A Tattered Heart
chapter 18's

After that incident my husband and I never came to visit my mother's house again this is all because Koko still lives in my mother's place

though he's already brought his clothes and all his ,,,,,,

but back to the house of mama,,,,,, back ,,,,,

I know for sure it's because the mama who couldn't get Koko to go so she went back again ,,,,,

arrived Niko son of Koko SMS me he apologized for the incident that was not wearing because of his family , I said

",Niko is not wrong even though how Niko tetep nephew but klo sorry papa kmu bude and pakde can not because it is too sick ",

"iya bude Niko ngertiin must be bude heartache ,,, but do not think about it continue ya bude _,",

he said he wanted to talk to me when because he was confused himself

must be how ,,,,

I said my door was always open for him ,,,,

finally I'm out of my family life,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

my husband and I are tired of always accepting injustice from my family ,,,,

since then I have never heard from my family, especially Koko,,,,, or, like,,,,,

I don't care about ',,,,,,, I do ,,,,,,,

until one day I meet Koko's coworker,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

he told me a long story about Koko,,,,, he said,,,,,

he said Koko got in trouble because his wife came to the office

by bringing evidence collected during this ,,,

eventually his problems were dismantled and examined one-on-one,,,,,,,

by presenting witness witnesses ,,,,, or ,,,,,,

it turns out all of his burdensome Koko,,, that's because Koko is now in the spotlight ,,,,,,,, that's why ,,,,,,

I'm surprised also the horror,,, there's a sense of desolation but I can what's all been going on,,,,,,,,, it's ,,,,,,,

"The mother has been horrified yet,,, today koko wants in the court of ,,,,, that's the problem his wife used to have ,,,,, that's ,,,,,denger Denger his ex-wife comes to the office facing the naked and unravels Koko's ugliness from beginning to end ,,,,,,,,,,and now Koko is called equally holy also klo not wrong mother want to see there ,,,,,????",

I smiled and immediately asked ,,,,,,

"kok could om,,,,,,, that his ex-wife is seriously ,,,,,,, that ,,,,,

and must have strong evidence if it reaches the office om.,,,, did not om let it be time,,,????",

"iya mother until kasad was furious because what he had heard so far did not match reality ,,,,,,, because ,,,,,and now once all the evidence entered Koko in the same call her boyfriend holy kept her ex-wife also he said the will be found yes it was finally all uncovered and Koko's ex-wife who won the case his ,,,,, sacred is removed from the job and Koko herself can instantly 3rd warning letter ,,,, with a note if this problem still persists it could be Koko fired or the lightest mutated,,,",

o Allah

I should be sad or happy ,,,,

on the other hand there's a taste of cassian ,,,,

but if she behaves the same way me and her other older sister have feelings of pleasure ,,,,

and grateful he finally got karma too ,,, but anyway he's my brother there's a feeling of not having the heart ,,,,,, , , anyway ,,,,,,

"if you think the Kasian is also yes, but maybe it is in accordance with the actions he has done so far against people he has hurt ,,,,",

",yes, mother,,, actually in the office also koko that much less sreg,,,,,,, actually,,,,,

you see, the people are rada tengil and songong, so rarely does anyone want Deket same he ,,,",

"such behavior if with others is still reasonable but the same brother is also so ,,,, should he be more polite and keep the tongue ,,,but this ma not the same brash brother talking nyakinin, yahh it's hard om ,,,,",

"iya mother how also if the same brother not so much less rich mother sir Suroto will certainly have power if problems like this Mr. Suroto who runs all ,,,,can be his case closed ,,,, but kaya kasad also already know that mas Koko is problematic with mother and Mr. Suroto deh ,,,",

"you can ,,,,"

"the reason is the case until the Bun ride which I am worried that Koko mas klo fired can go crazy because of Bun 'em shame ,,,",

"you don't talk about fear of real events, ', '_,"

because it's noon the former papa's men came home he asked me not to tell who else ,,,, , ', let alone say that he who told you,,,,

a week after Koko's coworker came I was startled by Koko's arrival and the sacred ,,,,

he's both apologizing and crying so I want to solve the problem he's facing,,,,,, that,,,,

while sitting on the floor he asked for help so I could help him,,,,

I see how he is now also kasian

koko's face is dull ,decil , random dress scramble ,,, red eyes ,,,

no different from the sacred state ,,,,,,

but what he's done both already makes me not care.,,,,,,,, that.,,,,,,,,

it's not appropriate for him to treat me and my husband like that but well it's all been,,,,,,,, it's been ,,,,,,

he did not think that I his brother could still understand him but Toto was someone else could not he forgive his behavior ,,,,,,,

koko's behavior is very very demeaning to my husband ,,,,

"ko I've already told you the same ,,,, love I want how your brother JD keeps you evil rich, what,,,,, what,,,,

still no sense of heart klo see his brother suffer,,,,,,????

