Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Change Mind.

"The name is ...." Denis stopped saying that, because his phone in the pocket of the suit he was wearing vibrated.

"There's still a phone" Denis said, as he watched the incoming call from his secretary.

He immediately put a bluetooth earphond in his ear, so he could talk to the caller and stay focused on the steering wheel.

Seeing her papa was busy talking to people on her phone, Ami just let out a long sigh, but she was already eager to ask the man's name.

For some reason his heart was so curious about the man who had just officially engaged, he was confused by himself with his heart and mind that was only fixed on the man he had just seen a glance.

Is it true that I, instead, have feelings for the man who was clearly just engaged, did not. Maybe you can't be the destroyer of other people's relationships, right? Remember your current goal is to find Mas Fariz. Ami had a monologue in her heart.

"You still want to know the guy's name?" ask Denis who just ended the call between himself and his secretary.

"Not so, Pa. Ami no longer wants to know," said Ami shook his head.

"It's good that you don't like a man who already has a partner, even has been taken seriously" Denis said.

"I don't like it, Pa. Ami was just curious about her name." Ami was forced to lie, she couldn't possibly say what was the truth, she didn't want to be suspected of having other feelings for the man.

"Are you still expecting that person to help you?" denis asked suddenly to shift the subject.

"Still, Pa. Before I find it, I won't give up" said Ami nodding confidently.

"Why don't you try to think about your own life, son."

"What does Papa mean?" ami asked, not understanding the meaning of his father's words.

"Don't keep thinking of people who don't necessarily think of you either, anyway until you think of people who aren't even clear" Denis said.

"But Ami can't forget it, Pa, all his good attitude towards Ami is already attached in heart and mind" Ami said in a sad tone.

"How about when you meet him, he already has another life, has a wife for example," Denis said looking at Ami at a glance and looking back at the road.

"Papa feels you don't love the man, but you just feel grateful to him because he helped you first" Denis said making Ami shake his head.

"That's not just gratitude, Pa," said Ami confidently, he denied what his papa assumption was.

"If she had been married, Ami wouldn't have bothered and expected her again, but for now Ami just wanted to see her first" she said.

"Papa is not not not supporting your wishes, but papa is just afraid, you will be disappointed later, if all is not in accordance with what you expect," said Denis, give understanding to his son so as not to respond wrongly to what he said.

"Yes, Pa. Ami understands that if Papa only wants the best for Ami, Papa is calm I have prepared the heart for the worst, if only later, we will be reunited," said Ami smiling at his papa.

He tried to calm his father down, so as not to worry about him. He had indeed prepared his heart for the worst, later when he met the man again.

"Thank God if it's like that, I hope that no matter what happens, you shouldn't be sad for too long," denis rubbed Ami's back head with one hand and the other hand was still busy with the steering wheel.

"Yes, Pa. Papa calm down Ami will be fine," said Ami smiling at the papa.

"You go quickly to the clean room and take a break, it's late" Denis told Ami when they entered the house.

"Yes, Pa. Papa also immediately rest yes, do not take care of the work again," said Ami.

"Yes, yeah. Papa will immediately rest, just calm down," said Denis.

"All right." Ami starts to step into her room as well as Denis.

When he got to his room, he immediately entered the bathroom, cleaned himself first and came out again with a towel that only covered part of his body.

Ami took her nightgown, along with her underwear and put it on, after she finished she began to lay down her body on the bed.

Before falling asleep as usual check his phone first, check whether there is a message or not, because not too sleepy he also opened a special application to watch movies.

He typed the title of the movie he and Fariz had seen, when he lived in the man's residence first, when the film had begun to run, Ami again sat himself down.

Slowly his eyes closed, until only the sound of his phone can be heard and the memory of Fariz who always tells about the course of the film.

As he thought of Fariz's voice filling his mind, suddenly the curious man's face was also present in his mind.

Ami even imagined, if the man was the one who was explaining about the film, as Fariz did before.

"Why did he come to my mind, I was not concerned anymore with the voice of Mas Fariz," decak Ami was upset with the face of the newly engaged man was even present in his mind.

"Awareness of Ami, wakefulness. You don't like that guy, do you? Remember the man is engaged, you don't know him either, how can you even think about it" he grumbled as he patted his cheek.

"There is no destiny for us, Mom. But why can't I forget you, if you're not my destiny, can you get out of my mind and not bother me anymore" Ami murmured sadly.

His ego asked him to stop to keep hoping, but his heart and mind could not stop to keep glued to the man.

It was as if there was a bond that bound his heart and mind to keep putting the man there, not letting anyone touch or stop there.

"Are you really with the woman you like." Ami stared blankly in front of him.

"Why did you just think of you who already had a happy life with that woman, I was already feeling tight, so hard to breathe Mas," he muttered again who suddenly just cried.

Though some time ago, he said confidently to his father, if he would be fine and was determined to accept the worst reality later.

However, his heart could not lie, not to mention he already felt fragile, what if when he met the man and knew if the man, had indeed formalized his relationship with Cindy.

"Can I be strong later" he murmured again, who had begun to wipe away the tears that had begun to melt on his cheeks.

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Patience to my dear readers, not yet time to know about Fariz,😁