A Tattered Heart
chapter 8's

After papa is no longer involved as a pre-service instructor,,, ,,,,

our lives are gradually improving ,,,,,

we rarely start to fuss or fuss over things that are not important,,,,, or ,,,,,

every chance papa comes home to the canteen help sell ,,,,,,,,

I feel like papa's getting more attentive just like he used to be ,,,,,

Thank God I feel not alone anymore

as usual I left with papa Kekantin at 8,

papa work all I go to sell when I get to the cafeteria I start preparing the dishes that we will sell ,,,,

when it was good to cook, when Cigarettes came, he cried while hugging me, he said my father went to the hospital for a stroke and is now being treated at the lung hospital ,, ,,,,

incidentally, now the RSTP hospital is not only serving people who seek treatment because of lung pain ,,,,,,

there is also a general practitioner so all diseases can be treated there ,,,,,,

wiping his tears Koko said,,,,

"let us forget all the problems that were before ,,, let it pass, let it pass, because now the more important thing is to take care of papa , let cepet recover as it used to be,,,",

I nodded and let him sit down,,,,,, I wondered why until the stroke there was a problem what before,,,,,

Koko explained from the beginning of his arrival to Bogor ,,, two days here arrived the hand of my papa can not be in motion even though this morning was still praying the morning of congregation,,,,,,,,, the hand of my papa could not be moved when it was still morning,,,,,

there's a pity in my heart,,,,,, there's ,,,,,

and a guilty feeling because I couldn't take care of her until I was ,,,,,

I promise as soon as my husband comes home I'll see my papa ,,,,,,,,,

I immediately called my husband,,,, and told him the state of my papa,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

my husband was so shocked and immediately asked where he was being treated ,,,,, where ,,,,,,

and he promised to go straight home ,,,,,,,

soon my husband came home and we both went to see my father at RSTP,,, I left, and I'm allowed to stay with my uncle if I want to see my papa ,,,,,,, I, I ,,,,,,,

I saw her face like I didn't like it but I didn't care about her face change ,,,,,

so good I got in the car and we both went ,,,,,

once at the RSTP I looked for a room that Koko mentioned earlier ,,,,,,,

how surprised I was to see papa lying weakly helpless ,,,,

I couldn't help but cry I hugged papa,,,,

I'm sorry I made papa like this ,,,

papa cried and said

"you are not wrong at all but the time is not right for you to decide to divorce and get married ,,,, you know you must know what you have to do ,,,,, you know ,,,,papa's child who is not rash in making choices is only you so papa is sure you do this too you already think mature ,,,?",

I hug my dad I always love papa,,,,, because only papa understands me ,,,,,, 'cause ,,,,

Thank God you finally believe,,,,,, you know ,,,,,

since papa's in the hospital

I went back and forth to visit papa ,,,,,

papa's favorite foods I brought and bought him ,,,,,,,

I just want to make Papa happy one more time ,,,,,

but this time with halal money my sale money is not the stolen money like it used to be ,,,,,,,,,

I promise I'll also keep the ,,,,,,

until papa really healed ,,,,,,,,

finally what I expected came true ,,,,,,,

papa's been allowed to go home ,,,,,,,,

although still have to resort to road treatment,,,,,,,,, even,,,,,,,

and the doctor recommends papa make therapy every two weeks,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

and I agree ,,,

short story a week at home mbak Asih papa already pretty ,,,,

I was just sitting around hugging papa ,,,,,

and promised to meet the doctor's advice for therapy,,,,, and,,,,

while the cool of his we chatted arrived

Tuty came and spoke with a cynical tone ,,,,,

"the father does not need to look at it if you feel guilty dong dong ,,,,,,,, if you feel guilty dong ,,,,,,,

take it to your house and you take the real medicine ,,,,,,

but don't take it to the shaman

taken to the hospital for therapy ,????!!!!,,",

while saying he walked out ,,,,

my husband looked at me I saw my husband's face was not like,,,,,, I, I saw,,,,,,

I know that this is how she must have been fighting a storm,,,,,,,,, she said ,,,,,,,

whoa can this war ,,,,,

I smiled and stroked my husband's shoulders to be patient ,,,,,,

I see my brother's face as if I don't like ',,,,,,, I see ,,,,,,,,

then I approached papa

and speak slowly,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,

"papa wants to stay in my house there are many hospitals so when you want to seek treatment can be ,,,,,, klo papa want ,,,,,,,

I brought it this morning too

let the nemenin papa,,, mama and the nemenin mama,, Duwi

we leave first let's have a duwi in Anter Asep her husband '",

papa then looked at my mother and my other brothers,,,,, I saw their faces as if they were unbelievers,,,,,, I ,,,,,

but because papa looks enthusiastic they reluctantly say to approve his ,,,,,,

"yes already papa seems to want to go to Dewi MA, he brought aja ,,, which is important there in the medicine , do not be taken to shaman ,, Bener said Tuty ,,,,,"

cetus mbak Asih ,,

mama was silent like she did not want to and was lazy to go,,,, suddenly she turned to look at papa,,,,,,, suddenly,,,,,,

as soon as you see papa like happy,,,, finally, you have to give up going to Bogor ,,,,,,,,, finally, you have to give up going to Bogor ,,,,,,,

