A Tattered Heart
the chapter 20

With a feeling of kasian and curiosity I made me ask ,,,,,

"weird sister A why has only been heard for months when it should be tuty tau mbak klo her husband is not good ,,,,, can not be trusted ,,,,,,why until long ago did he know he conceded ????? how can you try that so ????? ",A,

I asked half the blame ,,,,,,

"it was also asked if we were Wie just said Rina so Tuty fainted he was not immediately taken to the doctor,,,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,,

because it's not so bad to think ,,,,,,,,

just in the love of eucalyptus oil and waiting together with just that,,,, ,,,,

her body lemes really lemes ,,,, so no one dares to leave her ,,,,,,

because briefly unconscious ,,,, briefly Tuty fainted again ,,,,,

it goes on ,,,,,,,

so we have Rina's husband waiting for Pras beberes,,,,,, you know,,,,,

but AA see he seems like there's a problem ,,,,,,

you see he's on the phone and he's on the same line who's,,,,,,,,, who's, who's, like ,,,,,,,,

maybe because again Nerima phone so not focused the same Pras,,,,,,

so once see Pras also does not bring a lot of stuff we are not as suspicious ,,,,,,,

pras's clothes are also a lot of live,,,,,,,,,, as well,,,,,,,,

he's just carrying a carry-on bag ,,,,, ,,,,

he also shakes everything up,,,,, he,,,,

apologize while crying ,,,,,,,

to Tuti also even kissed Tuty's feet while crying ,,,,,,,,,,

anyway it makes our feelings so not 'cause ,,,,,,,,

between the sprains but also the casians,,,,,,,,,

so no one expected him to grab all the valuables in his Tuty '' closet,,,,,,, that's, that ,,,,,,

anyway Tuty's closet in the lock?????

the key was taken by Rina,,,,,????

so we don't think he's gonna be able to open that closet,,,,

when her husband said that Tuty realized it was for a while because he cried immediately fainted again ,,,,,,,,,

automatically we do not care in husband Tuty go ,,,, we are more focused thinking Tuty because we are worried about Tuty's condition at that time ,,,,,

because quite a long time also Tuty was fully aware and was so aware he could not sit his whole body can not in the movement ,,,,,,,,, was so aware ,,,,,,

we panic again,,,,,, we,,,,,

let's take it to the ER ,,,,,, we ,,,,,

there is directly handled by the doctor guard ,,,,,,

it turns out Tuty hypertension is likely to have a stroke

we are all confused at cry ,,,,,,,

where his blood doesn't go down lg ,,,,,,

which makes us afraid if the blood vessels in the brain rupture ,,,,

we have done different ways ,,,,,

arrived AA inget Ajengan cepet cepet AA there for help ,,,,,,

Thank God so dapet air trus be given to drink ,,,,

with God's help, Tuty finally began to realize ,,,

then we can calm down ,,,,,,

I'm not mistaken Tuty in the care of a week ,,,,

finally I diligently asked for water for him,,,,,,, I, you know,,,,,,

doctor treatment yes ,,,,

inner medicine yes ,,,,,

this is all we're doing so that Tuty can recover ,,,,,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah so can go home Tuty gradually improved and began to be able to walk wakau msh in led ,,,,,"

it looks like AA is excited to tell her as if the incident had just happened ,,,,,,

I'm still faithfully waiting for the continuation of the story ,,,,, after he drinks AA and then resumes the story ,,,,,,,, , after ,,,,,,,

"it wasn't long after Tuty came home from Rina's hospital again ,,,,

said he had a new, more serious problem ,,,,,

Lina story,,,,,, lina ,,,,

when Tuty was taken to the hospital, he took his student's savings ',,,,,,, he took ,,,,,,

it turns out that the bag containing the money fell where he forgot ,,,,,,,,,

you know,,,,,,, you know, you know, you know,,,,,,,

tuti's house can't get into a car ,,,,,,,,,

so time's gonna take Tuty to the hospital,,,,,,,, uh ,,,,,,,

we're forced to cut Tuty into the crossroads that have his ojek post ,,,,,,,,,,,

that's the problem,,,,,,, that's the, uh,,,,,,,

Rina herself didn't want her bag to fall where ?????

