Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Fearful.

Fariz, who was seriously looking for a shirt that suits him, was suddenly interrupted by the sound of his phone that reads.

After seeing who called him he turned to a quiet place to pick up the phone to be calmer because in his place was a little noisy.

"Yes Ma?"

" ... "

"Fariz again in the mall, someone wants Fariz to buy, why is that?"

" ... "

While Fariz was busy talking to the person on her phone, Ami who had been waiting for quite a while became restless, she felt that she had waited long enough for the man. However, Fariz has not returned yet.

"Why Mas Fariz so long ago yes," he murmured into dismay.

He was still trying to sit quietly and when he heard the sound of steps in front of him he started to make a sound.

"Sorry, can I ask you a question?" ami asked who made the passersby in front of her stop her steps.

"What's wrong, Mommy?" ask the woman in front of him.

"Can you please call the waiter here?" ami said expectantly.

"Alright," said the woman nodding. "Bak here!" he called one of the waiters who was watching the shoppers at the store.

Soon, a shopkeeper approached them and asked for his needs.

"Can I help you, Mom?" ask the waiter kindly.

While the woman who had been Ami mintain please, had gone on with her intention to shop.

"Here, he's the one with the help," said the foreign woman pointing at Ami who looked agitated.

"Why, Ma'am?" ask the waiter to Ami.

"Sir, did you see the man who came with me?" ask Ami.

"Oh yes I see, why is that?" the waiter nodded and asked.

"Is he still here?"

The waiter immediately scanned the entire corner of the store, looking for the whereabouts of Fariz he had seen earlier.

"Nothing, Mom."

Hearing that Ami became increasingly anxious, his mind was everywhere, whether Fariz left himself here.

"Can you please find me again?" ami said full of requests.

"Well, wait a minute" said the servant, feeling sorry for finding Fariz's whereabouts.

Honestly, he didn't see Fariz's face, he only remembered his shirt, as he looked at the door, a man wearing the same t-shirt that Fariz was wearing just came out of the store.

He immediately walked to the sofa where Ami was waiting, then said what he saw, Ami reflexively got up from the sofa he was sitting on, after hearing that.

"What's so far away, ma'am?" ami asked in panic.

"Not yet, it's still visible now, he's outside this store" the waiter replied.

"Alright, I'll catch up with him" said Ami immediately picked up some paperback containing his clothes and stepped away from there.

"Sir, let me help you chase after him" bargained the servant who felt sorry for Ami.

"No need, my own mother, I go first yes, thanks Ma'am," said Ami who immediately stepped away from the waiter.

"The direction is to the right of Ma'am" said the waiter telling the direction of the departure of the man he considers Fariz.

"Mas," call Ami with wide footsteps.

Although he did not know, whether Fariz would turn around and see him or not, but he still stepped up, looking for the whereabouts of the man he considered Fariz to be.

"Mas," called Ami again who did not feel now had gone far from where it was before.

"Why Mas Fariz also left me," he murmured sadly without stopping his steps.

"Mas," called out to him again, but still no one understood him, he was sure that right now people were looking at him strangely.

"Whoever help me" Ami said, begging, hoping that someone good would help her.

No one answered him, but he could hear there very crowded by people passing by.

"Help me," said Ami intercepted someone when she heard someone walking in front of her.

"Sorry can not, my mother is also in a hurry," said the teenager who Ami asked for help.

After saying that, the girl Ami asked for help just left, without caring for Ami.

"I have to what now, where to go to the lobby, it's too crowded and this place is too big" he murmured sadly.

He continued to walk with the help of his cane, as he was walking leisurely suddenly something hit his leg from behind, followed by the sound of a loud cry from a little child.

"Sir, if you walk carefully dong, see my son so cry because of a fall, anyway what the hell, can not see, but traveling alone, so ngerugiin others, right."

The woman who was the mother of the child who attacked Ami earlier, continued to speak without hearing Ami's explanation first.

Ami just lowered his head, he squeezed the stick and paperback strap he was on because he heard the woman's scolding in front of him.

"Sorry!" lirih Ami who was not the woman ignored, the woman immediately went with her child who was in her arms.

"Help me, I'm going to the lobby" said Ami, hoping someone would help her. But still no one cares about it.

Either everyone was in a hurry, so that no one would help him, or their concern for others was gone.

Ami resumed her steps with tears beginning to fall on her cheeks, thinking that Fariz had deliberately left her there.

"No way, Mas Fariz left me that way, he might be in a hurry so he left in a hurry, so forget the same as me" said Ami reassured his own heart, if Fariz couldn't have done something as evil as he had in mind.

Getting lost in a crowd is no different than being lost in a very quiet place, although he can hear many footsteps, many voices of people of different genders and generations.

Namun, tidak ada satu orang yang berniat membantu seorang tunanetra seperti dirinya itu, begitu rapuhkah, nilai membantu sesama saat ini, hingga setiap orang mengabaikan orang yang memiliki kekurangan seperti dirinya itu.

Ami rarely travels, since blind she always goes with Tini by her side, but now that she is in such a crowded place alone, she no longer knows what to do.

"Bak, Mas, Dik, can help me," said Ami again still trying to find help.

He felt desperate whether there would be a good person who would help him now, how could he get out of there.

Ami decided to take a break, when the tip of his wand touched a bench in front of him, he sat himself on the bench, hoping that there would be officers there to help him later.

"Mas, has Mas really gone, I'm scared here. Pa, Ami was afraid," said Ami bowing her head sadly.

He then started sobbing.he didn't care if the other people who were there thought it was strange.

He was afraid, not only was he afraid that no one would help him, but he was afraid, if he could not meet Fariz again,

The woman still wanted to spend a little longer with the man, before he actually came home, back to his family later.

"Are we going to see each other again, Mas" he muttered, covering his face with both hands.

A very soft sigh was heard, from behind that palm, tears began to seep and drip into the clothes he was wearing.