Sincerity (Guineness of Heart)
Not Fine Just.

"You why Mi? Since you came home from out of town, you've been moody?" ask Denis to Ami who is daydreaming on the porch of his house.

Ami looked up, looking at her papa who was standing next to the chair she was sitting on.

"Ami's fine Pa," said Ami trying to display her smile.

"Is there really nothing?" ask Denis again to make sure.

"Yes Pa, Ami's fine, Papa's not going anywhere today?" ask Ami.

Denis shook his head and sat himself in the chair beside Ami, blocked by a small table.

"No ah, mumpung holiday so papa just want to rest at home all day," said Denis.

"Oh." Ami mangosteen understand.

After that there was no more conversation between the father and son, Denis focused on looking out of the gate, where many people went back and forth to run leisurely in the morning, as a habit of his neighbors on holiday.

Tini comes with a tray filled with snacks and tea for Ami and Denis, she keeps it on the table between Ami and Denis.

"Thank you, Bi," Denis said as Tini finished the task.

"Yes, you are both sir." Tini smiled and nodded, she then said back to them because her work was not finished yet.

Denis then turned his gaze to Candra who was also sitting on a chair on the side porch, right near the garage door.

"You had breakfast, right?" ask Denis to the driver and his housekeeper.

"Already Sir," said Candra while nodding.

"Good," continued Denis again, he began to take his tea and began to drink the tea little by little.

While Ami from earlier was just silent, staring in any direction with his blank look. Seeing his son like that, Denis became astonished and wondered about what happened to the boy, lately his attitude is very strange, more often daydreaming.

"Oh yes, your tumben is at home continue, not a walk with your friend?" Denis started the conversation.

Ami turned to Denis, then shook his head, trying to maintain the look on his face, as his heart ached again to ask such a question that made him, given Fariz.

"He is busy, so it is now rare to take Ami on the road again" said Ami.

"Oh pantes, you've been home for a few days." Denia mangosteen understands.

"Pa, Ami wants to go to the room first yes," said Ami who immediately stood up.

"Why are you going to the room again, this is your tea you haven't touched" Denis said in surprise.

"I'm not feeling well" Ami's alibi.

"You're sick, you want papa anterin to the hospital," Denis bargained who was immediately answered by Ami.

"No need Pa, I'm fine, I just want to rest" said Ami still trying to smile.

"Yes, you have rested" Denis said, nodding.

"Yes Pa."

Ami began to step away towards his room, he dropped his body into the bed, buried his face into the pillow, shortly afterwards there was a sound of stuffing stuck from behind the pillow.

He was not okay at the moment, after that night, it felt like his whole life spirit had gone along, along with Fariz's departure in his life.

It was very desirable that he contacted the man, but he could not do that, afraid of not being able to control himself lag, the end of which he did was just like that, all the time locked up, locked himself up, crying and crying.

"I'm not okay, Mom. I was like a fool constantly replaying short memories of us that I have, only to make me even more unable" he murmured on the sidelines of his cries.

As she was weeping, suddenly the sound of her cell phone was heard, she immediately raised her wet face and saw who was calling her.

"Hello Yan."

Rayyan behind the phone frowned, when she heard Ami's different voice, she asked about what was going on with the woman.

"I'm fine Yan, what are you calling me about, you're not that busy?" Ami immediately switched the conversation, so that his friend, not too much to ask.

Rayyan did not ask again and answered Ami's question, he said he meant to call Ami, because he wanted to encourage Ami to go for a walk, mumpung he was again on vacation.

Ami, who felt the need for diversion, agreed to the invitation from her friend.

"Are I ready first, you pick me up or where we'll meet?" ask Ami.

Rayyan replied, if she was going to pick up Ami at her house, Ami agreed and started to turn off the phone.

He entered the bathroom, because he had not yet taken a bath, when he woke up earlier, he just brushed his teeth and washed his face.

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"Non, in front there is Den Rayyan," said Tini from outside his room.

"Yes Bi" said Ami who immediately stepped out of his room, because he was done preparing.

She covered her pale face from that frequent cry with a bit of make-up, she immediately opened the door of her room.

"Non want to go for a walk?" ask Ami.

"Iya Bi, Ami seems to need air, some days in the room continues, it feels crowded," said Ami walking to the terrace of his house.

"Yes Non, Non Ami does have to go out, to relax Non's mind" said Tini.

"Yes Bi." Ami smiled at the art.

On the terrace Rayyan was chatting lightly with Denis who was still relaxing on the terrace chair, not yet entered his house.

"You're ready Mi, he said you're not feeling well" Denis said when he saw Ami.

"Udah better, Pa, let's go Yan," said Ami while staring at Rayyan.

"Yes come on, Om we go first yes," Rayyan said to Denis.

"Yes, be careful" Denis said.

Rayyan and ami nodded as they finally peegi from there, entering Rayyan's car parked in front of Denis's gate.

Ami did not make a sound when the car had started to go, until finally Rayyan began to open the conversation because it was not comfortable with such a quiet situation.

"You have a problem Mi?" rayyan asked, making Ami turn to her and shortly afterwards shake her head.

"Don't lie, Mi. You must have a problem, right? What's the problem, you can tell me" Rayyan said, focusing on the steering wheel.

"I'm fine, Yan," said Ami who did not want to tell me about her who is not okay at this time.

"Well if there's nothing, uh Where are you going?" rayyan asked Ami.

"It is not you who walk, yes you are the one who nentuin place," said Ami rolled his eyes lazy.

"Connecting every time I'm always in the room constantly, lately. How if you go to the park, gini holidays must be many people who walk again as well" said Rayyan.

"Yes, it's up to you" said Ami resigned.