rina said the money in the bag was 129 million,,,,,, there was ,,,,,,

a lot of,,,,,,,,,, a,,,,,,,,,

why not in the tube why the money as much is carried cash,,,,,,,, rich no ATM

he said that the money was just taken from the bank some ,,, some, just collected from the ATM for 3 days ,,,,,, , , 'em ,,,,,

this will be for the report while it's the student's savings money,,, plans to be separated in each class ,,,,,,,,,

it makes sense also the ,,,,,,, the ,,,,,,,

indeed, AA knows that Rina will be the treasurer of the school,,,,,,, that is ,,,,,,,

that's a student's savings money that's going to be divided into tomorrow's report-sharing time,,,,,,,",

oh God, what apa ,,,,,,, what ,,,,,,,

kasian so fondly how confused his son Tuty ,,,,,,,

AA still goes on again ,,,,,

"'he said he was desperate to bring his student savings because the money he had was just that

so make preparations to take care of the clo later the mother needs money to pay the hospital administration ,,,,,,,

then he brought all the money that was the same bag his bag ,,,,,

the situation at that time was really beyond belief,,,, panic and fear ,,,,,,,, overwhelming ",,

I really didn't think it could be, did I ????

rich senetron aja ,,,,,,

hadeuhhhhh ,,,,,,,,

complicated and difficult if I were in that position I would have done the same thing as Rina did ,,,

but yes it's also called Apes ,,,, what, anyway

no one can resist or prevent ,,,,,,,,????!,

"si Rina realized that her bag klo is not there when A ????",

ask me impatiently ,,,,,

AA continues the story again ,,,,,,,

"so Pas Tuty was taken to the hospital ,,,,,

it just so happens that Ita is also there,,,,, so it's willing to pay administration ,,,,,,,,, so ,,,,,,,,

si Rina was shocked so aware that klo bag his not the same him,,,,,,, he was,,,,,,

Rina talked to ita in a panic ,,,,,,

at that time his grandfather Ita tried to calm Rina ,,,,,,,

ita jagab ceowt said panic first ,,,,,,

maybe her bag was carried by her husband Ama Rina (Arif ),,,,,

Rina believed and thought that her purse could be carried by her husband,,,,,, or,,,,,,

at that time AA was just as compassionate as well say so,,,,,, directly Rina can calm down that ,,,,,,,",

AA takes a deep breath and goes on again ,,,,,

"coincidentally at that time her husband Rina was also no ,,,,, Arif again went home to his parents,,,,,, because the time called to want ngabarin Tuty state no one answered,,,,,,, because ,,,,

that's why he decided to go home with his family ,,,,,,

finally the one that pays the administration fee of the ITA,,,,,,, is,,,,,,,

after that the normal running state returns ,,,,,,

no one talks about the bag problem,,,,, no ,,,,,

because we are also dizzy to take care of his problems from the afternoon mallem again until magrib ,,, ,,,,

what we feel between tired and sleepy becomes one ,,,,

and we're all worried, too, so Tuty's conscious

rina's husband immediately worked because of Semalem called by the phone his boss kept ,,,,,,

her word in her office again there's a big problem ,,,,,,,

that's why he rushed to the office ,,,,,,

so no one talks about Rina's bag lg all focus on Tuty ,,,,,

her wonder was,,,, why did her husband Dateng not bring a bag

Rina Diem was busy talking Tuty ,,,,,,,,,, she was ,,,,,,,,

we thought Rina was ,,,,,,, 'em ,,,,,,

that's why we don't have a lot of nanya,,,,, oh maybe Rina has called her husband times,,,,,, so it's safe ,,,,,"

I fell silent and thought ,,,

how could it be ,,,,,, so weird ,,,,,,

then AA goes on again ,,,,,

"after 3 days ,,,, that time it was Friday night Saturday ,,,,,, that time ,,,,

because tomorrow will the new report card Rina nanya Arif put her bag where ,,,!????

asked about the bag problem ,,,,,,

her husband was confused????? so only two of them on the noisily ngeributin bag ,,,,,

yes, where do you know the bag ,,,,????

which AA wonder how can not think klo bag ilang ,,,,,, can not ,,,,,

the new period realized his lost bag was already 3 days ,,, ,,,,,

this incident is natural not the ,,,,,,????

