Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Weddings.

"What does this mean, why should we discuss the matter of Zoya and Daffin?"

"Zoya is currently pregnant and I am the father of the child that Zoya is carrying."

It was like being struck by lightning, when Denis heard a speech that had just been wild from Daffin's mouth. She stared in disbelief at Zoya, hoping that it was all wrong, that she could not do something that hurt her own sister for the umpteenth time.

Zoya did not make a sound, she just turned her face the other way not daring to look at her papa.

"You don't have to worry about the wedding, let us take care of everything. I want the show to be held in two weeks, do you mind sir?" ratna asked with a serious look at Denis.

"Son," called Denis in a soft tone to Ami who was sitting next to him.

Making the master start to raise his face and turn his face to the origin of his papa voice, he then smiled and nodded faintly.

There is nothing to maintain between her and Daffin, no point in him trying to continue their broken relationship, from the moment the man betrayed her to Zoya.

Seeing Ami not commenting, the middle-aged man, let out a sigh of resignation. "Alright, I agree with the marriage between Daffin and Zoya."

Hearing Denis's reply, Zoya and Daffin's side were relieved. While Denis was devastated by the disappointment, disappointed in Zoya and himself who felt unable to educate his first child well and could not give happiness to his youngest child.

"Alright, if so we continue to discuss the wedding plans," said Ratna.

Ami who felt no need for his presence, chose to leave from there. Leaving everyone who will discuss, the event for Zoya and Daffin's happy day.

He prefers to spend his time on the terrace behind his house enjoying the air that has now started to sting because the sunlight has begun to rise.

He sat in a chair, which was made of rattan by hugging his two legs.

The woman was pensive, thinking about the first time she met Daffin, "It turns out that I was too confident, able to get sincere love from someone with this lack that I have," she murmured softly.

Meanwhile in the living room, after the departure of Daffin and his family left. There was a debate between Zoya and Denis, to make Ami feel disturbed by the noise.

Not wanting any more trouble, he headed back to the living room, trying to stop the debate between his brother and his father.

"Father, it's never been fair. What Papa loves and Papa thinks the child is just Ami doang right!" jolt Zoya who now voice standing.

"Papa has never distinguished you and Ami, but he loves you fairly!"

"lik! What Papa said was just a lie. Papa always did his best for Ami, when Ami did wrong Papa always defended him, while I what? Papa just deliberately alienated me to another place!"

"Are you still unconscious too, with your mistake Zoya? Are you .. ughh." Denis held his chest with hunting breath.

"Pa, Papa why?" ami asked worried that she would immediately sit next to her papa.

"Bi!" shouted Ami.

"Yes, No."

"Bi, get Papa's medicine, the disease is relapsing, "Ami's orders.

"Yes, No."

"Sister, why is Brother shouting like that, at Papa. Brother will know Papa should not be too emotional," said Ami who had started crying because he was worried about his papa.

"Mistake yourself, Papa is like this because he keeps you going" said Zoya.

"Sister, until when will you hate Ami like this, what is Ami's fault with Brother?" ask Ami sadly.

"Until any time, I'll hate you. Because you're the cause of mama's death, so I can't feel a mother's affection anymore, you're also the cause of Papa not paying attention to me and just focusing on you!" zoya stared intently at Ami.

"You know, Zoy. Now papa is really disappointed in you," said Denis accompanied by a soft breath.

"Don't I never be right in Papa's eyes. All Papa sees is Ami, Ami and Ami, but Zoya is also Papa's son" Zoya decak.

"What's wrong with Zoya loving Daffin, she loves me too, so there's nothing wrong, right? with that," he continued while shaking his waist.

"You ...." Denis could not continue because his chest hurt again.

"Sister, please stop arguing, Papa's condition is not okay. Papa also new soy sauce coming home from out of town, Brother also must definitely rest, better Brother rest yes," said Ami trying to calm her brother.

Hearing Ami's words, Zoya just rolled her lazy eyes and snorted, she always felt her sister, always looking for face by pretending to be nice.

"Basic attention-grabbing and clever looking face," Zoya sneered after that stepped her feet, heading to her room located on the second floor of the house.

"Oh my God, why is your brother, the longer it becomes," Denis said, wiping his chest.

"Papa do not be too emotional again yes and do not think too much about the problem of Brother, later Papa's disease relapses again," said Ami gently, he grasped the hand of his papa in the chest.

Only his papa that he has now, he does not want the man who has been a father and mother for him why-why.

Shortly afterwards, Tini came with a tray filled with medicine and water, after her papa finished taking the medicine. Ami led her father to rest in the room.

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The magnificent building full of decorations and wedding trinkets, now crowded by people who bear witness to the sacred bond, between Zoya and Daffin who was smiling without burden, is now, greet every guest who congratulates the couple.

Ami sat quietly in one of the seats available there accompanied by Tini who had not been far from him since, because Denis was standing next to Zoya on the lap.

"Bi, how is the decoration, is it good?" ami asked in a whisper to Tini.

"Good, Non," said Tini who whispered as well.

"If the dress, Bi?"

"Good too, Non. The dress worn now, the dress in gold, fits the theme of the party."

"Sister must be happy at this time" said Ami accompanied by a smile that rose on his lips.

Tini looked at Ami who was staring blankly in any direction with pity, should the one currently in the guarantee is her, but it turns out that fate is not in favor of the woman who is less fortunate.

"What is Non sad?"

Ami shook her head faintly and slightly turned her face towards Tini and said, "Ami is not sad anymore Bi, Ami is aware of the shortcomings that Ami has."

Ami smiled again and continued the conversation, "And maybe Mas Daffin is not my soul mate, I feel relieved because I believe Mas Daffin is the person who can take care of Big Brother later, he said, hopefully later they become a family that is sadinah mawaddah and warohmah."

Ami said it sincerely from his heart, to be honest. At first he was hurt when he found out he had been betrayed, but finally he realized, would not it be better if Daffin was with Zoya.

He was aware of his shortcomings, Ami also thought, how the life they would live later, not later he would only be a burden for Daffin in accordance with what Ratna always said.

Ami also thought it would be more painful when Daffin regretted the relationship between them when they were married and had children later.

At least at this time only he is hurt because of it, because if they get married and have children. Keep Daffin do that, there will certainly be his son who is also a victim of their separation.

He was sure, God had arranged everything in such a way, because God had prepared another happiness for him, in the future that he wanted to do now, only to return to living life as before.