A Tattered Heart
chapter 9's

Thank goodness,,,,,,

finally I can have this house ,,,,,,,

although the land area is smaller than the house of Tajur but this is located in the heart of the city,

right in front of Bogor's palace ,,,,

go to Deket's hospital, please ,

going to school from Elementary School to High School Deket ,

the road is ,,,,

and definitely not a shabby and crammed place ,,,,

although the alley but the width of the car can enter ,,,,

here are also rarely children.small klo there they are in the house do not play outside ,,,,,

so we can take a quiet break ,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah true dream residence ,,,,,

the plan is that the upper floor of the house seems to have to be replaced and repaired a total of ,,,,,,,

because first the floor of the wood and the dining plywood automatically we remodel to look better ,,,,,

I want my present home,,,,,,, I want, that,,,,,,,

must look better and more comfortable than my old house,,,,,, you know.,,,,,,

well ,,,,,,,, yeah ,,,,,,

I want a change in my life ,,,,,,,

change better and more status ,,,,,

I started detailing every detail of the materials I needed,,,,, I, I ,,,,,

turns out I need backup funds,,,,,,, I need,,,,,,,

while the money I hold is only 50 million,,,, so I just drove 75 jt back to Bu Lusi ,,,,

so I've paid Bu Lusi 150 million ,,,,, , 50 JT less ,,,,,, but intentionally the word can not be repaid before the home certificate is completed in my name ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but ,,,,,,,,,,

oh, God,,,, that's ,,,,

how kind and generous he is ,,,,,,,

I'm really thankful ',,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

when I heard I wanted to make a certificate on my behalf ,,,,,,

rada was confused and asked my husband ,,,,,

"why is this new house also in my name ,,,,,

and we're married ,,,,????",

my husband answered

"however the house that was originally yours is not mine,,,, from the first marriage you already have a house,,,, now you exchange better yes still your house ,,,,,,, you have a house ,,,,,

you're the one who's looking for this house,,,,,, you ,,,,,

I'm just aiming to be more valuable ,,,,,

but the owner of the house is still you ,,,,"

I fell silent,,, there was compassion and admiration for my husband ,,

he doesn't want to master what isn't his ,,,,

with a feeling I hugged her and said I would give the best to her son ,,,

even if I sell this house still children get the same part ,,,

although I feel calm there is still 50 jt money left but obviously not enough to renovate this house ,,,,

finally I consulted with papa to find a solution ,,,,,

"our reward is not possible to renovate the house just hold the money 50jt,,,,

it's a major renovation of the size you use all ,,,,", events ,,,,,",

papa seemed to think and take a breath and said

"continue how mah ,,,, should, how ,,,,,",

"we take money in BRI how 'bout ,,,???don't need a lot of 100 million aja ,,, I think 150jt is enough let alone have to take care of this it ,,,,, I think ,,,

even though there will still be less canteen looking for how ,,,,"

"yes it is up to you but the salary will be cut again because the previous loan has not been paid off ,,,,,,

so klo 100jt is not enough to cover the debt because it means having to borrow more than 100jt mah ,,,,"

"it's up to papa who is important the rest of the money is not too little later we are confused to find again where ,,,,"

"yes, I've asked for 180 million

let later the rest of the money I hold enough to make renovations ,,, but yes it's automatic salary every month just a little not what ,,,,????"

