A Tattered Heart
chapter 19's

Thank God for lunch today I was surrounded by three children.anaku who usually could not attend. was now coming to visit me ,,,,, and ,,,,I told them a lot and they responded with a joke so happy there in the middle of my son's child ,,,,,,,

the next morning they're doing 'work ,,,,,,,,,

I'm driving them to car ,,,,,,,

sibungsu along with brother Bagas carrying his own vehicle ,,,,,,,, Bagas ,,,,,,,

I'm glad my sacrifices haven't been in vain,,,,

they just left and I was about to close the fence

looks AA coming in hasty gesa ,,,,,,,

I was shocked and I could hardly believe ,,,,,,

I didn't close the fence but I asked,,,,,,, I said,,,,,,

"where's AA from,,,, I'm, what's this here ,,,,,????",

I saw AA panting like a man who ran out of a long way ,,,

"AA roving find your home WI,,,,",

oh so ,,,,,,,,

tumben is so what is AA looking for me ,,,,,,,,,,,,,????

turns out they still remember me,,,,, I smiled and told her to go in,,,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

naturally AA roving indeed no one knows my house now I'm all right not to tell my family ,,,, I moved house and live where

I don't think it's important, either,,,,, that, that ,,,,,,

anyway free they know also ,,, better avoid them,,,,,,

but it turns out that it's hard to disappear from their lives ,,,,,

the proof is AA managed to find me too ,,,,,,,

but after a long time it is not related why arrived AA came far here ,,,,,

is there any important news to be delivered,,,,,,

" do you know why muter A , where did it go ???though through jln here ,,,,,,

continue,,,,, later 300 meters to meet the main road ,,,,,,,,

I purposely stayed on this road so it wouldn't be too crowded ,,,,

but the Fuso truck can also get in here because the road is wide ,,,,,,"

"well good ya ,,,,,, he's actually here his house is still rare ,,, you buy his land model kapling yes Wie trus in the build itself yes ,,,,"

"yes A,,,,,,,,,",

"the broad also yes Wie ,,,, it looks so comfortable,,,,,,,,, it's,,,,,,

living in the middle of the city but rich living in the village ,,,",

"Alhamdulillah A,,, ,,,, there are his ,,,, this land has Jakarta people but because too much land ,, fear not to take care of ,,,that's why it was sold to me through temen papa ,,,,,,,,"

" this must be expensive huh ,,,,,,,????

trus you moved here a long time ago ????

earlier I nyariin old house he said Dewi had moved to Bogor villa,,,,,,AA find there it turns out you have also moved, Dewi has moved,

finally the cave met his Toto tu ,,,, he said you've built a palace here ,,,,, but it turns out he showed his jln wrong ,,,fortunately many people who know your husband ,,, JD aja AA can meet your house ,,,,",

AA said as he walked into the house ,,,,

I called him I took him by the side of the house,,,,,

"We don't have to go through here just,,,, directly to the pendopo ,,,,"

AA immediately followed me through the side of the house ,,, I opened the lock.The side fence was so open fragrant flowers blooming smelled pricking nose ,,,,,,,,

we both stepped back to walk through the path that left right filled with ashoka flowers that are also flowering ,,,,,,,

we start passing the planting make A Ujang ,,, talk his no stop because of awe ,,,,,

"big ya wi her page ,,,,,

it's a park ya Wie ,,,,,,,, this is ,,,,,,,

there's also a cage you keep turkey chickens wi ,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,

wow that's what bird is ,,,,,,,,,

chicken but the shape is really good ,,,,,,,,

that's a nice-to-eat Wie not ,,,,,,

over there it makes planting fruits yes ,,,,,,,,

geez it's been on the fruit of all,,,, lebet ya fruit it must be you really seneng ya,,,,,,, yes ,,,

under the saung there is also a fish pond ,,,,, the water is very clear ,,,,,,,

look a lot yeah his big big fish is big again ,,,,,

that's a cork,,,, there's a gurame too ,,,

cork Ama gurame,,,,,, oh no gold is also waduh great very Wie ,,,

this is a fish pond with water from the mountain huh ??

