Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Drifting In Sadness.

"So why did you come like this, Mom? Is there a problem?" ami asked looking at Fariz who was sitting facing each other on one sofa in seriousness, after a moment of silence.

Fariz sighed a few times first, before starting to make a sound again, there were currently only the two of them in the room, as Tini had already asked Ami to go to her room.

Fariz had changed into his father's clothes, his hair was still a little wet and messy because it was not combed, Fariz forbade Ami to go anywhere, she kept asking her boyfriend to stay there.

"Last noon, I actually wanted to tell my parents about our relationship, but it didn't go my way."

"What happens after that?" asked Ami who somehow, she felt uneasy when she heard the story of her boyfriend.

Fariz stared deep into Ami's eyes, he couldn't hide the sadness that was in his heart, believe me, it wasn't easy to be in his position now, but he had to keep it up, face it, although it felt like he wanted to avoid the current situation.

"What's wrong, are they mad at you?" Ami took Fariz's hand and held it.

"I can't say that, Mama went to the hospital and according to the doctor's information, Mama can't take the news that made her depressed again, I'm afraid to say everything, I'm afraid to say everything, fear worsens his health" Fariz said without distracting from Ami's netra.

"Then don't say it now Mas" said Ami with a smile on his face.

"But ...."

"Why Mas? Is there another problem?"

"My parents want me to agree to marry Cindy and they've decided to do my wedding next week."

Ami felt her body suddenly go limp, upon hearing what Fariz had just said.

"Does He agree?" Ami looked at Fariz expectantly.

He wished that the man in front of him would now shake his head or say firmly if he refused.

"I'm sorry, I can't resist it, I'm afraid that if I reject it at this time, Mama's condition will get worse." Fariz spoke in a quiet voice, almost like a whisper.

Collapsed already, the confidence that Ami tried to wake up all this time, replaced by the pain in his heart.

Even he felt that his eyes had begun to heat up, he was looking at his girlfriend who had now lowered her head, so this was the reason the man was coming to him now, to say if it won't be long she'll be completely someone else's.

Ami tried to hold back the water that almost seeped in her eye fertilizers, she tried to display her smile in front of the man who some time became her dream.

"Are you going to be happy with your marriage?" ami's question, making Fariz who initially lowered his head because he could not see Ami's eyes, now began to lift his face.

"How can I be happy, while my heart is only filled with you, what should I do Mi? Do we have to elope" Fariz said in frustration.

"No Mas, if you do that, it will only make Mas's parents more disappointed," said Ami rejected Fariz's silly thoughts.

Although her little heart actually wanted that as well, but she did not want the man to continue to be haunted by guilt later on.

"As for how Mi should be, I don't know what to do now?"

"You are married to Miss Cindy Mas" said Ami with a sore heart.

"Maybe we're not meant to be with Mas, maybe our story is just enough to get here."

"I don't want it to be like this Mi" said Fariz, even the tip of her eyes had started to get wet.

"I don't want to be like this either, Mom. But what can we do, if it should be like this," said Ami throw his face in the other direction.

He took a few breaths, calming his heart that was throbbing pain, not an easy thing to be in such a situation.

The situation is not favorable at all for him, at the moment his position is the third person in Fariz's relationship, although Fariz does not love Cindy, but the public does not know about it.

"Mas, it seems that beyond the rain has subsided, it is also night," said Ami diverted talks.

"Maybe from now on we can't see each other again, Mas. Let me keep this growing sense at the bottom of my heart, and so do you, Mas, when you marry Miss Cindy, you should be able to accept her and forget about Ami," ami said with tears that had begun to fall on her cheeks.

As powerful as it was, she held back those tears from falling, but still she was unable to keep her tears any longer.

Seeing Ami who had been covered in tears made Fariz's heart more sliced, he rubbed the cheeks that had been wet by the tears, sticking his forehead with the forehead belonging to Ami.

"Don't tell me it's Mi, don't cry too, I can't see it, I won't be able to forget you, won't be able to" Fariz said with a tear that began to fall on her cheek.

Let's say he was a crybaby, but he had held back the tears that seemed urgent to come out from that moment and now, in the presence of Ami, he was unable to hold back those tears.

"May you be happy, you are ...." Ami was unable to continue that speech.

His voice was stuck in his esophagus, only sobs of crying kept coming out of his mouth.

Fariz shook his head with his eyebrows still stuck together, his hands still on both sides of Ami's cheeks.

"Don't tell me it's Mi, I beg you, it's not just hurting you, it's hurting me too, I hate myself who can't do anything, right now Mi," Fariz said.

For a while, they did not speak anymore, only sobs were heard between them, before long Fariz again hugged Ami.

Hiding Ami's still sobbing face in his chest, rubbed Ami's hair with a gentle swipe.

Ami who felt the warmth of the embrace, the sobbing, maybe this is the last hug between them, maybe after this they will never be able to meet again.

Perhaps after this, they would only miss each other from afar and in silence, they would start their respective lives from now on.

Thinking about it, Ami's cries broke in Fariz's arms, she wrapped her hands around Fariz's waist and tightened the embrace between them.

"I certainly can, Mas, I can definitely continue my life again from now on, as well as you, you can definitely continue your life after this," raced Ami desperately, without lifting the pot.

They were both swept away by the grief that broke their hearts, making them seem unable to breathe normally anymore.

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