"insha Allah is okay the canteen also promises this ,,,,

we can depend on the canteen ,,,,,"

finally we agreed to borrow money with papa's salary in

BRI

it just so happened not to close the book so next week it's liquid ,,,,

as soon as the money was in hand I started looking for his construction worker ,,,,,,

let's finish quickly I'm looking for a handyman 5

and kent 5,,,,,, the,,,,

saturday he started work ,,

the part that will be dismantled begins to work ,,,,

before that, I asked the neighbor's permission around her,,,,,, uh ,,,,,

until finally they started remodeling the whole house part ,,,

according to the plan we have designed from the beginning ,,,,,

while the workers began to dismantle I began to be ready to buy material,,,,, I ,,,,

I recorded all the needs that I had to buy, ,, , 'em ,,,,

and everyone has to use the bonds because I want to know how much money I spent on this house renovation ,,,,,

I started to focus on overseeing the renovation of my house

I want the house to be finished quickly and neatly ,,,,,

besides, I can go right away if the artisans lack the materials,,,,,,, you know,,,,,,

it will also be more petrified to accelerate their performance,,,,,

because every day I spend more time in my new house ,,,,

canteen I hand over ipah to keep him,,,,

everything I've done this makes me feel more like I'm ignoring,,,,, that ,,,,

until he and IPah said he had planned something ,,,,,,

just 'cause I'm so busy taking care of a handyman I don't care ,,,,,,,

I really want to focus on my new home ,,,,,

I don't want this house to fail its building like the house of Tajur ,,,,,,,

Thank goodness,,,,,,,,

my hard work brought results

on October 7th I started to be able to occupy her house ,,,,,, I ,,,,,

but it can only occupy the lower floor first,,,,,,,, it can,,,,,,,

that's also with the state is still a mess ,,,,

because the top floor hasn't been completely finished yet ,,,,

I think it doesn't matter anyway there are two big rooms downstairs so the kid can sleep with the maid first ,,,,,

first reason ,,,,,,, the ,,,,,,

this could make it easier for me to oversee the implementation of this home renovation more closely and not go back and forth again ,,,,,

at any time while cleaning the house I can still supervise the work of the handyman ,,,,,,

and the second reason ,,,

I had to move house

because the one who bought my house will also renovate his house ,,,,,

meaning indirectly they drive us away in subtle ways ,,,,,,

fortunately, the lower floor is not too much in the remodel so the chips are finished,,,,

the room I purposely made two but the size is quite wide,,, ,,,,

there's a new bathroom in my room ,,,,,

the one bathroom innate before her is right in front of room ,,,,,

includes kitchen and living room ,,,,,,

if the upper floors of all buildings start from the beginning automatically workmanship is longer and complicated ,,,,,,

it's the same as making a house one ,,,,,,

tonight I started sleeping in the new hometown's 'pabaton ,,,,,,,

the kid sleeps in the back room with me and I sleep in my room ,,,,,,,

we started doing activities as usual washing and drying clothes as usual ,,,,,

just want to dry clothes need a struggle to go up because it's full of debris ,,,,

well how about another ,,,,,,, what ,,,,,,,

we all have to go through,,,,,, we have to go through ,,,,,,,

even though it's hard ,,,,,???

if we can ask for and choose surely wait for all to settle first in the ,,,,,,,, wait ,,,,,,

anyway I take the positive side of it ',,,,, ', anyway ,,,,,

all my neighbors don't care if we've moved in here ,,,,

they're too busy with their own business,,,,, they're,,,,,

there's only one neighbor who scolds me ,,,,

it's a neighbor

in front of my house,,,,,,, in,,,,,,

it just so happens that his people are rada rancid and arrogant ,,,,

I know also from his black neighbor ,,,,

he often fusses with this enci ,,,,,

that morning as I was sweeping the floor of the terrace arrived at the peek of the fence of his house and said,,,,,

"the house is still a mess already occupied, Bu ,,,

that's dust, all you know ,,,,,",

I smiled and answered

"because what else has been thrown out the same that bought a house ,,,,, ",

I said with a smile and quickly entered the house ,,,,,,,

I'm males ngeladenin,, and yet there's also no profit ,,,,,,, anyway ,,,,,,

this afternoon I was sitting in the living room,,,,, this ,,,,,

just now there was a RT sir asking for a moving letter ,,,,,,

and ask me how long I've been renovating this house ,,,,,,

I answer as necessary ,,,,,

as soon as Mr. RT came home I remembered the chat just now ,,,,,

I started counting the dates at the start of this job ,,,,

I started renovating in August now that November has no sign of completion,,,,,, no,,,,