I know mama's been forced to come with me, kebogor,,,,,,, I know,,,,,,

finally I took my papa to Bogor ,,,,,,,

papa I take good care of,,,,,,, every time I go to therapy ,,,,,, , , , 'em ,,,,,,, ,

now I'm getting excited about making money for medical expenses

papa ,,,,,,,,

every time I go home from work I bring papa's favorite food,,,, a cake favorite and

fruits are also ,,,,,

what you want every time you come home from work I buy you ,,,,,,,,

Thank God I finally got close to papa ,,,,,,,

sometimes before I go on sale I take the time to bathe papa,,,,,, I,,,,,

I'm really grateful to be given the opportunity to do the best I have and to be able to papa ,,,,,,,

my husband and I are so happy

can do this ,,,,,,, can ,,,,,,,

I love my dad so much,,,,, I do ,,,,,

I now often buy papa's favorite fruits ,,,,,,,,, , 'em ,,,,,,,,

always bring food to papa ,,,

all of this makes sir so socially jealous he gets angry quickly and offended ,,,,,

not infrequently he said something bad about my father even vilifying my papa with ipah

but ipah disagrees with me, instead defends me,,,,,

it made the winger even more angry and more hateful of my papa ,,,,,,

until one day my relationship with Papa stopped

because papa arrived to ask to be escorted to the place of Asih

after finishing therapy later,,,,,,,,

I'm confused why ,,,,,,????

and here I take care of papa with heart ,,,,,

am I wrong so that my papa doesn't feel at home ,,,,,

and papa was only 10 days in my house ,,,,,,,

and I've prepared a maid to take care of papa,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

although my heart won't let you go home, I can't prevent her ,,,,,,

because it looks like my mama doesn't seem like she lives in my house,,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,,

with a heavy heart I follow his will,,,,,,

honestly, I still don't want my papa to go back to Asih,,,,,,,, I don't want my papa to go back to Asih,,,,,,

I wonder why you're coming home ,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

all the way to the therapy I kept thinking why and why,,,,,,,

until finally the time of penance of the drug,,,,,,, the ,,,,,,,

I met AA niece diamond she told me all ,,,,,

yesterday he said he met AA in the market and continued the story diamond he said papa was taken to treat me ,,,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,,

from there what AA is talking about

intan tell me back to me ,,,,,,

" said mang Ujang mbak pasih and all the family mbak Dewi do not want to see the father klo still at his house mbak Dewi ,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,

mending all the fathers in the hospital ,,,, even they just want to look ,,,,,"

intan stared at me ,,,,,

but I just kept quiet and nodded

"and even worse, almost all of the sisters of the goddess on the vow mending die nyemplung to times than having to go to the house of the goddess mbak ,,,,,,and mbak Asih also said that mending is not given the fortune of a lifetime rather than the house of the Goddess,,,,,"

I wonder why they're so bad at me ,,,,,,,

what I have done with them ,,,,,,

hmm just deserve papa wants to go home must be mama who said with papa this problem ,,,,,,

fast papa wants to go home ,,,,,

because my papa feels lonely and I feel excluded,,,,,,, and,,,,,,,

cassian papa,,,,,,, papa ,,,,,,

no child sees him but dui and me ,,,,,

I was so pensive and sad I sat in a chair near papa,,,, suddenly papa hugged me while crying ,,,,,,,,, you ,,,,,,,,

I was surprised and immediately rested on my feet at that time when my father was in a wheelchair,,,,,,,,,, he was,,,,,,,,

with a sob of papa talking to me ,,,,,,,,

"Goddess sorry papa who has taken care of you continues,,, actually I feel at home with you,,,, I like living in your house,,,,,,, I, like, live in your house,,,,, but dear if you still live there your brother does not want anyone to look,,, free on medicine but in the same throw children ,,,, one child also no one cares ,,,,,,in not wanting to see papa ,, so mending papa to your sister's place only ,,,,,, but papa please let papa in your brother's place you promise to do ngobatin papa ya ,,,,,,, papa ,,,,,,don't let you stay again ya ,,,,,,,",

said papa half pleading,,,,,

I cry,,,, I'm sad,,,,,, God, why is it all this,,,,,,, that,,,,,

though I sincerely want to do papa ,,,,,,

it's true that since my dad lived in my house, none of them looked at me,,,,,, no, no, not one of them ,,,,