well good water is ngalir keep ya ,,,,,,,,

must be you, really at home ya Wie ,,,

so at home can also say stresss ,,,,,,,,, really cool this ma dream house anyway ,,,,,

surely you built this house for a lot of money huh ,,,,????",

finally done already he commented on my house ,,,,,,,

I smiled,,,,,, I, I ,,,,,,

basic AA klo already talking can not be in between,,,,,,

but I patiently answered one by one ,,,,,,

"Thank God there belongs to her ,,,,,,

the area is approximately 800 meters ,, the building area is only 80 meters ,,, others are made pendopo and fruit and vegetable gardens ,,,,,,,, etc ,,,,,,there are also pets but not many coincidences fit to the market there are pet selling yes I bought ,,, coincidentally around here a lot of villas also ,,,,,,

same fish this fish also if there is a kepepet sell fish I buy,,,,, usually they sell still alive,,,,,,,,,, and so on,,,,,,,

if by chance someone harvests fish they like nawarin tu ,,,, usually if you do not want to cook I enter the pond first ,,,,,,,, usually ,,,,,there are about 4 or 3 sometimes 2 depending on the time they harvest ,,,,,,

if the fruit tree is fruit that I get from the older sister who studied at IPB,,,,,, I ,,,,

coincidentally Deket is the same brother ,,,,,

so you can buy the same super seed he ,,,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah now at the ready of harvest ,,,,,

if building is not at once the A,,,,,, I made a new house first this pendopo ,,,,, broad pendopo as large as a pool only ,,, plus to the back for the kitchen, kitchen, the bathroom and the bedroom,,,, can pretty much take a nap here klo males go home ,,,,, the pendopo area is all about 80 meters ,,,,,,,,"

it looks as AA nods a nod,,,, and I go on again ,,,,,

'

"'we also build it not at once also ,,,,,,

one one one ,,,,,,,

keep klo the problem of building costs are not expensive the A,,,, the, at most hundreds of millions more,,,,,,, two pendopo buildings the same house about 400 hours is not expensive just that If there is a protest from children,,,,,,, it is not expensive,,,,, they think it's not good if we have money in real or plus it again until like this ,,,,,,,if we make our own garden and fruit orchard if children happen to be on holiday we together make a garden ,,,,, '' if the children happen to have another holiday ,,,,I used to scold those who ngerjain ntar there who help the most carin artisan there kenek aja,,,, make pairs that if we can not digerjain ,,,,,,,",

AA looks satisfied to hear my description ,,,,,,,,

and it seems like he's happy,,,,,, and, like, he's,,,,,,,

I also said if AA wanted a vacation,,,,, that,,,,

maen here anyway guest room there is ,,,,, want to nginep in pendopo also there is his room ,,,,,,,

"God Alhamdulillah A,,, all because there belongs to the child A,,,,,"

AA took a deep breath as if she were grateful ,,,,,,,

" yes Alhamdulillah ,,,,, the son of Wiwin that you take care of has been on so everyone you live a metic result aja ,,,,,,, really now ma lu success yes Wie,,,, on appeal from your brother's brother Laen ,,,,,"

he said as if with himself ,,,,,,,

I pretend I didn't hear ,,,,,,

honestly, I still wonder why AA came to my house ,,,,,,,

suddenly arrived with a raucous voice holding back the cries AA said ,,,,,,,

"previously AA represents the family to apologize if all this time we have made the Goddess and family disappointed ,,,,,,"

for a moment AA was silent and inhaling it looked like there was a doubt to continue ,,,,,,

AA looked at me as if she understood what was in my heart ,,,,,,

I'm taking a breath,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

indeed I admit since the last Koko came ,,,,, my husband and I started to decide to leave my extended family life ,,,,