I don't know maybe there's something wrong with her family the tuti ya ,,,,,,

weird but real ,,,,,

problems come in order rich already arranged so ,,,,,,",

I shook my head at the astagfirullah why,,,,,,,

what's up,,,,,,,,,

with this family ????

maybe it's a reprimand or a test ,,,,

only God knows ,,,,,

",well, it makes sense that A,,,, his name is a panicked person whatever he can leave aside especially regarding the circumstances of his parents,,,,,,,,, he can,,,,,,,

mom again ,,,,

oh, my God,,,, that, uh,,,,,

it's just a problem ,,,,, a, a ,,,,

that Nemu money must be a really fun,,,,,,,

because the contents of the bag were amazingly many of his ,,,,,,,,

129million is what ,,,,,,, is ,,,,,,

it's fantastic,,,,,,,, that,,,,,,,

I'm just not afraid ,

Nemu bag of money so much his ,,,,,,

don't call the police or the security guards, again,,,,

but we also don't know where to fall?????

miss where ????

because all the possibilities can happen ,,,,,,

continue Pras can be the look of robbing Tuty treasure from where ?????",

ask me want to know ,,,,,,,

"yes it's,, Pas Rina story about the problem of his student's savings money lost he meant to minjem his mother's house certificate to make collateral to the Bank ,,,,,,,, he meant ,,,,,

Tuty agrees to,,,,,, that ,,,,,

from there the look of the klo in Pras brought all the treasures of Tuty ,,,,

direct Tuty phone to kejawa ,,,

and he said,,,,,, and,,,,,,

pras's extended family was also shocked ,,,,,,

repeatedly apologized to Tuty but they remain responsible and able to make compensation only usually in installments ,,

,can't be kontan

but klo his securities they can't help not can not but can't be howled because Pras also did not go back to Java,,,,

,and his extended family Pras plead this matter not to get to the police station ,,,, they are in charge of all ,,,

his mother Pras also cried apologetically apologizing ,,,,,, already so his family in Jakarta also had Dateng to Tuty's house,,,,, had,,,,

they beg you not to be forced,,,,,,,,, please,,,,,,,,

Tuty might be a cassian ,,,,

so it is not reported to the police ,,, if according to AA sorry yes sorry but Pras' stiffness has been passed ,,,,, where because he also money student Rina ilang,,,,,,,,,, where,,,,,,,tp said Tuty they share some of the lost money ,,, Tuty eat it so lose ,,,, horrors they can replace the 100 million ,,,,so Rina just nyari 29jt again ,,, yes Alhamdulillah very lucky Pras family also rich people ,,,, try if org does not have ,,,,,",

AA like resigned with the decision that Tuty mbak take

although it looks like AA is disappointed ,,,,,

but he was aware of his position

however, he is still an outsider can not get involved too far ,,,,,,

"hmmmm very complicated the case, haduhhhh I myself was confused and did not know what to do if I was in the position of AA,,,,,, I was,,,,

there continue to be events let alone A after the incident that hit Mbak Tuty ,,,,",

AA drank her water and enjoyed the cake I served like she was so heavy to continue the story,,,,,"

"what is A ,,,,,????

what's diem ,,,,,?????

just tell me I'm ready to hear it even though the bitter though ,,,,,,,

AA looked at me and took a deep breath and exhaled strongly like he wanted to let go of all the burdens he had been carrying,,,,,,, like,,,,,,

kasian also saw AA

",after the events experienced by Tuty sepet shook the feelings of mama,,,, but not as bad as the events Koko natural,,,,, which finally makes the mother so shocked and can not squirm anymore because of the constant crying ,,,,,

now where mom is led can't be alone ,,,,,, where ,,,,,

klo no one to take care of mama just be tolerant in bed until someone comes ,,,,

just as rich Tuty yesterday but Tuty can still sit and walk even though only a step two because his eyes can still see ,,,,,,,

if you can't see what's ,,,,,,,",

"tuty's story was tragically sad to drain the mind

but it's more tragic what happened to Koko,,,,,,,",

"do you know how to A,,,,,????",

AA began to justify his sitting position to make it more comfortable,,,,,,

I added hot chocolate and cookies so that AA can be more relaxed,,,, see the psychiatric condition AA like AA a lot of pressure,,,,, see ,,,,

understand that she's the oldest daughter-in-law in my family so I don't want her to have to walk ,,,,,,

,slowly AA continues the story,,,,,,

"after returning home from the house of the Goddess,,,, the,,,,

Koko is equally holy can not marry even holy in fired from her work and Koko is tried and ends up in a mutation in a place that is so not wearing no income for her ,,,,, and so on ,,,,

no friends to talk to,,,,,, no, no ,,,,,

all like excommunicating him ,,,

,make him bored and rarely work ,,,,,

his work is just dumb at home and silent in the room sometimes out of the room while angry angry indistinct ,,,,,,,,

all that made Neno and Sendy did not dare to approach or reprimand him,,,,,,,,

sometimes seeing the two of them is like being eaten ,,,,,,

especially after his son Koko brought his mother moved to Bandung,,,,,,,, his,,,,,,,

so automatically break up with Koko ,,,,,,",

",Koko doesn't know where Bandung is ,,,,,,

,Bandung koko koko was once Dateng to ask his wife's family but Koko was instead expelled ,,,,,,