I think I'm rarely home, though,,,

I've also heard of Asep's duwi husband ,,,,,,

a story I don't deserve to hear,,,, he said very rudely

they are really very selfish ,,,,,, not just selfish but evil ,,,, allied to evil ,,,,,,

no more thinking about how you feel papa ,,,, ,,,,,,

finally papa returned to the top of the house mbak Asih ,,,,,

I didn't take the drop-off that drove my husband, I went straight to the sale at the canteen,,,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,,

there's a sense of loss ,,,,,,,

but yes I can what ,,,,,, I can ,,,,,,

I remember what Koko said at the hospital ,,,,,,,,

I'm not who now is, ,,,,,, who is, who ,,,,,,,

not like the old Goddess, so never

ask for more ,,,,,,,

in every way,,,, the,,,,

I sat alone in the corner of the canteen,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

I don't want to be disturbed

suddenly the sound of the submarine pack surprised me ,,,,,

"your father went home again to your mother's house yes ,,,

yes, it is good that the name of the parent is his mind ngawur that,,,,,,,, the,,,,,,

never think wisely and decisively,,,, that's why it's called karmic ", that's why ",

I saw the pack with a feeling of non-liking ,,,,

I'm getting less sympathy,,,,, I ,,,

mr. Selamet keeps trying to offer you something ,,,,,,,

until I'm interested in his offer,,,,

"you want me to take your father's medicine but I need 6 million,,,,, I guarantee your father's full recovery",

because my thoughts are only about my papa,,,,,, I,,,,,

I did not suspect and think long as usual because I immediately agreed and I immediately paid 6 million,,,,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,,

after I give you 6 million men and women to go back to Java again,,,,,,,

his reasons for wanting to do my papa ,,,,,,,

long time no visit papa

there's a sense of kangen wanting to meet papa ,,,,

I called to find out through Asep

said Asep papa is not in the place where Asih has been taken to Koko's house

well late ,,,,, I'm really kangen want to meet papa but

klo I'm desperate to get there because of the civil war his name is ,,,

my husband said it was also their way of separating me from my father so that I could never be Deket papa again,,,,,,, no, no,,,,

it's so sad to ,,,,

but today I'm reckless,,,, no, whatever happens

that's my papa I'm entitled to see my papa,,,,,, that, that ,,,,,,

that afternoon I was ready to go to Koko's place

I really want to look at Father ,,

suddenly intan called me ,,,,,,,

he said that he had been brought back to Lampung,,,,,,, and, that ,,,,,,,

I'm really late ',,,,,,,,,,, I'm ,,,,,,,,

papa's gone home,,,,,

his words my papa was forced to go home in a state of his accomplices still swollen,,,,

because since I got home from home I've stopped taking drugs and never been treated again ,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,

I cried and cried,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

I'm sorry pa,,,,,,

I'm sorry,,,,,,,,,,

that afternoon I sat in front of the cafeteria and my husband's men came,,,,, and ,,,,,

he's very close to my family ,,,,,

I'm also my husband,,,,,, I, too ,,,,,,

he knows a lot about my family, ', 'cause he's been invited to go with my brother a lot

today he came to be told by my husband,,,, because he was the one Koko was invited to come back to Lampung,,,,,,, because,,,,,

with guilt and glassy eyes he recounts the events from the beginning of his home Koko to the events that occurred in the time travel to go home to Lampung ,,,,,,,,,,,, and so on ,,,,,,,,,

hasta started telling stories ,,,,,,,

" in fact, I do not want to go home because I still want to go to therapy again ,,,,

just said mas Koko the room in my place so stinks ,,,,,,

hence Koko who has the initiative to go home ,,,, he deliberately persuaded mama to go home to Lampung ,,,,,,"

cubit was silent for a moment and then resumed the story ,,,,,

"just coming out of the house also the father had shouted in pain,,,, not strong way but the same Koko rich man dragged so ,,,, all the way the father cried ,,,,,,,

until talking mending just die if this ma ma ,,,,,,,

but Koko, Mbak Tuty, mama, the Asih ,,,,,, uh ,,,,,,

stay reckless to bring papa to life, and do not care about the moans and cries of the father,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

I got so sad to my own parents ,,,, that father along the road cry cry cry ,,,,

until the tire breaks everything

but they continued on their way home, so, God is really sad ",

astagfirullah indeed they really do not have a heart ,,,,,,

do they not know the law of karma,,,,, or ,,,,,

I was so moved and moved I heard it

even my husband's men told me so much that crying could not bear the pain of the father at that time ,,,,,,,

koko's harsh treatment and her unconcerned mama make her think why they could do this ,,,

and he was more shocked and unexpected

if I wasn't told,,,,,, I don't even know that you were brought home to life,,,,,,,,, or, you know, you didn't even know that you were brought home to life ,,,,,,

with crying I said

"no cubit I'm not told ,,,,,,,

that afternoon I was planning to see papa ,,,,,

all his drug anthers,,,, but I called diamond if you're already in the anter buoy ,,,,,,,"