maybe because the top floor starts from the beginning just as rich make a house one,,,,, it is natural that 3 bln has not been completed ,,,,

after all who play the dressing house change people

it may be that work is getting saturated,,, they need entertainment ,,,,,

after all, the work matter was his foreman's business,,,,,,, it was,,,,,,,

my duty is to take care of food and wages

if the house is sorted out, the pay is also settled,,,,,, if ,,,,,

days change months pass,,,,,,, the ,,,,,

unsuspectedly

In December I got a sale offer at the Cisarua Bogor Indonesian safari park,,,,,,,,

this is the first offer

from PT Indofood,,,,,,

and this is a safari park cooperation with PT Indofood ,,,,,

opening the food bazaar

Thank God ,,,,,

I was chosen for the invitation

not enough money can make the cost of the house again ,,,,,,,

I think this house is a blessing once ,,,,,,

Because since I bought it until the renovation of the house

there is always his sustenance

out of nowhere is also ,,,,,,

to buy the material and pay the handyman there is always ,,,,

I feel during the renovation of this house never confused the matter of material shopping or pay the handyman all smoothly,,,,,,

and it makes me sure that the father's prayer was really sincere ,,,,,,,

finally in March my house can be said to be finished ,,,,,

although there are still less but only a little bit and can be done while walking, and do not need a lot of workers two people are also enough ,,,,,,,,, and do not need workers ,,,,,,,

finally in April my house is really done,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

I started to dare to hold an event at this fortuitous house

papa's birthday I want to have an event for papa all home thanksgiving events,,,,, I invite papa's friends in the office,,,,,,,,, I invite you,,,,,,,

until one day,,,,,,, the,,,,,,

suddenly arrived if the story that the old man was very angry ,,,,,,,,,

he threatened that if he didn't ask for money this time, then he didn't want any more business here,,,,,, no,,,,,

I was thinking instead of him making a macem in a new house it's better to follow his request ,,,,,,

I also keep thinking of finding a way to get away from the entanglement of sir selamet ,,,,,,,,

because he's really a parasite for me,,,,,,, he's ,,,,,

that's exactly what ipah said ,,,,,

my phone rang,,,,,,, then, I ,,,,,,

call from the ',,,,,,,,,,, sir ,,,,,,,,,

"hello mbak ,,,,, I'm here healthy maybe I haven't been able to go to Bogor just yet again want to take care of the gold that is,,,,,,,,, I can ,,,,,

I happen to need money to buy oil.again,,, please, please transfer ya ',"

I smile no matter ,,,,,,

I'm gonna keep thinking about how to get out of that 'winding ,,,,,,,

Tampa a lot of crap I answered ,,,,,,

"yes sir I transfer ",

sure enough, sir selamet in Java quite a long time did not appear,,,,,,,

especially after I woke up this house he had indeed started rarely to Bogor ,,,,,,,,,

so the boarding room I rented for him was often empty,,,,,, too,,,,,

I intend to stop renting the hostel again ,,,,

because the employee plans to sleep at home ,,,, the ,,,,

itung itung reduced spending,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

until finally

the children have lived at home even after they did not go back to Bogor ,,,,

maybe because no employee lives in the boarding house anymore, so rarely in Bogor,,,,,,, sir,,,,,,

now I often go back to Java

I myself don't understand ,,,,,,,

this afternoon I'm both in the cafeteria ,,, I tell you the same story why you go home now often ,,,,,,, I tell you, why ,,,,,,

it turns out that according to the story, sir's father was angry at me because since I woke up he felt I no longer care about him ,,,,,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,,,,

all I think about is a house with a craftsman ,,,,,,,

though according to him I can be like this now because of his services and his efforts,,,,,,,, because,,,,,,

IPAH start story ,,,,,,

"the Goddess is not holding me anymore,,,,,, no, no,,,,,

the rich man who did not want to meet me ,,,,, when he could do this because of me ,,, after success now I am banished ,,,,,

no more need for ,,,,,,",

I tried to listen and I told ipah to go on again ,,,,,,,,,,,

",when as long as I follow the Goddess here ,,,,,

I got what ???