,Koko's life really does fall ,,,,,,,,

how not at work Koko never given a job ,,,,,,

indistinct hanging ,,,,,,,

temen no ,,,,,,,, no ,,,,,,,

no insertion is ,,,,,,, no ,,,,,,,

for sure he's uncomfortable that's why he's lazy to go to work,,,,,, that's why ,,,,,

mom's home is also so ',,,,,,,,, ', ', uh ,,,,,,,,,

no one's all mama's kids care about her,,,,,,,, no, no one cares about her,,,,,,,,

out of fear at the snaps ,,,,,,,,

so they go to Dateng mama just what is the need for ',,,,,,,,, 'em ,,,,,,,,

I've met my mom straight home ,,,,

let Koko have them no one would dare to ,,,,,

koko also rarely goes out of room ,,,,, this state lasts a long time also ,,,,,,

until Sendy Kasih tidakan if Koko falls from the bathroom ,,,,,,,

fainting is taken to the clinic,,,,, from the clinic referred to the hospital ,,,,,

Koko passed out long ago too,,,,,,,

so mama nangis nangis asked to congratulate her son so that anywhere ,,,,,,,,, ask ,,,,,,

we all got confused by nanganin mama nangis ,,,,,,,,

mama cries her while yelling scream ,,,,,

o Allah Wie we all stressss ,,,,,,

still mending Tuty we are panicking but not like this,,,,,,,,,, it's,,,,,,,,

mama's not like this ,,,,,,

if the incident that happened to Tuty mama seems more calm ,,,

so we're not confused ,,,,,,,

but this fit Koko who entered the ER mama was so shaken ,,,,,,,,

and the look of her mama was so scared Cigarette why,,,,,,

looks very different reaction mama pas ngadepin Tuty same Koko ,,,,,,

we are a family so even pity to mama why this old still can not be fair ,,,,,,, why ,,,,,

this is how we think the feelings of Tuty's children must be they are not happy and must feel klo his grandmother's favoritism and it must be conveyed Ama Tuty ,,,,,,,,,,, and so on ,,,,,,,,,

proved he did not Dateng lg hospital ,,,,, klo not wrong just visit Koko once doang,,,,,, it's natural that this is one mama ,,,,,,",

I nodded and asked ,,,,,,,

",Awhy is there such a big event like this AA don't you tell me ????

why just now ????even though AA already know my new address ???",

",this is the problem when Tuty entered the hospital many times AA has talked about you Wie but mama says do not need to ntar Dewi not necessarily want him enemy Ama Tuty ,,,,,, you know ,,,,,until AA gets angry with your sister ,,,

, but we can't oppose mama

because mama ngancam klo Dewi Dateng continues to fuss with Koko mama wants to go home and not Sudi Dateng to the hospital waiting for Tuty again ,,,,,,

,yes, we're giving up Wie,,,,, uh ,,,,

though Asih has made it clear there is no way the Goddess can be so ,,,,,

let alone this in a state of grieving ,,,,,,,

,,but still mama can't we talk to you ,,,,, but ,,,,

though Tuty once asked you where Goddess would not want to see cave si ,,,,,,, Dewi ,,,,,

we just say klo you again join Toto kebandung service for a month because toto participate in education again ,,,,

good thing Tuty trusts Wie,,,,,,

but he cried he wanted to see you ,,,,

we're thinking of getting diem home in you to drive you here to see Tuty,,,,,,,,,, you know,,,,,,,

but mom didn't want to go home she waited for Tuti in the hospital until Tuty came home,,,,,,, I don't know why she was acting that way,,,,,,,,,,,, I don't know,,,,,,,,

only God knows Wie ,,,,,"

hearing AA's story I shed tears I was so sad why I wasn't there when my sister needed me ,,,,,,, why ,,,,,,

,,

sad and sad even though my brother once made me suffer but he used to take care of me as a child,,,,,, anyway,,,,,