Hasta looked surprised

"o Lord, ma'am, I am sure

mother certainly can not bear and cry klo see father mother treated like that I just can not bear Mom my heart is very sad Bu ,,,,,,,, I am so sad ,,,,,,what makes me wonder again mother once she got to her home mas Koko she immediately told Niko ,,,,

niko our home is safe now no longer smells,,,,,,,,, no ,,,,,,,

and I saw mas Koko and Niko laughing laugh ,,,, there ya Bu boy like that ,,,, no fear of quality ,,,"

astagfirullah,,,,,, the,,,,,,

there was pain and pain scratching my heart ,,,,,

I said with all my heart,,,,, I ,,,,,

."just look at you guys ,,,,,,

you will be responsible for what you do,,,,,, you,,,,,,

I don't like the afterlife ,,,,,

I never told you to do anything father,,,,,,, uh,,,,,

I'm willing to make money and pay for all your needs ,,,,

but you took my father away from me after you took him but you didn't take care of him properly,,,,,, instead you forced him home when he needed a doctor to make him treat ,,,,, you know ,,,,,

astagfirullah,,,,,, the,,,,,,

you're all like you're not human,,, papa I'm sorry ,,,"

I cried,,,,, I, I ,,,,,

my sadness is incredible

saki it feels like this heart is ,,,,,,,

this time I really lost papa,,,,, I ,,,,

and I'm sure I can't see papa again,,,,,,,,, I can, uh,,,,,,

ever since then I've been desperate to hope to see you again ,,,,,,,

2 months papa in.lampung I've tried sincerely klo did have to lose papa,,,,,

maybe it's destiny,,, maybe, this is,,,,

I'd have accepted if this was their attempt so that I wouldn't be close to papa anymore ,,,,,

let Allah know better and there will be a reply sooner or later ,,,,,, no, no ,,,,,,,

until one morning I got a call klo papa died,,,,

like lightning during the day I was shocked ,,,

oh, my God,,,,, that's, uh,,,,,,

what I worry about becomes reality ,,,,,,

I'm sure this must have happened,,,,, I ,,,,,

how can you stay,,,,,,, you,,,,,,

the person on the drug also does not ,,,,,

so it's natural that he died ,,,,

father now no one has died meaning what you hope has already been done ,,,,,,,

surely you guys are satisfied you're happy ,,,,,

koko called and said

" our mother will wait until the goddess comes ,,,,, new father in the bury ,,,,",

honestly want maki ,

want to be angry ,

want to be rude but I don't want to be angry or sad ,,,,,,

I keep.hold anger

for papa's sake ,,,,,,

cause I love papa,,,,,, because ,,,,,

holding back my anger I said ,,,,,,

",don't wait for me, don't wait for me, , for sure my husband doesn't want me to go home ,,, in the grave don't have to wait for me , I'm sincerely going ",

I am sure that even if I ask my husband's permission, I will be rejected for some reason,,,,, but what harm I try to fear I try to ask my husband's permission,,,,,,,, but, what wrong I try to do with fear that I try to ask my husband's permission ,,,,,,,

"pah papa died can I go home????",

"you want to see our little family destroyed so go home, so, that's why I will never let you go home,,,, but if you force your way home that means you are ready to bear the risk ,,,,,,",

I'm tight-lipped,,,,,, I,,,,,

I resigned,,,,,,, I,,,,,,

fan I plead with God that if my absence can forgive the sins of my papa,,,,, let me,,,,

I'm sincere,,, I,,

,the important thing is that my father was spared the torment of the grave and was kept away from the torment of the fires of hell ,,,,,

I finally didn't come when papa died,,,,, I, I ,,,,

and I started living my day as usual ,,,,,,,

until finally, sir, welcome again with all his tricks to take my money ,,,,

but strange since my papa died I can know what he will do and say to me ,,,, , , I can tell ,,,,

as if I could read the thoughts of the warden,,,

so that I can know what you're going to say,,,,,, what,,,,,

two months passed and then there was a creepy incident happening at the house of Tajur that night,,,,, ,,,,,, there was,,,, ,,,,,

tonight I'm coming home from the cafeteria at 11pm,,,,,, uh ,,,,

when we entered the house there was no feeling at all ,,,,,,

or look at the strange things ,,,,, or ,,,,,,

but as soon as I want to enter the new room, I want to enter the key to room ,,,,,,

suddenly I was shocked because there was a long tail of black color creeping in through the fentilation that was above my bedroom door,,,,

