Bad Feelings

Bad Feelings
Sorry My Friend's


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Hiding lies from our friends? It's called a big sin. I'm not sure I'm going to hide that from him forever. I've lied too much to cover up the little lies I've created myself. I don't want to get entangled in myself and even get killed by all the lies I've created. It's just, I don't know when I'll tell him the honesty because of the strange relationship I had with Jonathan.


######Badfeelings


After college, as planned, Jojo drove me to the cafe where I worked. He took me to the motor park to get his bike. Our feet stopped in front of a green ninja motorcycle. Jojo took the helmet and put it on my head and then took the other helmet and put it on his own head.


"What's wrong?" Jojo looked at me who was speechless. Too surprised by the sight I just saw. Not the usual matic motor that Jojo uses this time, but the ninja motor.


My eyes were fixed on the motor that was now in front of my eyes. Large motor with unsecured small passenger seat and sharp swooping. God fucking. "What's with your bike? Why change like this? And again, where's the seat for the passenger? You were on purpose, right?" my protest.


He patted his motorcycle seat. "What intentional? This is the new bike that I got from my work while participating in one of the games that can make money. The bike is cool and I like the shape especially the bike seat" he smiled full of mystery.


"You want to look for opportunities in narrowness, right?" I think I think exactly a hundred percent. Especially considering Jojo's brain, which I think is like most men's brains. Modus.


"Silver this, the mode with his own girlfriend can dong" finally he's honest too.


"Nothing, bring your bag here" I pulled his backpack and stuck it in front of my body. "Let's go up, I can be late" said I who inevitably have to accept it. Because I also didn't want to argue with him for too long and wasted my time, which later resulted in me being late for work. If that happens there will definitely be SP or scolding from the cafe manager at length.


Jojo followed my words and rode in his motorcycle seat. "Sister, not romantic at all. Time blocked by all bags?" his protest.


"If I don't want to get off and get on the bus" said I who was already hanging on a high seat and I think very vulnerable for me to fall from the bike if not hold on to the driver.


"Aaa. But keep a tight grip huh?" jojo suggested. I just followed her words. It was also for my own good, if I didn't hold on I could fall.


We left the school and went to the cafe where I worked. Not long after Jojo dropped me off next to a stop not far from the cafe where I worked. Unfortunately, I met my best friend who just got off the bus. "Rya, oo...who is he?" erna asked as I arrived in front of the cafe. My eyes were wide open to Erna's unexpected presence. I always avoid meetings like this.


Jojo. "Meet me Jonathan, girlfriend..."


I removed Jonathan's hand so he wouldn't be welcomed by Erna. I can't be honest if we're both dating. Besides I haven't told my best friend about this one yet, I could have been fired as his best friend for keeping all of this a secret from him. "You must go home, thank you for driving me" I said as I chased him away to leave this place immediately.


"Who are you boyfriend? I'm Erna Rya's best friend" asked Erna curiously.


"I'm a girlfriend." I immediately shut Jonathan's lips.


"Why are you still outside, work is waiting" exclaimed the cafe manager who caught us standing in front of the cafe.


Erna immediately ran up behind the manager, but then turned to look at us. "I'm still waiting for your answer" he exclaimed as he disappeared into the cafe door.


"You yeah, don't be reckless anymore claiming to be my girlfriend. I told you to keep this a secret from others" I warned.


"Aaa..time with your own brother's best friend can not?" whining.


"I'll tell him first, not from you. Go home, be careful on the road" I said scowling and then entered the cafe where I work.


As usual I need to change uniforms first before work and then go out to work. I heard some female employee gossiping about someone, maybe a cafe customer.


"Cowok is so cute, so tall, so white, so cute" Dona said.


"If it's brondong, I want it too." said Monic whispered with a smile.


I'm looking for the origin of the cause. I saw someone I knew sitting at one of the tables in the cafe. Her clothes were still the same as the one she wore the last time I left her. White hoodie and black jeans with white sneakers with blue and slightly black pattern. My eyes are rounded. Erna. "That kid brought you in, right? Is he waiting for you? Who is he?" tanyanya.


"Aaa.same student. Then I'll find out who he really is" said Erna who automatically knew that I was hiding something from him.


"Wait, let me take note of the order. I'll explain later" I stared at Erna with a clear look.


I walked over to Jojo's desk busy with his phone. "What are you doing here?" whispered to him.


He smiled at my arrival. "Just try to taste the food in this cafe? Can you recommend a good menu?" he said without guilt.


"I'll buy it for you later, better now you go home first" I asked indirectly to also throw it away.


"If you throw me out like this, how will you explain this to your manager?" I looked at the manager who was standing watching me who had been whispering to Jojo and trying to get him out. "Calm down, I'm not going to say anything to your best friend about our relationship.it's just that your brother's friend is now behind you" he said. My head turned to find Erna behind me, I was obviously shocked.


"Are you really whose boyfriend you were?" Erna was already standing behind me with the gaze of a detective who wanted to know the truth about the hidden case.


"Oh.let the sister who is clear" he said smiling kindly as he rolled his eyes at me. "I ordered coffee latte ice with sponge brown mint 1" he said again mentioning the order.


Erna wrote the order. "Well awaited the order" as usual Erna smiled kindly to her customers. Then pull my arm to get out of that place. I saw Jojo smile. Damn, that kid. Watch later.


"Now tell me who that boy is?" cerca Erna forced me to acknowledge the truth.


"Eum..but promise you won't get angry or yell?" door weld.


"Okey" he said quickly.


"We're both dating and it's been a month" I said honestly.


"GUESS UP!!" erna spontaneously shocked to know the truth. Some employees and visitors turned towards us.


I hit Erna's arm. "You are, you promise not to scream" I whispered in protest to him.


"Sorry release" his screeches slowly apologized. "Keep if you're dating him, the guy you met at that college?" asked Erna a little more I've told you about my experience meeting a good-natured lecturer, Nick. Although I finally chose to date the boy who is now sitting busy listening to music through his headphones. He looks good looking if he's relaxed like that.


"There's nothing with him. He is just a kind lecturer" I said honestly because I did not know about the lecturer.


"So now you're dating a 9-year-old Brondong? The world looks like it will end" said Erna who then chose to step aside to make an order for her customers.


I just followed him and brought him some bread that had been ordered by some customers including Jojo. "You.the one who told me that you wouldn't like a man younger than you now has a relationship with. But I'm glad you finally came out of the castle wall you've been building"


"He managed to find a secret door that actually existed long ago just waiting for someone who dared to open it" I said.


"I admit the boy is cool, can melt your iceberg-cold heart when it comes to relationships" I smiled in response to Erna's words that are true as they are.


People who have been so difficult to establish a relationship are now easily destroyed in young people who are much younger than him. Have I really changed?


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