I don't want to know any more stories about my family ,,,,,

whatever they want I don't want to interfere with,,,,,,,, or ,,,,,,,,

and ever since then I've been avoiding anyone who asks me about my family's circumstances ,,,

until finally I really did not know what the fate of my brother and my sister now ,,,,,,,

and the worst ,,,,,,, the, the ,,,,,,,,

nor do I know what my mother's current state is,,,,,,, or what ,,,,,,

I'm busy with taking care of my own little family ,,,,,,,,,, 'em ,,,,,,,,,

as I remember from the time I clashed with Koko I used to think about how I could get out of my family,,,,,,,,, I always thought ,,,,,,,

that's why when Koko comes for help ,,,,,,,

I've been a fool ,,,,,,

until now I no longer know what his fate is ,,,,,,,,, is ,,,,,,,,,

I hope they're okay ,,,,,,

but the arrival of AA really became a question in my heart ,,,,,,,

is there still a connection with koko or mama,,,,,??????

with a long silence I know he hesitates ,,,,,,,,

"have I said I'm okay, what ,,,,,,???what is it with my family ,,,,,,????who knew I could help 'em ,,,,,????god willing as long as my husband lets me help you, A,,,,,",

finally with a heavy heart AA began to continue the story,,,,,,,,,

"since you haven't come back ???

question after issue comes to our family Wie ,,,,,,,

birthday full clash between mom and her other son ,,,,,,,

makes us so not too often Dateng to mom ,,,,,,,,,

males if you have to meet koko ,,,,,, ,,,

all lives are each ,,,,,,

a month you don't Dateng we're still just a normal 'cue ,,,,,

when we all go to gather you still do not come, we start talking to you and ask just to talk, it's funny again ,,,,,,,,,,, ask ,,,,,,,

until finally Lebaran next year you also do not appear we are more suspicious I do not have to go no talking,,,,,,,,,,,, I'm not ,,,,,,,,

and long ago we began to feel lost because you never came again ,,,,,,,,

we tried to call you Wie but never connected ,,,,,,

until finally AA went to the house of Dewi but never met ,,,,,,

even the doors of his house are always closed,,,,,,,, the,,,,,,,

the gate of the house is closed even in the padlock ,,,

how many times I've been at home there's no ", no ",

I'm patiently waiting for the continuation of the story ,,,,,,

while bringing down the drinks and food that aunts feed ,,,,

" oh yes A while we drink and eat cake to relax,,,,,, this is a cake that brings children ,,,,, A while eating,,,,,,,"",

AA immediately drank and ate his cake for a moment like AA hungry ,,,,,,

there was a sense of kasian in my heart seeing the state of my sister-in-law's,,,,, her almost white hair all the faces that looked old and tired ,,,,,,

makes me so moved ,,,,,,,,

while enjoying the cake and the hot chocolate his gaze was fixed on the place we are sitting now ,,,,,,,,

"this if the Javanese name joglo yes Wie ,, so feel rich in the padepokan Jawa ,,,,,,, so ,,,,,,

you ever go home to Wie's solo ,,,,???

AA ma never go where else ,,,,, if again keles like to be confused about where to go,,,,,,,, if ,,,,,,

later klo AA again klos can ya Wie maen to the house of Dewi ,,,,????",

I'm more moved,,,, then I smile,,,,,,, I,,,,,

"oh Allah A why can't you please just ,,,, I'm even ko,,,,,,,",

A A seemed very happy to hear my answer ,,,,,,

and he began to continue his story,,,,,,, he,,,,,,,

"iya Wie since that incident AA sometimes become all wrong ,,,

especially since Koko dapet MAMA's consecutive problems tell AA nyari Dewi continues to ,,,,,,,

whereas AA has said that Dewi does not exist just MAMA does not believe ,,,,,???, a week at the longest is not asked to nyari ,,,,,,

but soon I was told lg ,,,

once upon a time when AA Dateng to the house of the Goddess in the house there was an open door but really the Chinese ,,,,,