I was surprised not maen I immediately guessed it must be a snake but because I saw it stay an inch and it was also crawling in I could not confirm it was a big snake or a small snake ,,,,,,, it was ,,,,,,

my husband as soon as I showed the tail it was just that diem was confused ,,,,,

not knowing what to do we and the family just keep looking at the snake until it disappears into room ,,,,,,

all the clothes in the closet I took out but the snake just disappeared ,,,,

that night I really did not dare to sleep in the room

I was afraid that the snake would come out and creep on my body or my head,,,,,,, or ,,,,,,,

almost all night I couldn't sleep because of fear,,,,,,

it lasted two days and two nights during the day I was not afraid because of the sale,,,, so I was not home but as soon as night I went home always imagined the snake again,,,,,, I,,,,

finally my husband invited me to close the canteen so as not to be too stressed,,,,, we and our family are invited to swim ,,,

well come home from swimming I call the submarine and tell the whereabouts of the snake that entered my room ,,,,

beyond suspicion at all, Pak Selamet even said

"the snake was the incarnation of your father's spirit,,,, he became a curious spirit and turned into a snake he came to harm you and your family to die ,,,,",

astagfirullah ,,,,,,,,

I'm surprised amazingly ,,,,,

this sane person doesn't say that

he forgot what I was his son,,,,, he ,,,,

how not to use the feeling,,,, with half a shout I answered the talk of the pack during,,,,,,,,, I said,,,,,,,

"astagfirullah ,,,, the father said what the sir ,,,,, my father's time was a snake ,,,,,,,, father has become a spirit should return to God instead of being a snake sir,,,, especially still hate me ,,,,,,,,,,, sir ,,,,,,it should have been after my father died that my father knew better which of his children really loved him, and he knew better which heart of good is evil, than his children one by one ,,,,,,, ", ", from his son ,,,,,,,, ",

mr. Selamet just silent do not dare to reply to my words

and I also no longer want to hear the answer from Pak selamet because that's why I immediately hang up his phone ,,,,

there is a sense of resentment in the heart ,,,,,,

indeed, since his request I rarely meet the package, the more visible selamet his striped,,,,,,,

long time ago talking about the origin of asalan aja ,,,,,,,

,that night was also a photo of my father I spoke to I really did not act out of logic because I was really desperate and

confused because papa was accused of being a snake so be it ,,,,

I sat at the door of the room and spoke while weeping bitterly in front of the deceased papa's photo ,,,,,,

"papa,,,,, why papa has the same heart as me when I have never been evil with my family let alone the same papa,,, why papa has died also still hate and evil as I ,,,,,,,, why ,,,,,do you not know if I love so dear papa ,,, why can I ask papa is it true papa became a snake ??????and want to harm me and my family as you said, sir ,,?????

if it's really my fault, papa????? but if the talk of Mr. Slamet is wrong please papa prove ,,,,, get a snake charmer let the snake get caught,,,, I beg you to show me if papa is not a snake,,,,,,, I want you to ,,,,,and papa does not want to harm me , son, and husband ,,,, papa origin knows I love very dear papa ,,,, I beg papa I beg ,,,,, _,",

I cried in the middle of the night I was really crying sad I can't accept papa said snake ,,,,,

suddenly remembered the mechanic Jhon ,,,,,

tomorrow I call bang Jhon ,, the,montir who has been close to me ,,,,,

first I offered the iron tent that was there anyway if there was a snake in my house's plapon,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

I also asked you to catch the snake ,,,,,

Thank God he wanted to help find a snake charmer and promised tomorrow morning Come to the house of Tajur ,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

I told him the good news with my husband,,,, my husband was happy to hear his ,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah morning bang Jhon Dateng bring snake charmer Ki cobra name ,,,,,

we chatted for a while while smoking his cigarette he glanced up while saying,,,,,

"ach this ma is still above the bellows go his snake,,,, briefly yes I abort my cigarette first ,,,,",

"this pack is a snake or a wild snake that happens to come or the inhabitants of this house from the past.,,,,",

mr. cobra just smiled,,,,,,, uh ,,,,,

finished smoking he went straight up to the para not long after which he yelled "alawas ya heart,,,,!!!??"

!!!!" PLOKKKK!!!!!"

the sound of sound falling from the top of the snake turned out to be quite large in black and white on his neck,, the snake gushed gush,, like a snake spoon ,,,,,,,,, like a snake ,,,,,

the charmer came down laughing

" this is his disease"

his captured snake was his strange snake it was not fighting at all ,,,,,

"would you like what pack of snakes, , cut ????it's good blood and gallons", though",

"yes I want to eat his meat because it has made my wife cry,,,, two days time do not want to sleep in the room for fear ,,,, kalo need his blood let me drink ,,,,",

",don't papah haram,,,, don't, no,, no, the bile is good ",

the head of the serpent was beheaded hiii,,,,,, fear is also ,,,,

after being cut the snake was taken to the cantin

directly the same head of skin in the grave and

the meat is cut into pieces in fries

really angry papah same snake ,,,,

after the incident I was calm and comfortable which was more calm because my papa proved that he was not a snake and did not want to harm me ,,,,,