I got nothing,,,,,,, I got, I,,,,,,

promise to buyin HP lie ,,,,

,Promise to buy clothes also not be ,,,,,

I don't need to eat 'em ,,,,,

my business is also a lot ,,,

not only ngurusin mbak Dewi aja mending kalo mbak Dewi feel I help ,,,,"

I kept silent without comment, and let the wages continue the story,,,,,,,

"the rich I've been in for this long time ,,,,,,,, this time ,,,,,,

if there is a time yes I come klo not yes how arentar ,,,,,, but also the richness mbak Dewi also no longer need me ,,,,,,"

suddenly I was silent as if waiting for my reaction ,,,,,,

" this morning he came home, ma'am,,,,

I saw the clutter of a lot of rich people want to move aja ,,,,

just so you know that he really is a cat garong Bu ,,,,, actually ,,,,

here klo no mother ngacak drawer pura pura exchange money. whereas please Bu,,,,",

I kept getting ranted because this time it was more interesting than the story that was ,,,,,, this time ,,,,,,

"klo no mother ask for coffee capuccino iced, many times bu , do not stop. wake up and ask for another capuccino ,,,,,,

I've just reached Kesel Bu ngeladenin pak selamet ",

I took a deep breath oh as it turned out,,,,, it's actually a rich cat garong ,,,,,,, it's ,,,,,

with a feeling of annoyance and disappointment

I finally went to ipah

let him know I actually mind that he's here too,,,,,,, that ,,,,,,,

",yes, how I myself was bored if he asked for money,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,

rich I'm a money tree,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

his job is asking for Mulu's money,, lately asking for money has not used the rules,,,,,,

I asked her not to think she's a lot of ,,,,,, 'em ,,,,,

it must be sent again ,,,,,

where does he think money is trying ,,,,,,, ????

though he can see the canteen also not rame,,, you yourself know ,,,,",

I said to ipah,,, and Ipah nodded quickly,,,, then he continued asking

",but what I've been hearing all along says that during my mother's cafeteria she lost ,,,,,,,, she said ,,,,,,,

he didn't get anything ,,, he even felt the sacrifice he didn't appreciate the mother ",

I started to get hooked on ipah

and I intend to call sir as long as I clarify his real or non-existent speech,,,,,,, to clarify ,,,,,

the next day I call sir as long as I tell you what I said yesterday ,,,,,,

like his shock-witness

he sounded like an angry and nervous person

"asalamualaikum sir ,,,, I want to ask you why you talk to your father during the follow I feel just used by me ,,,, he said you've been here for nothing ,,,,, you know, what ,,,,,

father said

he was also given no food

,boro boro money and goods but still not appreciated ,,,,,,,, ",

I paused for a moment to compose another word ,,,,,,

I try not to offend him too deeply because I know he's a shaman ,,,,,,

"now I want to ask you

what do I get, sir ?????got what ??????

is the gold you promised no proof until now ,,,,,????

keep the money you asked for what,,,,,,?????

the father asked for a lot of money already you know sir,,,,,,, sir ,,,,,

the reason you made a gold bar ,,,,,,

but which result did you promise me,,,,,, what ,,,,,,,???

already 2 years sir I spent money for gold narik already how many tens of millions aja,,,,,,,,,, already,,,,,,

if you know the money that I love the father can owe ,,,,,

if you ask to be sent cepet ,,,,,,

but I did I say ,,,,???!

no sir all this time the employee does not know ,,,,,, but why do you talk about Ama child ,,,,,,,????",