AA confused ,,,,,,

kanko saw AA suspicious,,, but then AA said that AA brother who owns this house just kvo talking klo he who has ,,,,,,,, , said ,,,,,,,

keep AA saying that I used to live here ,,,,

he said this house he bought '10mths ago ,,,,,,

she said Dewi moved ,, in Bogor villa ,, she gave her address,,,, after in her address she also nanya AA who AA said her sister ,,,,,,, after ,,,,,

trus AA says go straight to the top of ,,,,,

the important thing is that the address is easy when can Dateng not possibly move again this,,,,,,, when,,,,,

finally because of the many problems that come up in our family Wie,,,,,,

a month after AA from the house of Dewi ,,,,,

Tuty came crying he said asking for help anterin to you want to report to her husband had taken away the important letter of his,,,,,,,, mail, and,,,,,,,

but after AA wait wait he's not Dateng anymore ,,-

until finally AA horrified from her neighbors that her husband Tuty had returned to Java,,,,,,,,, the,,,,,,,

though Wie did not know that the woman he was cheating on was just a jamu gendong who was often used by angkot ojek drivers who were in the monument ,,,,,,,,,, and so on ,,,,,,,

bad for Wie,,,,, uh ,,,

crazy really is the guy,,,, dead wife actually even dapet the angry ,,,,,

when AA went to Tuty school, it was said that Tuty's husband had returned to Java with Tuty's valuables

at first Tuty same son of his was a fool let him eat the same jewels the money is important not to be here again ,,,,

maybe Tuty is also lazy to be in case how also he will still be his legal husband ,,,,,,,

though Tuty did not know ,,,,,, if Tuty's husband who he said returned to Java turned out to live in his affair house in the monument area,,,,,,,, and so on,,,,,,

the bitch of her neighbor Tuty whose house Deket equals them,,,,,,

tuty's husband's household same affair only lasted 3 months,,,, maybe, the time of his stolen money is still a lot of henchmen

once the money runs out ,,,

their lives are rich Tom and Jerry ,,,, not long ago girls dropped out of Pras ,,,,,

bring the rest of Tuty's jewelry that Pras stole,,, I think it's rich enough to turn over again yeah ,,,,,"

said AA while laughing ,,,,,,,

waduhhhh really bad ,,,,,

I nodded my head in a nod and occasionally took a deep breath of true incision ,,,

"trus si pras gmn still lives in Rancamaya ,,,,"

"it was, yes, but because of the girl's nyari where he did not meet her back to Java not long later she Dateng to the bed stone again to her house Tuty ,,,,, and so on ,,,,AA confused somehow he dared Dateng to Tuty's house again ,,,,

there as soon as she met Tuty she cried and begged that Tuty would accept her back ,,, why would Tuty accept her husband ,,,,and strange again they can be together as usual again rich no problem ,,,,,,, no ,,,,,

though it has been hurt rich that but still want to accept and not be so report to the police,,, AA also confused why Tuty would accept Prastyo again ,",

I fell silent and could only hear the word AA , I looked at AA and said

",how are you doing mbak tuty ???",

"iya Wie from then on their relationship was normal again ,, like nothing where the two went ,,,, 'Tuty taught us ,,,si Pras also started working again at his workplace first ,,, but the basic nature and habits of people who like to cheat and lie,, only a month has a new problem arise ,,,,, and ,,,, market people there who come to Tuty's house he said to collect debts ,,,, Tuty was confused because it happened that Pras went back to Java ,,,,, which Dateng alternated from thugs to hajj ,,,,,,, and so on ,,,,,so Tuty has not been strong Dateng to the house of AA for help again ,,,