,that is what makes me most happy and relieved ,,,,,,,

after that incident, sir, I called and I said the snake was already stuck ,,,

and his meat is eaten equally papa,,,,,

for the same vengeance that snake made me cry two nights,,,, beyond my expectations, it turned out

mr. diving angry and talking outside the basic logic is that I already do not like him I do not respond to his babble and I quickly hang up his phone ,,,,,, I ,,,,

this morning he said that he wanted to Dateng to Bogor usually his room was neat and stayed asleep ,,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,

I don't know why we forgot,,,,,, as soon as he came home to see the room in a mess of rage,,,,,,,,,, as he was,,,,,

when I'm Dateng kantin he doesn't want to find me,,, I'm confused why sir selamet so

I asked IPAH ,,,,,,, I asked ,,,,,,

IPAH also doesn't know ,,,,

as soon as the afternoon he came to the cantines I made coffee with aluminum cups but he was angry

"no I don't copy _"

tumben ,,, I know he's upset so I'm pretending to apologize ,,,,,

"sorry sir, yes, my room was not settled because the child forgot ,, _,",

and I told you about what happened when the snake got caught and then fried his meat

", there should be no snakes should not be killed expelled just as salt must go klo in the kill do not accept ,,,,",

I immediately answered the half-questioning ,,,,,,

", that's Dateng's snake again sir.,???",

mr. Selamet didn't answer that there was a scratch on his face,, I pretended I didn't know ,,,,

after this incident, Pak Selamet often cringe and always feel unnoticed again and I started to suck ,,,

I don't care if he always takes care of money and money,,,,,, he always does ,,,,,

as happened recently I intend to sell the house because this house becomes less comfortable after being entered by a snake I am afraid that there will be another snake that will enter ,,

and since the big snake was found many small snakes that came out there in the bathroom ,

in the kitchen, and in the display cabinet ,,,,, and ,,,,,

often we find small snakes and usually I immediately flush with hot water ,,,,,,

and once I brought the kantin and sir really angry to see my actions ,,,,,, sir ,,,,,

we often have different opinions I once said I wanted to ask my father-in-law to help sell the house,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,

suddenly his face changed not like ,,,,, he said that if he could do that he asked for money to buy opium 10jt,,,,, he said ,,,,

I still believe in 'em,,,,, I ,,,,

finally I give you the remaining 5jt I transfer ,,,,,, I transfer ,,,,,

it turns out that somehow I didn't make the transfer because my father-in-law came and was able to help me get my house sold ,,,,,, ' 'cause ,,,,,

finally I asked my father-in-law for help,,,,,, I said ,,,,,

Thank God ,,,,,

soon my house sold out and finally we made a deal with the one who wants to buy a house ,,,,,

seeing that sir really feels not considered anymore ,,,,, and makes him come home to Java with a long time he said ,,,,, and ,,,,,,

this morning there are Dateng people who want to buy a house I really like,,,,,,,,, he said,,,,,,,

we agreed that the price and money were transferred directly to my account,,,,,, and.,,,,,,

long story short I started looking for a house around the canteen

let it be near the place of business ,,,,,

dear the price is too

high and not in accordance with the condition of the building that looks original aja aja ,,,,,,,

finally my husband and I were looking somewhere else ,,,,,,

I gave up completely with my husband to search because I was desperate ,,,,

almost two weeks papa looking for a house always does not work ,,,,,,,,

always not according to taste

sometimes the condition of the house

or at the price of ,,,,, or ,,,,,,

I finally took my father-in-law's advice ,,,,,,

"if you want to sell a house or buy a house, do not Suroto tell you to sell or look for it, but you yourself ,,,,,, because the house you want to sell and the one you want to find is yours, not Suroto's",

I finally followed my in-laws' advice ,,,,,,,

my prankster is my Black phone subscription to buy HP,,,,,,,,,

who knows in the area of black houses there are those who want to sell houses ,,,,,,

I happen to be close to him,,,,,,,, I, I ,,,,,,,

I'm trying to start calling,,,,,, I ,,,,

at first I was stale airing his tidings ,,,,,

until I finally asked the core of my goal phone ,,,,,,

" black actually I want to ask and ask for help ,,,,,

your area has houses for sale not ,,,,,, which, if Deket Deket your house can also be ,,, ,,,?

I happen to be looking

home is home mom has been sold ,,,,,, trus now who buy already want to nquatin,,,, mom only given 10 days more ,,,

suppose there is a view of the black ,,,,,,, klo there is please info to me yes ,,,,, oh yes I look for the price of 180jt is ,,,",

black sounds like a ,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

"oh that's,,,, that's why my mom's house is already doing well,,,,, there's my mom in front of me she asked for 200 million but she could nego her wealth,,,,,,,,,, she asked ,,,,,,but cars can't get in. Mom just usually likes to be parked in the 'court ,,,,,,,

let's see who knows mom fits ",

" which is really black ,,,,,,,???