I'm trying to hold back emotions,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

hate it and be disappointed I'm the same sir,,,,, I'm ,,,,,

"oh mbak do not misunderstand just his mouth in ipah aja kok horrified I did not say so mbak ,,,, klo so ntar ipah I asked mbak ,,,people I never talk about what Ama ipah ,, it's been mbak mbak soon I'm in Bogor this I'm busy taking care of your gold ,,,, let's spit out ,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,so I haven't been able to get there yet, but this business can't be left behind"

he was in a hurry,,,, and he looked nervous, I don't care,,,,,,,, and I, you know ,,,,,

",yes, sir, do not have to rush to mending the gold urucin before just let liquid spit,,,,,,, now I have no more money ,,,,,,,,,,, now ,,,,,,

his father's salary has been exhausted in the pawn to BRI ,,,,, the ,,,,

later I really need my dad to call ,,,,,,",

hurry I hang up the phone I've been lazy to hear the talk of the submarine sir,,,

if need be he better get out of my life during his ,,,,

I used to think he was kind and sincere to help me was worse than my family,,,,,, he was just a parasite,,,,,,, he was ,,,,,

it's safer he's not Dateng Dateng here anymore ,,,,

this morning when I was new Dateng arrived I grim with fear ,,,

I was confused and wondered what was ,,,,???

he kept crying and crying

I persuaded him to talk

after he calmed down he started the unexpected story

like lightning in broad daylight

I'm surprised amazingly ,,,,,,

hearing her story,,,,, she ,,,,,

" before I apologize ,,,,, actually, I want to talk from the past just threatened by mr. selamet,,, so I don't dare to say,,,,,,, so,,,,as long as I know for more than 2 years I have been an impingement of depraved lust after pack ,,,,,,

each of the selamet sir called me pura to ask to be dredged when he asked to be served his lust ,,,,,he said he could make me look beautiful but on condition that I want to have sex with him Ma'am ,,,,

as long as he's here ,,,

every mallem I've been in, ma'am ,,,,

I'm threatened not to talk mommy,,, now I'm afraid if she comes again I'm sure I'm wearing it again Mom,,,,,,, I'm sick of Mom ,,,,,,,"

ipah cried while resting at my feet.,,,,

I'm sadder that the person I respect is the evil and evil monster of all monsters ,,,

how hearty he did that with a child who deserves to be his granddaughter ,,,,,

I hugged both of us

and with a sob I spoke

" why don't you want to tell me ,,,

but I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you,,,,,, too ,,,,,,,

from now on we have to be more

alert and introspective yes ,,,,,"

after I finished talking to ipah I called papa about the behavior of the selamet all this time

papa was surprised papa immediately went home all the goods of the package during the dispose of all the not one left behind all he threw in the river Sempur,,

we really want to delete everything

related to the selamet pack ,,

one day she said she'd phone him and get angry,,,,

even threatening ,,,,,,,

even he didn't admit he had spent a lot of my money ,,,,

I finally got my bookkeeping out

and we count together how much money the pack has eaten during his time with us ,,,,,

ipah shocked ,,,,,,

I'm even more shocked,,,,,,, I'm,,,,,,,

fantastic after we've calculated the total of everything ,,,237jt,,,,,,,,,

not expecting it turns out to be more than the money I used to buy a house ,,,,

I think only tens of millions turned out to be,,,,,,,,,,,,,, that ,,,,,,,,,,,,

fantastic,,,,,,,

I don't know what nickname I deserve for a guy like him ,,,,,,,

that's still chasing after the 6 million I promised ,,,,,

basic man has no heart,,,,,, no ,,,,,

want me to erase his name immediately in our lives ,,,,

It's over our relationship with the evil old man after ,,,,,,,

the day of the beginning was fine ,,,,

but long time old my employees all go one one one

and the end of all these extinct regimes is no longer left

replaced with a new child from a different region

everything related to diving on the last stop stops ipah but he was forced I took out ,,,,,,,,,, he was ,,,,,,,,

even the rules of the cantin I changed all ,,,

now I'm taking part in the cafeteria ,,,,

june is a historic day where the canteen is located

reborn ,,,,,,,

days passed by Tampa IPAH,,,,,,,

at first it was heavy and troublesome but for a long time I got used to it and started to be able to enjoy ,,,,,,,,

today I got another offer of cooperation at the Cisarua Bogor Indonesian safari park,,,,,, in,,,,

