Bad Feelings
Caught right?

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Sometimes I want to feel free to choose without having to wait for the opinions of others. But the fool and coward I always needed the opinions of others to make my life choices. Am I the one who lives this life? Why always follow the opinions of others? A coward!

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After eating with Nick, we parted ways. Because Nick said there would be business with the rector about his appointment as a permanent lecturer at the university. So he needed to take care of the papers to complete his requirements. I'll buy Jojo breakfast. I bought bento in a restaurant, Japanese food. Because I think he likes Japanese cuisine with his hobby of collecting manga and seeing anime.

As we promised, I waited for Jojo in the pavilion where we used to meet. Since there were still twenty minutes, I chose to look at my phone and opened my social media account. As usual see the latest news from Shim Changmin who turned out to have finished carrying out his obligations. The man with the slick piece smiled brightly like the morning sun, wearing the last clothes of his military as a policeman. Because he was so fascinated to see the good looks of a Shim Changmin, until I did not realize someone was waving at me and I just ignored him so that it made the man frown his forehead. The man was already standing in front of me, but I still didn't notice it.

"My husband is really handsome" I chirped spontaneously. A voice shifted my focus and saw Jonathan already sitting beside me.

"Who's sister's husband?" his face scowled, his brows furrowed indicating he was a little irritated by my words just now.

"Oh, you've come. Breakfast, I'll bring you a bento" I'll give the stuff I bought to him.

"Sister cheated on me? Who did you just call your husband?" said introgasiku. Instantly I was like a suspect who was caught stealing some corn from a farmer's field and was ready to be executed. It's so funny my imagination.

I cleared my throat and smiled later. "My husband is in Korea, he's far away and I can't hug and even touch him. While you are here, beside me, I can see and touch" I said as I touched his sleeve with the tip of my index finger. "You're still jealous of my imaginary husband?"

He smiled, blushing. This boy is easily made to smile. The mood changed very quickly. I smile again at his ridiculousness. Oh God, the more I love it. "Quick eaten" I said again thrust a bento box at him and now he received it with great enthusiasm.

"Have you eaten?" I just nodded. He began to eat his food with great pleasure.

"Slow down, you can choke on it later" I poured mineral water for him. He smiled and drank it. "How's college?" I asked to start a conversation with him.

"Obviously, only the task is getting piled up. Is there a lecture today?" he said while chewing his chicken kats.

"Of course, but at one o'clock" I chose to pick up the book I borrowed yesterday in the library and haven't read it yet.

"You going to college with me?" invite him to offer.

"No. I didn't want any unimportant gossip" I started reading the first paragraph of the book. "Honesty is better than a lie that covers" said a sentence I had just read.

"Don't think about it and don't listen if it's not important" he said while still eating his bento that he apparently likes it.

I closed the book I just read, because it looks like I have to be honest. "Jo, I want to know what you think. If for example I get an offer to be a lecturer assistant, do I have to accept it? The lecturer will also give me a salary"

"Aren't you getting an offer asdos?" his eyes were in disbelief. I also do not believe in the offer, but never in my mind will get an offer as an assistant lecturer. Which is usually, only for children with above-average IQ, because lecturers will prefer those who like it.

I'm nodding. Jojo put down his food, grabbed both my hands. "Even if I don't like it, my brother will spend a lot of time with the lecturer. But if you want, you can take it"

Jojo's answer made me gape. Guys as jealous as he can behave like this. "Then will I accept the lecturer's offer?"

"What is asdos?" curious as hell.

"Psychology lecturer"

"Aren't you familiar with the lecturer from the psychology department? Or maybe an apprentice lecturer at that time?" guess Jojo is on target. I nodded my head at Jojo's question. "If she can't" she argued quickly. Instantly the look on his face changed as it should, restraint.

"Why?" my protest was not accepted because he changed his answer in a short time.

"The lecturer is the same age as my sister, I don't want my boyfriend to be with another man" she forbade me outright. This is his true nature of jealousy.

"I allow you to be an asdos for other lecturers not the young lecturer, after all Mr. Nick is only an intern, right? Why would he need an assistant?" protest again.

"He said he would be appointed as a permanent lecturer" I explained.

"No way, you can't take it. What if the teacher likes you?"

"Where is it possible? I am neither a beautiful nor a smart woman, I am neither rich nor famous, just an ordinary woman with all her flaws. How could the lecturer like me, only a stupid man likes me. Like someone" my eyes were rolling towards him.

Jojo knows who I mean. He cleared slowly. "I'm not stupid? I only managed to find a gem on the bottom of the ocean that no one else had touched"

"You're overreacting" I said to his cheek that he had been shoving just now.

"That's right. Brother was the first girl who made me want to have you" a kiss I got.

"You here, this is on campus. If others see how?"

"I just kissed brother's cheek, like brother's sister right?" he said defend himself.

"Ck, you're here.just finish the meal. I can ask for this, right?" I'm not getting a tempting egg roll since it wasn't caught by him.

"That's my favorite egg, brother ate it? Share with me"

"No, it's in the mouth. So..."

Damn Jojo did something as he pleased. He took the egg that had entered my mouth with his lips and tongue. "You.." My eyes were wide in shock at the scene I had just experienced.

"I told you to share with me" he said casually as he chewed on the egg he had snatched from me.

"Next time I won't eat your food, you stingy bastard"

"Sister can take it again, so I can kiss sister again"

"Basic" I hit his arm slowly.

"You two, dating?" chirping Alya was shocked by the incident he had just seen.

"Alya, eum.iya we are dating" said Jojo briefly. I saw the look on Jojo's face turn cold after Alya's arrival. It was unusual for this boy to show such an expression except for the person he really disliked. Like when I met Roni, one of my classmates who somehow got hurt was looked at that coldly by this boy, to the point that he never talked to me. We used to be so familiar.

"But you said he was meeting, after all your age..How come?" Alya protest. His face flushed with the reality he had just received.

"It could be, I'll. I hope you don't spread any gossip" Jojo insisted.

"I can't promise you that" he said, who then left with an annoyed expression. His long hair was fluttering with his movements that began to move away from the pavilion we were sitting in.

"I think he's angry, why are you being so honest with him? You didn't know that girl liked you?" I said that thought Jojo didn't understand the girl's feelings.

"Then? I should like it? I don't want to, I'm just gonna like you" he said without bothering about the problem just now. This boy is simple in his mind.

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Okay, stop here, okay? The eyes, body and brain are out of step because of this severe flu. I hope you are well and take care of the condition of your bodies....Do not get sick yes..stay safe stay healthy 😘😷