Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Split Back.

Fariz did not understand it, he just closed his eyes with a heart that felt broken without listening to the rapport Ami.

How can he continue his life well after this, he used to be fine, when far from the woman he was currently in his arms, especially now, Ami had completely filled her life, as if it were part of her life.

So how could he be fine after this, especially if he really married another woman, would not be able to, his life would never be alright.

"It's too late now, Mas should go home soon is not good, if there are neighbors who see you here at night," said Ami after satisfied crying in the arms of Fariz, who was not happy, he immediately let go of the embrace between them.

He realized the day was getting late, Fariz could not continue to be there, especially when his papa was not home, he rubbed his wet cheeks.

"Well I'll go home, you take good care of yourself, yes" said Fariz resignedly, he began to get up from his seat.

"Yes Mas too" said Ami with the remains of his tears.

Fariz and Ami finally began to step with heavy steps towards the main door, during the journey, their hands intertwined.

No one was willing to part ways, somehow their lives after Fariz passed through that big door.

Finally they reached the main door, Fariz looked at Ami with a very stern heart, he then hugged the woman he loved so much.

Ami again cried in silence to get the hug again, he was heavy, very heavy anyway, will release the departure of Fariz at this time.

"Rest well, take good care of yourself" said Fariz, stepping out of his arms.

Ami clasped Fariz's hand as the man began to open the door of his house, this time there was no more smile on his face that there were only tears that kept flowing down his cheeks.

Slowly the hand grips between them began to break apart, he looked at Fariz who was starting to get further away with nanar, wanting it to feel like he was holding the man back from leaving.

"Mas don't go, I beg you!" lirih Ami with a hoarse voice, but could not hear Fariz because Fariz's distance was too far.

Fariz's silhouette began to disappear from behind the gate that had been closed by Candra, Ami immediately entered and closed the door again.

She did not go straight to her room, but instead dropped herself in front of the door and went back to crying, this time her crying broke even more, to make Tini who almost fell asleep again woke up and came out of his room.

Tini walked quickly towards Ami, she asked worriedly at the crying Ami.

"Non why?" tanya Tini sambi crouched down in front of Ami.

"What Ami should not be happy, Bi. why the man Ami loves always goes from Ami's life, used to be Mas Daffin and now Mas Fariz, he goes Bi. Ami was left again," raced Ami on the sidelines of her cries.

"Why do we have to be reunited, if we end up being separated in this painful way, Bi is sick, really sick." Ami's cry became more and more so, after finishing saying his complaint.

"Non the quiet Non, what's the matter, try telling Auntie, did the man just mean that Non?" tanya Tini who helped Ami to get up from the cold floor.

They walk back to the sofa, Ami scatters herself hugging Tini as they have reached the sofa, she still continues her crying.

Tini did not ask anymore, she just rubbed her head up to Ami's back to calm Ami who was still crying with a voice that was getting hoarse.

After Ami's cry subsided, Tini began to ask about what had become the question in her heart.

"I-iya, in-he's Mas Fariz, we've been together for a few months, but actually he already has a fiance and just now he said if he's getting married next month," ami's story is disjointed because of the remnants of her crying.

"Fariz the man who used to nolongin Non?" tanya Tini who had remembered the name of the man who Ami often referred to as the person who helped her.

"Yes he's Mas Fariz, we've finally met again and we've been dating for a few months now, but next month he's getting married," ami's story again with tears that still bore the river on her cheeks.

"He already has a partner?" tanya Tini made sure her hearing was not wrong.

He thought, how could the lady be in a relationship with a man who already has a partner, even engaged and will get married.

"She was betrothed by her parents, so she didn't love her fiance and just now she said, if her mother is sick and her parents ask her to get married next month," the story of Ami who again felt his chest tight saying that.

"Why Ami has always been like this, Bi. Why does the man Ami loves always go and be with other people, Ami can't be happy with the one Ami loves."

Ami starts to let go of her embrace with Tini, she cleans her increasingly wet cheeks, by tears.

"Maybe it is not yet time for Non Ami, to meet the real soul mate Non," said Tini.

"Non must believe that if he is a match for Non, no matter what happens, no matter how many problems occur, you will definitely be together," continued Tini trying to comfort Ami.

"But this time it hurts more, Bi. is sicker than when Mas Daffin married Sister, what should Ami do now, Bi. I don't feel strong," Ami said with her troubled mind.

Is this time he really going to part ways, is there no destiny for him and Fariz together, are they really over now.

Ami's gaze glared far away, thinking of the path she and Fariz would face after this, her head felt dizzy, the effect of endless crying.

"Non better, now Non rest yuk, this is already night, later Non sick again," Tini told Ami.

"Ami is not sleepy, Bi. if Bibi wants to sleep, go first, later Ami will sleep if it is sleepy," said Ami with a blank look.

"But Non, it's night, Non sleep yeah, let's get Aunt to the room, let Non can rest."

Ami was forced to obey, when Tini pulled her hand gently and took her to the room, the art asked Ami to sleep.

Ami complied, she lay her body staring blankly at the ceiling of her room, letting Tini put a blanket over her entire body.

"Auntie comes out yes, Non must sleep," said Tini who did not get the authorization from Ami.

Tini came out of Ami's room, she turned off the lights downstairs and left only one light and went to her room to sleep.

"But this afternoon we were still fine Mas, this morning also you said the thing that made me feel like the happiest woman," muttered Ami remembering their previous conversation.

Finally, the cold night, after the rain, he spent contemplating the sadness that had just happened like a nightmare that disturbed his sleep.

He was more hopeful that if it was a Dream, so that when he woke up everything was fine again, no more heart felt broken.