I welcome you with pleasure

sustenance always comes unexpectedly ,,,,,

I accepted the offer,,,,, I, I ,,,,,

Thank God ,,,,,

all went well and the results were pretty big ,,,,

the canteen also began to run smoothly again ,,,,, my day was colored with millions of new experiences even though initially so hassles but all could pass with satisfactory results,,,,,,,, and all,,,,,,

for sure I am calm no one asks for money and immediately must be sent ,,,,,,, no one asks for money ,,,,,,

now the money I get for myself,,,,,, the,,,,

after paying employees,,,,, and ,,,,,

I can be calm but it doesn't last long,,,,,,, it does,,,,,,

because there was a problem that came and really bothered my mind ,,,,,,

I never thought duwi would come to visit ,,,,,,

our early light talk is light ,,,,,

but over time began to offend the death of father

and ask me where he is,,,,,, and,,,,,,

"sir is still at your house ??",

",have been a long time no,,,,,, no, no ,,,,,,

anyway he's not coming with me,,,,,, anyway ,,,,,

but only maen at most just stopped by 3 days and returned home again why Du tumben nanya sir selamet,,,,,"

duwi just shook his head and continued the story ,,,,,,

"you don't have the same vengeful cave that killed papa ,,,,",

I'm confused and don't understand what he's talking about ,,,,

not his father died of sickness ,,,,,

out of curiosity I tried asking

"what do you mean ?????',,,,,,,"

Duwi began the story at length when papa died and because of what papa until died ,,,,,

until the events that happened when papa was bathed and the funeral procession was all told and the last one almost made me scream so shocked,,,,,

" it turns out that the pinter there said that papa died because of his own son's sorantet ,,,,

about him the child is hurt because it was thrown away

and feel not in love with papa ,,,,,

klo I have 5 million dollars, I want to find a shaman to bales his deeds ,,,,"

I knew exactly which way the duwi talk ,,,,,

he indirectly accused me of,,,, "his son "that means my son is I am,,,, I, I directly talk to Duwi ,,,,, I say ,,,,

"you mean the cave the culprit,,,, you know ,,,

you think what cave man macem ????? don't live again rich gini ma ,,,,,,,,, gini ,,,,,,,

lu shadowin duwi how not so evil cave so people

Wiwin died in the cave santet to be able to mate Ama Toto ,,,,,,

,

Arum dead cave santet let's not bother the cave ngurusin Arum because of the defect,,,,,,

now you die again cave that is stuck because of the cave

my heart aches, sir,,,, you think this cave is a monster what ?????"

I spoke in a angry and disappointed tone

"yes have a cave,,, kill a cave ,,,,,, let you be satisfied you are satisfied ,,,,

but klo is not the cave culprit and this is just a slander from the cave family,,,,,, you will get rid of the reply in a different way with different events ,,,,,,,,, you will ,,,,,,,

the cave will not volunteer or scream no wrong cave,,,,

but let God work ,,,,,",

after saying that I allowed the twowi to go home because I didn't want to be horrified and he was the target of my husband Toto's anger,,,,,,,,,,, and he was the target of my husband's anger,,,,,,,,,

after the twowi came home I cried and lamented my fate ,,,,,,,

o Allah, my sins are so accumulated that trouble after trouble,,,,,,, is,,,,,,,

like a grass that sticks in a place we don't want ,,,, and we have to clean it often ,,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,

o Allah give me strength, I will not be able to get help from you, O Allah, who is, I am,,,,,