,O Allah, may Tuty be given healing and health and may I still have the opportunity to make it through the days of the long lost days of us,,,,,,,, and may I still have the opportunity to make it through the days of the long lost days of us,,,,,,,,

the togetherness we had before the breakup was ,,,,,,

I cried and stared at AA's face with all hope and firmness ,,,,,,

I'm gonna end this 'division,,,,,,, I'm gonna end this ', uh ,,,,,,

"A ,,,,, Tuty's mom, who's Ama RIna or Ita???

anter I found Mbak Tuty ya A,,,, I miss mbak Tuty ,,,, it's easy to finally get through the togetherness that once lost ",,,,,,,,,",

"Tuty's still in his old house with Ita,,,,,,",

I nodded happily, Thank God I finally found my brother

",Well, that's weird, same mom that's right Koko's in Wie's hospital when she arrives Mama's telling you to ',,,,,,,, uh ,,,,

anyway your duty A should be to the house of the Goddess until you can meet her ,,,,

tell her that Koko's sister went to the hospital ,,,,,,,

we're all shocked ,,,,,,,,

how mama is like this,,,,,,

,how different is Tuty with Koko why now we ask to find Dewi, once Koko entered the hospital ?????not the problem of Koko, the same Goddess is worse than the same Dewi Tuty problem ?????

but why did Pas Tuty enter the hospital Mama ngelarang Tuty met Dewi????

but once Koko is in the hospital why do we ask to find her until we meet??????

and have to look at Koko,,,,, and ,,,,,

,,we take the time to negotiate ,,,,,,, we ,,,,,,,

yeah finally I don't want to find you ,,,,

to the address I got from that crank ,,,

I'm looking for you to villa Bogor ,,,

,,AA do not believe that your house is newly renovated is very good,,,,,,,

looks great for the size of housing ,,,,,

,but seeing his address is really your house ????,,,,

,but how quiet is it rich your house just renovated the first day I did not meet,,,,,,

tomorrow I won't see you there again ,,,,

the door of the pager is locked no one can be asked AA confused has been here three times not met also ,,,

friday AA Dateng again to your home and failed again ,,,,,,

lemes really finally AA went home angkot,,,,,,,, the,,,,,,

in angkot AA meet Toto's men first before.move dines in the place now ,,,,,,,

I rebuked him it turns out he hasn't forgotten the same AA ,,,,,,,,,

I asked about you who he said moved house to villa Bogor ,,,,,

AA says if you want to meet you ,,,,

but back and forth back there the fence of his house in the key ,,,,,,

, from him AA knows the klo in Bogor villa you only contract a year and a half because you again wake up here and while the fidini house has not been so you contracted first ,,,,,,,, and so on ,,,,,,

the original father's house is the same mother here ,,,,,,

pantesan back and forth there did not meet apparently Dewi had moved ,,,,",

I fell silent as I occasionally took a deep breath,,,, many questions raged in the heart,,,, for a long time huh I broke away from the family ,,,,,,,, yes ,,,,,,,

I'm trying to remember remember ,,,,,,

pretty long 5 years I disappeared tampa news deserves a lot of stories that I don't know,,,,,,,,, it's,,,,,,,

I intentionally don't want to be in touch with them again,,,,,,,,, I,,,,,,,,

too many people have hurt my heart

injustice for the sake of injustice I accepted,,,,,,

because of my affection I'm willing to give up always giving up,,,,,,,

my sacrifice from first marriage to my adult children they never appreciated,,,,,, it was,,,,,

they even consider me one eye ,,,,,,,

they always underestimated me ,,,,,,

that's what makes me go away and disappear,,,, and I'm just focused on taking care of the kid who's starting to flap his wings for the future,,,,, and I'm just focusing on taking care of the kid who's starting to flap his wings for the future ,,,,,

Thank God their struggle and prayer can be like this ,,,,,

being a child that you can be proud of ,,,,,

but it turned out that after I went many events and events that drained tears ,,,,,,,

and I was overcome with guilt and deeply regret ,,,,,

o God am I the selfish one ,,,,,,????

I had to die when they faced a lot of hard problems

I'm just thinking about how I feel about my son's future, my son, ,, uh ,,,,

Tampa saw their situation lg ,,,,,,,,

is this wrong, God ,,,,,,

if I was wrong in front of you

I'm sorry ,,,,,,,,,,

I cried and wailed in my heart ,,,,,,,,

I don't want AA to know how messy to pieces his heart is,,,,,,, is, God my heart is bleeding again ,,,,,,,,,