I want a,,,,,,,, what ,,,,,,,,????yes, my father's phone already ,,,,,, while we directly look there "

I'm really happy that this is a mate and not too complicated negotiations as it's been ,,,,,,,

I called papa,,,,,, right ,,,,,,

I told you there's a house for sale,,,, in the area of his house black ,,,,,,,, in, in ,,,,,,

papa was very enthusiastic to immediately see the condition of his house ,,,,,,,

we both go on my way black klo phone I've been on ,,,,,,,

black said he couldn't deliver but he showed

the direction of the location of the house until the details ,,,,,,,,,

finally I easily found a house that was meant by black,,,,,,, that, that ,,,,,,,

as soon as I saw the house there was a feeling of disbelief ,,,,,

I checked my back home so amazed I can't believe a house this big is only worth 200million,,,, still another nego,,,,,,,,, that ,,,,,

finally, the key is entered Dateng we are invited to enter the house ,,,, but not into the house we just wait on the terrace because the owner has not come

I immediately asked who has a house ,,,,,,,,,

a lot of neighbors came up to me,,,,,,, uh ,,,,,,,

even many stories about the inhabitants of this house used to be ,,,,

I'm confused just to appreciate that I nod a nod,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

Thank God not long ago that had come ,,,,

tampa basi the owner of the house opened the door ,,,,,,

we start going in,,,,,, we ,,,,,

one room after another we check ,,,,,,

didn't miss her room room's also ,,,,,,

as soon as I get into the room

I like 'em,,,,, I like, right away ,,,,,

the owner of the house immediately open the price of 200jt,,,,,,,, the price,,,,,,,

I told you can nego ,,,,?????

I immediately tasted

"sorry yes mas this house can be less ,,,,,,,

kira klo 180,JT

I'm really looking for a house ,,,,,

if I could pay it off right away,,,,, how ????"

Thank goodness,,,,,,,

he agreed and asked for time to talk to his mama ,,,,,

I agree ,,,,,, I agree ,,,,,,

it just so happened that today I was fasting,,,, because this is not Ramadan,,,,, that is,,,,

and as always every flyer we go back to solo to where my husband is ,,,,,,,,,

even this time we will go home ,,,,,,,

before I go home my husband calls first to the mother who has a house ,,,,,

we ask him directly,,,,, we,,,,,

because his son when we asked did not dare to take yes decision,,,,,,

that's why he gave his mama no,,,,, that's why ,,,,,

as soon as we ask ',,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

he said he had to wait for his sister's other deal by chance they lived in the Netherlands ,,,,,,

so he had to wait for news from the Dutch ,,,,,,

it just so happens that they haven't given any more news,,,,,, yet ,,,,,

he asks us to be patient until Lebaran ,,,,,,

"insha Allah when I have news I call ,,,, please, please sir _",

the last time he spoke on the phone with my husband was ,,,,,

by force we have to wait for ,,,,,,,

finally, the time we go back to the village of papa comes ,,,,,,

we're getting ready to go solo,,,,,, we're getting ready,,,,,,

when I got there I told my father-in-law that my house had been done ,,,,,,,

and I told you that I had to leave my house for ten days,,,,,,, and I said, I had to leave my house for ten days ,,,,,,

"that's why you've got a house again to move ,,,,,,"

ask my man-in-law ,,,,,,

"yes no sir,,,, I just got a proper house,,,,,,,, I, I ,,,,,,

the price is cheap pack 200 JT but in the middle of the city pack ,,,,,

pretty big ,,,,,,, yeah ,,,,,,

his house is also a pack level ,,,,

when I just saw her house at a glance ,,,,,,

I fit right in, sir,,,,, I ,,,,,,

just yeah that's got a house yet don't give me the answer ,,,,,,,",

my father-in-law looks serious listening to me tell a story ,,,,,,

until he finally asked,,,, and,,,,

"you really like ,,, same house ,,,,,, klo kmu really already fit yes the father of prayer first yes easily lase there are instructions ,,,,,,,",

mr. pamit permission to pray ,,,,,

I also have permission to visit my husband's older sister's house,,,,, or, uh ,,,,,,

before he left us in the living room, my father-in-law asked

"oh yeah what's the name that owns that house,,,,,, that's ,,,,,

the one who is believed to sell the house is ,,,,,",

I answered immediately

"lusi's mother, sir, he was trusted to sell the house by his sister, ,, but until now has not given

decision ", the ",

you look nodding a nod at the sign of understanding ,,,,

"yes, I pray first we'll see how good it is if you want to go to your brother's house has been hunted at night",,,,

