Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Initiating.

While Ami was standing waiting for the elevator to open, suddenly there was a circle in his stomach, followed by his shoulders that felt heavy.

Ami showed her head, looking at her stomach which had been twisted by a hand larger than her hand, as well as a soft voice that sounded right beside her ear.

"Sorry!"

"Why apologize, you're not wrong, I'm the one who's wrong for hoping too much, right from the start, I should have been self-conscious, if—"

"You're not wrong, I'm wrong, I'm afraid I can't give you what you expect, I'm afraid I can't give you happiness, until I finally subconsciously not only hurt myself, but I hurt you too."

"Look, I never knew what it was like to live in a peaceful, happy, loving and protective family, but ever since I got into that family, I knew what it was like, like, I found all that from that family."

"I just wanted to see that the family was happy with what I was doing, so I thought about not listening to what my heart said," said Fariz at length with the head he kept on Ami's shoulder.

Ami slowly, releasing the winding of Fariz's hand on his stomach, he then turned his body, until they faced each other.

He looked at Fariz's reddened eyes, as if he was going to melt the water inside, he raised his hand and kept it on Fariz's cheek.

"I know that, I understand with the turmoil that your heart is experiencing, so allow me to help you reduce that turmoil, let's face it together," said Ami sincerely.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to give you the perfect life, I'm afraid I can't give you clarity later" murmured Fariz who also looked at Ami, rubbing Ami's wet cheeks, until some strands of hair of the woman stuck to her cheek.

"I don't need that perfection. All I need is to be with you, to walk together, to get through the problems that are in front of us together" said Ami.

"But my family?" lirih Fariz with a deep breath.

"I'm not asking you to go against your family, because I'm sure if they really love you, they'll understand that."

Fariz looked at Ami deeply, when he saw Ami leaving from before him, his heart was really sick, this was the first time he felt what his name was loving.

Whispers in his mind, asking him not to let Ami go again, until finally without thinking again, he decided to go after the woman who is still standing in front of him.

"So I can't go, right?" ami asked Fariz who was silent.

Fariz slowly shook her head, seeing that Ami smiled in her heart she screamed happily because the man did not let her go.

"Well let's talk inside, it's not good to talk here, afraid that someone else will see, I don't want us to be a spectacle" Ami said.

"Alright come on," said Fariz who resignedly followed Ami's steps back to his apartment.

Now that they had sat facing each other on the sofa of Fariz's apartment, Ami looked at Fariz and vice versa.

"I don't know when the taste was present, but when it was present my mother also expressed her wish, so I chose to ignore the taste and follow my mother's wishes, too," said Fariz who started to open his voice, after a moment of silence.

"In addition, you also do not want to give me hope, when you yourself do not know what will be like, your next life," said Ami who was immediately answered with a nod of the head by Fariz.

"You've really hurt me so many times, you know, thankfully I have a lot of love and patience, otherwise I might have given up a long time ago," ami said with a annoyed tone.

"I'm sorry" Fariz looked at Ami with regret.

"You must fulfill all that by accepting me" said Ami.

"But what about my parents?" fariz asked in a slow and frustrated tone, he still could not let those shadows out of his mind.

Ami took the man's hand and grasped it, accompanied by a soft rub on the back of the hand.

"If you want, I'll talk to your mama about us and your true feelings" suggested Ami who was immediately rejected by Fariz.

"Where if we connect without them knowing, you remain the woman's fiancee and we establish a relationship behind her" Ami said without thinking.

"You mean you want me to cheat" Fariz said, not believing the woman in front of him.

"Do you love your fiancee?" ami asked seriously, immediately answered by Fariz.

"You do intend to continue your relationship with the woman, to the stage of marriage?" ami asked again which was answered by Fariz's head again.

"So why don't we try to live everything like flowing water," continued Ami again casually.

"Do you mind being in a relationship with an engaged man?" tanya Fariz convinced Ami.

"Not at all, as long as you also love me it is enough for me" said Ami.

Hearing Ami's confident answer, Fariz smiled happily, may he now only think about his own feelings, his family's problems and Cindy, let him think about the most important thing now, he didn't lose Ami anymore.

"I promise, once I have the courage to reveal everything to my mother, I will say everything immediately" Fariz said confidently.

Ami nodded her head and smiled, she was happy that Fariz was finally willing to accept her.

"So from now on, we start our relationship?" ask Ami reassuringly.

"Yes, that too, if you want to be in a relationship without our parents knowing," Fariz said.

The smile on Ami's face was wider, although he knew, maybe he would be considered a third person, but as long as he could be with the man who had filled his heart, the woman did not mind that at all.

"Alright, from now on we officially date" said Ami enthusiastically.

Fariz nodded in embarrassment at Ami's words, courtship. Oh come on, Fariz's age is ripe enough for that word.

"From now on you don't take yourself any more, any problem whatever, you have to share with me, promise" Ami said seriously.

He didn't want to go ahead, there was that guy hiding from him, he wanted to establish an open relationship with each other.

"Well, thank you that you are still waiting and looking for me, I guess forever I will never see you again, let alone be in a relationship with you" Fariz said with a smile, a smile she rarely showed.

"Together, somehow I was always sure, if I could meet you again and it turns out that everything really happened, not only met, even now we have officially had a relationship," said Ami who also smiled.

"Can I hold you?" ask Fariz to Ami.

Ami nodded her head and before long, Fariz further removed the distance between them, until they embraced each other.

"You hear that, my heart rate always increases when it's near you" Fariz told Ami, leaning her head against Fariz's chest.

"Yes, I can hear it, I feel the same way, even when I first saw you, at the engagement," she closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around Fariz's waist.

He enjoyed the rhythm produced by Fariz's heartbeat, as well as Fariz who had closed his eyes, hoping that this was not just a dream, his sleep ornament.

Although it felt like a dream, they could be together, even hugging each other, providing warmth to each other, completing the longing that had arisen in their hearts.

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You guys are happy, they are united, even though not completely?