Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Crying In Silence.

"Yes, Ma. We were planning to talk about this when we got home, but we had an accident."

Hearing the chatter in the room, Ami's steps that would enter the room came to a halt. He stared at the door with a sense of pain in his turn, slowly he retreated his steps and turned around not to continue his intention to meet with Zoya and Daffin.

"Bi, let's go home like they're okay," he said heavily.

Tini just nodded and stepped back, following the steps of Ami who had already walked first, her lady stepped with the help of a stick in her hand, she refused to be helped by him.

Ami walked with reckless steps, his entire body felt numb, even while beating people who were nearby, he ignored.

She was determined to meet them and ask everything clearly, but after hearing the conversation between her fiance.

Is it still appropriate for him to call the man who became, the father of the child his brother conceived as his fiancee again, of course not! The relationship between them is now over.

"Be careful, Ma'am," said a woman who had just been hit by him, until the sound of objects falling to the floor.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" said Ami, who only realized that he had harmed others.

"Non, all right?" tini asked worriedly and held onto Ami's arm.

"I'm fine."

"I'm sorry my employer, miss," Tini said slightly bowing her body, to the woman Ami had just hit.

"No pa-pa, next time don't let her walk around on her own" she said in a sneering tone at Ami and left.

Ami lowered her head when she heard the insinuation from the woman, although she could not see how the woman looked, but she realized that the woman was insinuating her, because of the flaws she had.

"Non, let's go home. It's almost dawn" asked Tini, trying to divert Ami's mood.

Ami just nodded and followed Tini's steps resignedly, he was led to enter the car, but before that he folded his stick first, then sat himself quietly in the car seat together with Tini.

I miss you, later after the last meeting with a client I will go home directly, so tomorrow morning can see you soon. Still heard clearly in his ears as, Daffin said the longing word to him.

O God, please my heart accept all this, its mind wily.

Shortly after, the car stopped. He was sure that by this time they had reached home.

"Come, Non. We're going down," take Tini.

"Yes, Bi." Ami started getting out of his car and stepped up, heading towards his ruamah.

"Aunt help yes, the way," bargained Tini who was still worried about her miss.

"No need, Bi. Ami can be alone, Aunt just open the door yes," rejected Ami gently, she tried to keep smiling so as not to look sad in front of the art.

Tini immediately did what Ami said, she took the key in her bag and immediately opened the main door of the house.

"Bi, Ami went straight to the room first yes," said Ami, after they entered the house.

Ami nodded and went to her room, she had already memorized every corner of the house, so while at home she did not need help walking.

Unlike if he, being outside, he needed someone else to help him because he was not familiar with the outside world.

After arriving at his room, Ami immediately dropped himself on his soft mattress with tears that fell back, to wet the light blue sheets.

He curled up with his body starting to shake because of the cry he was trying to endure, so as not to let out a sound.

It turned out that he was not as strong as what he expected, even though he had never seen, how the appearance of the man who had been filling his heart for some time, but still, now his heart felt empty again.

He wanted to scream as loud as he could, wanting to get angry. However, his voice as if he did not want to come out of his throat, now all he could do was cry silently, muffling the sound of sobbing that cry with all his might.

"Why .. why, I was given that beautiful dream. I should have come to my senses and woke up from the beginning, not too long to be lulled by that beautiful dream, so that I would never feel the pain, falling like this. Really sick," he said.

He bit his lips with all his might, until the salty taste began to be felt in his sense of discernment, fresh blood began to flow on those ranum lips.

I love you Zamira Azliana and will forever remain that way, Daffin's words that once again ring clearly in her ears, as if the chants of a song that always make her feel like the luckiest woman ever, that time.

However, it turned out that it was all just his empty wishful thinking, the speech that made it feel like he was on the clouds was now like a knife that slashed his heart, slowly.

No matter how long Ami dissolved in his sadness, suddenly he heard a voice outside his room, a voice that he was very familiar with.

"Mi, are you still sleeping?"

Ami did not hear the voice of the call outside her room, she did not want her father to see the appearance of her who was not okay.

He didn't want his papa to worry, if he showed his current state. He heard her talking to Tini, until her voice got further away from the room.

"I'm sorry Ami, Pa. Ami does not want Papa to see my condition now, Ami is not ready to face Papa. Later I will meet papa when I am more ready," said Ami, covering her mouth with both hands.

After feeling satisfied, shedding tears, Ami several times took a breath and took it out slowly, after feeling a little calm, he got up and got out of bed.

He stepped slowly towards the bathroom, to wash his face with water and wipe his face with a small towel not far from the sink.

After that, Ami stepped back to the bed. He spread his body, covered it with a blanket, then began to close his eyes.

He tried hard to pick up the calmness of his body, heart and mind. After the sun began to replace the moon later, he had to be ready with a problem that must be faced calmly, although he believed it was not easy.

Ami prayed in the heart so that he, given the rigidity later, just now he continues to cry until like that, tomorrow must return, so Ami who before.

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Thanks to the brothers who have stopped by this story, in the early chapters I want a story about Ami first yes.

Because for those who have read the story Want to Love My Husband, must have known in part, about Faris's previous life, hopefully not bored the same story ya🙏