Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)

Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Leave It to Destiny.


Ami was waiting for Fariz's return at the apartment. She sat sweetly on the living room couch, to be honest her heart was not as calm as her face.


His heart kept saying, If he was not willing to leave the man, his heart kept whispering asking to stay, but if he stayed there, he will not be able to be with Fariz later because of his lack of it. 


The door of the apartment began to open and soon it was closed again, Ami was able to guess who entered the apartment.


"Mas," call Ami, start getting up from the couch.


Fariz did not immediately reply, he just silently stared at the door with a straight look at Ami who had now put on a smile.


Ami looks more beautiful with a white flower dress that is length below the knee. As expected when he chose the dress, it looks suitable for use by Ami.


His heart was a little unwilling to deliver the woman to his family, but again he had no choice, other than to do so, for the good of Ami as well.


The woman will be more willing to live with her family, however she and Ami are two people who do not have ties.


"Are you ready?" fariz asked after a moment of silence.


"After that, would you like to go straight?" sahut Ami while nodding his head.


"Yes, let's not be so late at night, where's your stuff?" fariz asked because he saw Ami's hand was empty.


"Wasn't when I came I didn't bring anything, so now go I don't want to bring anything" said Ami accompanied by a smile.


"Alright whatever" Fariz said briefly.


For a while, they were still silent and fixed in place, as if their feet were too hard to move, because there was a lack of attachment with each heart to separate.


Ijah came to them with a small sling bag that was none other than Ami's, he immediately gave the bag to Ami.


"Thank you, Bi." said Ami smiling, as she picked up the bag.


Ijah and Ami embraced for their separation, togetherness that occurred for two more months that made them close, even though only a short time together.


"Thank you, Auntie has been good with me, as long as I'm here" said Ami who still hugs Ijah.


"Yes equally, Non be careful after going home later," said Ijah rubbed Ami's back. "Non, Auntie has already entered what Non asked for" she whispered.


"Yes, thank you Bi" said Ami again who also whispered.


"Yes, take care of your health, Bi. If someday meet Ami, greet me yes. Let me know Bibi later," continued Ami and released a hug between them.


Ami turned her body towards the apartment door, facing Fariz who was still not moving at all.


"Come, Mas we leave," said Ami smiling, as if not a burden in his heart because it will soon go from there.


"All right, come on." Fariz took Ami's small hand and took her out of the apartment with her heavy steps.


Can he stop the time until here, so that he can stay near the woman who is currently on his deck.


Whether someday he will meet again, can even be together and hold the owner of this tiny hand that can always provide warmth to the bottom of his heart.


Those questions came to Fariz's mind as he continued to look at Ami's face standing next to him with a smile that still had not disappeared from his sweet face.


He immediately shifted his gaze, being straight ahead as the elevator had already reached the ground floor, he then continued his steps out of his apartment.


*****


"Mas," call Ami who just opened her voice.


Now they have reached half way to Denis residence, after a moment of silence, finally Ami began to sound.


"Why?" sahut Fariz focused on the steering wheel.


"Can we meet again?" ami asked with a faint smile.


"Our meeting is destiny, and so is our separation. And I'm sure, if that destiny wants us to meet again, then it will definitely happen no matter how far we are, '" Fariz said.


"Can I bid on that fate, to bring us together again? Will we meet again after this, we'll be together later, Mas?" ami asked with her face facing Fariz beside her.


Fariz did not answer, he kept quiet because he did not know what to answer, the question.


"Mas, I'm sure we'll meet again someday, will Mas accept my love for you, if we meet again?" ask Ami expectantly.


"After coming home later, I will definitely undergo treatment on my eyes and I will be able to see normally again, can Mas wait for me?" keep Ami.


Fariz stopped his car, because now his car had reached the gate of the house that Ami mentioned earlier.


He tilted his body, looked at Ami inside, looking for lies from the woman's speech in front of him, but all I saw was my sad face.


"If you can see again, you can meet thousands of men later and you will definitely fall in love with the man, do not feel indebted to me, until later you ignore your own feelings."


"I wouldn't feel like it!" answer Ami firmly.


"You live your life in peace, forget what happened between us, forget if you ever met me, start a new life, if later you really can see normally again," Fariz explained.


"But, didn't Mas say that if fate wanted us to meet then we would meet, doesn't that mean, Mas Fariz also hopes we can meet again?" a drop of tears had started to drip down Ami's cheek.


"So I just wanted to talk, I hope we don't see each other again" Fariz said with a heavy heart.


He does not want to falter anymore, if he meets again with Ami and in the end disappoints Alisha.


Hearing Fariz's words, made Ami's heart feel tight, so there was no desire in Fariz's heart not to hide his feelings. Ami forced herself to smile, she then stuffed her cheeks.


"Let's leave everything to fate, if destiny brings us together, we will certainly be together" said Ami with confidence.


"Now that you come down, my task is done, from now on we do not know each other, we will return to being strangers as before," said Fariz who immediately turned her face the other way, she could not stare too long at the sad face of the woman.


"Did Mas know, Mas's words, really pierced the heart," said Ami honestly.


His heart really felt pierced by the man's words, although he was sure that the man said it must have been forced, but still his heart ached.