AA started looking for news here and there ,,,,

but not yet complete the same report Tuty,,,,,,

I went to the hospital ,,,

really Cassian ,,,,,,, 'em ,,,,,,

Thank God it's not long in the hospital to come out,,,,,,,

just the doctor's message should not be stress, a lot of thoughts, just too tired,,,,

from then on Tuty's son's son on keep him ,,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah AA met hajj sir AA a lot of chat with her about her husband Tuti ,,,,,,, she said ,,,,,,

it turns out that Pras is every guard of his work warehouse gambling ,,,,,,

drinking booze often even noisily the same thugs here ,,,,

the debt owed to the Hajj is about 150 million ,,,,,,

he also said not yet debt Ama boss market boss ,,,

the cloves in the clotulin there are about 300 million,,,,,, there are ,,,,

Tuty collapses his denger,,, hurts again ,,, ,,,,,,

his body sepet kurus Alhamdulillah AA bring to bandung rada quite already can walk lg ,,, already taught again ,,, even the debt of Pras can be repaid from Java ,,,,, even ,,, his brother Pras who paid all ,,, Alhamdulillah in order how wrong was AA who came to Java the same pak hajj same Tuty hold the family accountable Pras ,,,,not long ago his problem was sorted out Pras Dateng again cried apologies ,,,,,

which makes AA surprised Kok Tuty still just accept him lg ,,, even though the Pras was already very outrageous,,,, but yes so until AA angry to Tuty ,,,,but Tuty tetep said still love Pras ,,,AA already do not understand Tuty's mind how,,,, because AA feels

not appreciated AA never Dateng there

let Tuty often maen to the house AA ,,,, AA cuekin aja ,,,,,,

maybe Tuty knows AA kesel Ama he has since then Tuty also never maen again ,,,,,,,, he's been ,,,,,

until finally Rina Dateng to the house and said she said her mother went to the hospital again but this time can not walk again ,,, STROKE,,, really, really bad Wie Tuty now has a stroke ,,,,",

AA straight drink ,,,,,,,

",can I ?????how is Pras fate ???

what's the child ????,,,,,,,,",

ask me I can't wait I actually didn't think it would be so bad this would be ,,,,

how long have I not been with my family ,,,,

"Pras stopped again said Rina sempet big storm because yes Pras ketauan bring women to the home of Tuty work ,,,, because ,,,

who said his neighbor ,,,,

previously Pras did not ngaku but in trabak Tuty pura working overtime even though he diem in the lower room ,,,

as soon as the door was opened there continued to be a giggling sound of Tuty women directly coming out the same neighbors and local RT chairman ,,,,,, the ,,,,

directly the mallem was also in Pras told to finish clothes ,,,,

,and being kicked out of the house,,, it's just fitting Tuty's clothes out everyone's eyes on Tuty,,,,,, it's, it's just fitting Tuty's clothes out,,,,,

from here the new problem begins ,,,

,it turns out that Pras was sorting out securities as well ,, and all that was new when Rina wanted to take care of a loan to the bank that made her guarantee a home certificate turned out

new Tuty jewelry bought in his son's son ,,,, the ,,,,

as well as ,land letters,,,, all missing ,,,,

the Tuty that had collapsed added to the collapse ,,,

until his body is so skinny Wie,,

couldn't get out of bed ,,,, klo you see Tuty must not have the ,,,",

o Allah is tragic very well fate mbak Tuty but maybe it's a fate we can say what is ,,,,, what is ,,,,

in my heart I give thanks ,,,,,,,,

I can get through a tough time with this little family ,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,,

if I hadn't been able to, maybe I would have suffered the same fate,,,,,,, maybe,,,,,,

it may even be worse than Tuty ,,,,, it's, it's ,,,,,

o Allah, thank you for the power you have given me,,,,,,, and,,,,,,,,

and my son's son ,,,,,,

millions of my thoughts of joy I speak

I am sure that God loves me so much, ,,,, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ' and ,,,,,,,,,

Praise be to Allah, O Lord