I finally got ready and

we all greet with the father and then we leave ,,,,,,,

arriving at the bude house we embrace each other to let go of the longing ,,,,,,

before long all the food appeared ,,,,,

we are really served a good meal by bude ,,,,,,

while enjoying dinner we chatted here and there.,,,,, we.,,,,,

tell us about our work during this time ,,,,,,,

while busy joking tibs arrive papa get a phone,,,,,,

at first I just relax,,,,,, I ,,,,,

but so papa said

"ma,,,, from Bu Susi,,,,",

I was immediately surprised ,,,,,

"asalamualaikum mother ,,, my own mother ,,, oh yes mother soon I return may be so until my Bogor and wife face the mother,,,,,, the,,,,

thank you so much mom ,,,,,

aamiin aamiin,, waalaikumsalam mom,,,",

I'm approaching papa ,,,,

and papa told me everything

the one that Miss Lusi said was,,,,,,, that ,,,,,

"Bu Lusi said he was sorry because his son actually gave the wrong price ,,,,,

that's the price 4, years ago ,,,,,

since I already said yes it's okay ,,,,,

but the price is no less ,,,,

200jt,,,,, you're interested when to come I wait ,,,,,,,",

I'm happy to welcome his offer ,,,,,,

my husband spoke to his brother right away if it can't take long ,,,

"make me want to go to the father first yes anyone wants to talk about the father maybe I cepet back to Bogor because this concerns the house ,,,,,,,, "

"oh yes already the klo deck is so no problem that is more important not to be trivial it concerns the future house you know ,,,,,,,"

then we say goodbye to my father's house ,,,,,

when I got home my husband told me

what was Miss Lusi saying,,,,,,

father then told us to go home tomorrow and do not stop by where else ,,,,,,

"mending as soon as possible to go home so that the affair is finished cepet, if not quickly completed later afraid Bu Lusi changed his mind,,,,,, klo can not stop by where ya ,,,,,,,"

said the father at that time,,,, finally tonight I was in order to go home ,,,

and in the morning I was ready to go back to Bogor, and,,

this is out of our habit ,,,, we usually go back to Java at least a week ,

or 10 days,, , ,,,, or ,, ,,,,,

this is the fastest return to Java ,,,,,,,,

all that we did for the house ,,,,

although only 2 days in solo ,,,,,

Thank God my trip back to Bogor was so fun ,,,,,,,,

there's a feeling of impatience until home ,,,,,

and meet Miss Lusi ,,,,,, and ,,,,,

and talk about the problems of home,,,,, and ,,,,,

when I arrived in Bogor I immediately finished the house ,,,,,,,, and rest for a moment

after I feel no longer tired I'm ready to go to Bu Lusi's house,,,, uh ,,,

don't forget I brought by from the solo for Bu Lusi. ,,,

regular quail eggs and sweet emping ,,,,,,,

once there we are graciously received ,,,,,,

looks like Lusi's mom appreciates us so much even though we're little people ,,,,,, we're ,,,,,

the house is far from simple words this house is so luxurious spacious and nice ,,,,

cars line up with a pretty brand that makes goosebumps ,,,,

on the back side of the house there is a swimming pool and fish pond specifically for therapy,,,,,, and ,,,,,

and more to the corner again there is a joglo and a garden as well as a pet cage ,,,,

there were rabbits, Manila birds, various birds chirping there,,,, there was even a pair of blue peacocks,,,,,, there was ,,,,,

I'm amazed at how vast this house is ,,,,,

we are welcome to sit ,,,,

and politely he began to introduce himself ,,,,,

"i'm Miss lusi "

we both smiled and nodded respectfully,,,, and I ventured to start talking ,,,,,,

"my mother is a Goddess and this is my husband who used to live in Column ,,,,, this is ,,,,,

it just so happens that my house I sell and continue to buy already want to occupy his house ,,,, right I have not been able to live ,,,,,,

klo can,,,, I want to continue to take care of the mother's house,,,, if the mother pleases I want to directly solve it ,,,,,",

lusi's mother smiled and nodded in agreement sign ,,,,

" yes I agree ,, sorry yesterday I was late for waiting for news from my sister who is in the Netherlands ,,,,"

",when I say 200they say no less ,,"

"oh yes mom is okay,,, here's her anniversary,, if I seriously want to take care of mom's house ,,,"

then I gave you a 75 million down payment first,,,,, I,,,,

the rest two days after getting her keys ,,,,

because we want to immediately tidy up his house because we want to rush to occupy ,,,,

Tampa allegedly he immediately told the waiter to take the keys to his house ,,,,,

and give his house keys to us ,,,,

"this is the key to his house klo want to be cleaned first easy blessing yes ,,,",

Thank goodness ,,,,,,

so easy is this affair ,,,, not in accordance with the answer waiting for his answer ,,, I think will be alot mediation his ,,,,,,,, I think ,,,,,

god ,,,,,,

it's totally unexpected,,,,, it's ,,,,

suddenly I thought of my father-in-law and I cried,,,,,, you know ,,,,,

Praise be to Allah, the, the,,,,

finally the home problem was solved

it is amazingly sincere his prayer of

my husband's parents arrived until God immediately granted him ,,,,,

I am really grateful even if only in-laws but the father is so good with me and Udah considers me like his own son ,,,,

and I was grateful for the times when I was down and almost desperate

god always helps me,,,,, always, for me,,,,,

thank you very much God,,,, thank you ,,,,