my dying heart? Always beating non-stop when you're next to him? Why go with that boch? Why did he have to show up again? Why do I have to see him again? Okay, Rya forget that boy focus on your lecture.

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