
From day to day, nothing changes from Ami, she still remains in a state of heart that is still not okay, every time her heart is always filled, she said, about longing and sorrow mixed into one.
So engrossed with daydreams, he did not realize, if at this time the car driven by Candra had arrived at a restaurant, for some reason he wanted to have dinner outside to relax his mind.
"So yuk, Mr. Candra hasn't eaten either, has he?" tawar Ami, when getting out of his car.
"It's okay Non, if I eat," said Candra who actually feels hungry, but feels bad.
"It's okay, let's go in," asked Ami.
"Alright, Non thanks in advance Non," said Candra who came out of the car.
"Yes together" said Ami smiling, he then stepped into the restaurant.
Ami walks in front of Candra, she sits on an empty bench and asks Candra to look for an empty table as well.
"Sir Candra, just order the food, any message that Mr. Candra wants," said Ami to Candra who sat at a table not far from his place.
"Ready, Non," said Candra with enthusiasm.
Ami started ordering the food she wanted to eat, and when the waiter left again, she looked around the corner of the restaurant, watching everyone there.
Feeling bored with it, he then, opened his phone and opened his social media account, but did not find anything interesting, he just scrolled, the screen on his phone was lazy.
His social media is indeed quiet, because people who are friends with him, just a matter of fingers, so it's only natural that there is nothing interesting.
"Please Mommy, enjoy the food." The voice of the waiter made Ami's activity that shifted the screen on her phone stopped.
He stared at the meal that had been served on his desk, he did not realize if the food had come, could he have just daydreamed again, while looking through his social media.
"Yes thank you, Mas," said Ami to the male waiter who looked like he was still the same age as her.
"Yes, you are both ma'am" said the waiter kindly, he then left Ami who began to eat his night.
He ate quietly, for a while he focused on the food in front of him, but again it did not last long.
At a considerable distance, more precisely at the table in the corner of the restaurant, there were eyes that turned out to be staring at him intensely, whether since when the eyes continued to look at him.
Seeing the man who always filled his heart, looking at him like that, making his heart beat erratically, it turned out that his heart could not lie, if he really terribly missed the occupant of the heart.
Ami stopped eating, he immediately wet his dry throat with the drink he ordered earlier.
"Riz is okay, if we postpone our honeymoon later, I will have a task out of town a few weeks after we get married" said Cindy.
Fariz, who was staring at Ami, turned her attention to the woman in front of her, somehow she was always upset, every woman was talking about the honeymoon.
Really, he never thought of their relationship going that far, but it seemed like the woman in front of him was, too much hope.
Fariz shrugged his shoulders indifferently, in response to Cindy's statement, he then stood up intending to go to the toilet.
"Where are you going Riz?" ask Cindy.
Fariz gave him a quick glance, he then pointed towards the toilet and Cindy understood his point and nodded her head.
"Don't be long, we're going straight home, I'm tired of going to rest" said Cindy.
Without giving a response to his words, Fariz continued his intention, which was to go to the toilet, following Ami who had gone to the toilet first.
He wanted to see Ami deri close, he had already missed the woman so much, all this time he did not dare to meet her out of fear, it would instead hurt her, but now he could not help it anymore.
Fariz just stood in the hallway of the toilet quietly, waiting for Ami to come out of the door of the woman's toilet, after a while, finally the waiting appeared to her, the woman she always missed coming out of the door.
Ami was shocked by her presence there, but could not be lied to, if her little heart felt a little happy, being able to deal again with the man.
"Mas."
They called each other in tandem, after which no more words were spoken from the mouths of the two, only eyes that looked at each other deeply.
As if to say a deep longing, a longing that always tried to hold as hard as they could, until now they faced each other with a fairly close distance.
"How are you, Mi?" asked Fariz to open her voice again.
"Ami good Mas," said Ami who actually wanted to say, if his heart is not okay.
"Good, if you're okay" Fariz said with a slight smile on his face.
"Mas too, it looks fine with Madam Cindy," said Ami smiling wryly, after finishing saying that.
"I'm not okay, Mi," Fariz told me.
Ami did not open his voice again, he tried his hardest to hold back, himself not to hit the man who was now standing in front of him.
"Mas should be fine" Ami said, trying to stay calm.
"I can't, Mi, even though I force myself, but I can't, a part of me seems to have disappeared" Fariz said.
Truly for whatever sake, hearing Fariz's words made Ami's eyes warm again, wanting to feel like she said, if that's what she felt.
During the meeting, they stared at each other with positions that did not shift in the slightest, Ami was just about to open her voice but, she saw a shadow approaching them.
He immediately stepped past Fariz with his head bowed, fearing that Cindy was right. The one who came was Cindy, the woman had started to wait for Fariz who never returned.
"Riz why are you so long" Cindy said.
Fariz stepped ahead of Cindy, she decided to go home soon, but before that, her eyes glanced at Ami who was seen chatting with the waiter.
Cindy flicked her lips in annoyance, she followed Fariz's footsteps by stomping her feet, venting her frustration.
Meanwhile, on the other hand Ami who had finished paying for his food, invited Candra who happened to have finished eating to come home soon.
While in the car, Ami was silent to remember her meeting with Fariz just now, she came back crying again, hearing Fariz's story like a complaint.
"Why did you say that Mas, hearing what you said just now, my heart was fragile again" Ami murmured along with sobs that made Candra worried.
"Non Ami why?" ask Candra worried.
"It's okay sir, Ami is fine," said Ami who immediately rubbed his cheek.
He was not aware of the place, making the driver was worried and amazed because he was suddenly crying.
Candra nodded, not asking again, she already knew, if since the man's arrival home some time ago, the lady always looked moody and sad.
Shortly after their car reached the front gate, Candra got out of the car and opened the gate, then went back in and put her car in.
"Pak don't tell me what happened just now Papa yes," said Ami when getting out of the car.
"Yes well, Non," said Candra obediently.
"Thank you, sir."
Ami smiled and began to step into his house, but before that he took a few breaths first, trying to remove the remnants of sadness so as not to be known by his Papa.
"Have you come home?" asked his father as usual, the middle-aged man was sitting in the living room with the television on.
"Yes Pa, Ami wants to go straight to Pa's room, tired," said Ami as he continued to step towards his room.
"Yes rest," said Denis.