
Hearing her mother's question, Fariz was aware of what she was doing, apparently because of thinking about Ami, she so subconsciously continued to stare towards the guest room.
He immediately shook his head, turning his attention in the other direction, avoiding eye contact from Cindy.
"Oh yes, Riz, when are you going for a walk or what is the same Cindy, so that your relationship is getting closer" said Alisha staring at Cindy and Fariz alternately.
"Doctor Alish, take it easy. Fariz actually took me for a walk, but lately I have a lot to take care of first, so I refused the invitation," Cindy said staring at Alisha calmly.
"What if the day after tomorrow, you pick me up, yes, in the hospital. The day after tomorrow I had no more activities after the hospital," said Cindy who then turned her attention to Fariz who had been looking at him with annoyance.
I don't know what Cindy means to talk like that, but she never invited him to go for a walk, reply to messages from him was not.
"It's good that that's it. Mama thought you didn't have such intentions, Riz, mama so she listened that way" said Alisha who smiled more and more, she was happy that Fariz had made progress.
Fariz did not make his voice, he just nodded faintly, inevitably he had to follow Cindy's play, not wanting to make her mother sad.
Meanwhile, inside Ami's room, she was currently sitting on the bed, hugging her legs, she could clearly hear what the people in the living room were talking about.
She could hear how the very incessant Alisha was getting Fariz close to the woman, to be honest she felt sad, knowing that the man who slowly entered her heart was close to another woman.
"Would there be a chance for me, to be with you, Mommy?"
"I'm sorry, I can't control my heart, I should have realized that when I let that feeling be present, I should also be prepared for the pain that has always been a shadow of that feeling."
A Zamira Azliana, slowly having placed Fariz on her throne of heart, in the end she could not control her heart not to be lulled with the kindness of the man.
Too engrossed in his daydream, he did not realize that if someone had knocked on his door from earlier, because he did not get an answer from him, the person who knocked on the door opened the door slowly.
"I thought you were sleeping" said Fai, who put his head into the room.
"Eh Mas, sorry just now Ami was daydreaming again," said Ami lowered her arms that hugged her legs and smiled.
"Let's go out, we'll sit in the living room" Fariz said.
"Yes, Mas" said Ami enthusiastically and began to get out of bed, not forgetting also he took his stick first.
"Eh, but is Mama Mas, gone?" asked Ami who paused for a moment, when she had just taken a few steps.
"They're gone." Fariz turned his body and passed before the room.
"It's okay that way." Ami continued his steps towards the middle room.
They were sitting on the sofa as usual, and soon Ijah came again with drinks and cookies that he had made with Ami.
"This was tried Non, our cake earlier," said Ijah.
"From the smell it seems delicious, Bi," said Ami.
"It must also be delicious, Non," said Ijah confidently.
Ami nodded her head and took one of the cookies, tried one bite of the cake and it turned out to be really good.
"That's right, Non what Auntie said." Ijah smiled happily.
"Yes, Bi. It's really delicious" said Ami nodding and smiling.
"Yes, if so I want iron first yes, Den, Non."
Ijah left, leaving both men wanting to discuss something, but both hesitated.
"Mas," call Ami trying to start a conversation.
"What?"
"What is the physicality of the woman that Mama Mas likes?" ask Ami.
"Okay," said Fariz briefly.
"She must be beautiful, she must be the perfect woman, have the perfect physique, have a good career, it's only natural that Mama Mas Fariz likes her."
Ami feels insecure with herself that there is no one thing that stands out in her, physically imperfect and does not have a career like a woman who is liked by the mother of the man she likes.
"But I don't like it" Fariz replied confidently.
"Maybe for now I don't like it, but later, after a lot of time you guys together will definitely feel it will be present."
Ami smiled wryly, imagining if his thinking was bound to happen, which man would reject a near-perfect woman.
"How do you know it, whether you can enter my heart or mind, until you guess like that" Fariz said in a very cold tone, until it feels able to freeze all the things that are there.
Likewise with Ami who was now frozen in his place because of the cold words from the man beside him.
"Sorry Mas, should not Ami talk like that, should not I who is a stranger is too far meddling in Mas's personal life," said Ami lowered his head.
"I don't like you guessing how my life will be, because I don't know what my life will be like" Fariz said, trying not to scold the fragile woman.
"Sorry Mas, I will not interfere in Mas's personal life anymore" said Ami who lowered his head.
"Do you not understand the meaning of my words?" fariz asked narrowed his eyes to look at Ami who was still down.
"Ami understand Mas, Mas wants Ami not to interfere too much with Mas's life, let alone the issue of romance and Mas's future, I should also not just talk," the light of Ami at length that even made Fariz clucked irritated.
"But, I don't mean that" Fariz said with a slight annoyance.
She actually already had feelings for this woman beside her, but she did not want to give a pseudo hope, again seeing how her mother wished on the relationship between her and Cindy.
Making her even more incapable, refuting what she wanted, she could not possibly disappoint the woman.
The woman with her sincerity, caring, giving affection like a mother, even though she is the child of the woman who ruined her marriage.
Yes ... Fariz already knew what the past was between her biological mother and her adoptive parents, how she could know.
She finds out, after she first moved into that apartment, it was actually the same apartment Nevan lived in.
All the contents in the apartment had not been changed when he first went to the apartment again, in the room where Ijah included, in the room, he finds many photos of his biological mama and Nevan who look friendly when they are young.
He tried to ask about it, to Lastri, the art who was also the person who had worked on Nevan before, Lastri also told how the marriage of Alisha and Nevan was overshadowed by her biological mother.
"Keep what, Mas?" Ami's voice makes her daydream about the past of her adoptive parents also scattered.
"Nothing, lupaka only," said Fariz, he immediately switched the conversation, fortunately he did not want to tell the truth.
"Mas, is there a chance that Mas Fariz's parents like me, if I can see normally again?"