but klo Toto is someone else you see two with a rich cynical look has not been able to see him ,,,,,, you said it was low in his self-esteem not to mention you berate his wife in front of him emang you think he is not hurt ???not once ko,,, this you've done a lot ,,,,",

holy silence while crying ,,,

then Koko spoke slowly ,,,

"yes mbak gua understand gua tau but you can persuade mas Toto to nolongin cave klo you who say surely mas Toto want to be horrified and nurutin what you said that already so ,,,

moreover, mas Toto is very dear to the same mbak ,,,,,",

hearing the word I said I'd add koko's sludge,,,,,, I ,,,,,

really, this kid doesn't think about how I feel ,,,,,,,

"it's not that easy anyway Toto is also again the service out of town do not know when the completion of the morning had departed usually come home at seven o'clock",

Koko was silent for a moment

" on the phone it could have been that time also just by phone the evidence could have been sorted out ,,,,,,",

"yes I'm talking about, but I don't promise ",

Koko immediately hugged me and kissed my hand,,, in my heart I muttered cunning basics

",i don't know what to say but thank you and I'm so sorry ",

I'm just silent I'm lazy to talk to the same stale model Koko and the holy ,,,,,

holy also bowed crying and apologizing while kissing my hands ,,,,,

I'm not a kasian instead disgusted,,,, the basis of my castor swear in heart ,,,,,,

don't know since my husband cheated on me I've become so hateful that his name is actor ,,,,,,

"excuse me anyway I'm waiting and please help him yes mbak ,,,,,,"

Two days Koko diligently Dateng to the house ,,,,,,

joking with your son,,,, I admit, his stale base is good but my heart is already frozen ,,,, ,,,,

like this afternoon he arrived Come ,,,,,,,

talk about ,,,

his present state of suffering and distress,,,,,,, but all the brethren no one cares anymore ,,,,,,,,,,, , but ,,,,,,,,, klo no mbak Dewi Ama mas Toto gsk no one cares about her ,,,,,,, she ,,,,,

he said he also felt grateful to have the same mother Goddess mas Toto,,,,,,,,

but I just kept quiet and didn't give you the slightest response,,,,,, no ,,,,,,

I.think there's no point ,,,,,,?????

after all I realized that I myself did not help what,,,,,, even I would forbid my husband to help Koko,,,, even if my husband is still interested in helping ,,,,,,?????

moreover, like his my husband is also not interested in petrifying,,, and as if it does not matter,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

I'm really good at ',,,,,, I ,,,,,

I don't know why I'm so funny like this ,,,,,,,

usually any anger I would not have the heart if I saw someone crying in front of me,,,,

"how can you say the same Toto,,,,??? ",A,

" haven't been ko because mas Toto went home directly to sleep,,, the strength of a very tired, so, so I didn't dare to talk",

"well how is dong mbak ,,,,,,!????if this can I get fired ,,, then Ana now Deket very same kadis her ,,,, so often to the office ,,,,, take , help me dong I beg mbak ,,,,????only Mbak Dewi sama mas Suroto who can nolong ,,,,,???",

" insha Allah is the only problem in Toto's mas is very busy,,,,,,,

I think I'm waiting for him to talk first I just said because I don't dare to talk klo he's not relaxed anymore",

",take it please or time mepet ,,, I can be fired mbak ,,,,",

"insha Allah ntar malem I try to say yes "

Koko said she stepped slowly and looked very desperate ,,,,,,

there was such deep confusion and fear ,,,

it's not usually him like this,,,,,, it's ,,,,,,

I went into the honest house and couldn't bear to see him so ,,,,

but I can what if my husband refuses ,,,,,????

after all, Koko is not only once rich gini,,,, he has too often made fatal mistakes ,,,

how about 'em,,,,,,, then ,,,,,,,

I then went inside the house until the phone rang ,,, oh papah

", asalamualaikum pah ,,,,,,,, ????",

"how much better is it ,,,,",

"Thank God reward,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,,

already ,,,, just earlier Koko Dateng want to ask for help to deal with the same holy problem because klo will not runyam",

",hmmmm him again why is it still served si ma ,,,, klo I have not I throw away I've been lucky ,,,,, for a long time how can people klo needed aja ,,,,really it's me who I've had to throw him out,,,, he thinks he's who ,,,,???",

"trus how pah ,,,, honestly klo I the one just saw it can not be very kasian ,,, just do not know klo papah ,,,,",

",i don't care if I don't want 'em ,,,,",

",trus said that to Koko, there's no way I said I want to call ya ya ,,, tomorrow papa phone commander yes ,,,,, let Koko do not be hurt ,because sure Koko would expect very much the same we reward ",

", it's up to mommy klo mama to take care of it myself klo I don't care,,,, it's not my business lg ", it's not my business ",

the final answer is ,,,,

that's a big heartwarming talk,,, that's papa ,,,,,,,,, that's ,,,,,,,

yes, I did obey my father

what's wrong is the cave ,,,,,

the outrageous also adek cave yes let it be ,,,,,

I'm sure tomorrow Koko Dateng is again ,,,,, I'm ,,,,,

Sure enough Koko came again directly I replied semalem want to call already too late maybe today on the phone ,,,

as her Koko was satisfied with the answer I emanated from her face there was happiness ,,,,

",thank you very much ", ma'am ",

he hugged me but it felt so bland because I was so hurt so much ,,,,,

since that day Koko never came again ,,,,

holy also ,,,,,

I never asked 'em, either,, no, no ,,,,

I think it's good that's so hopefully the problem's over,,,,,,, I hope ,,,,,

the events of Koko's arrival are long gone ,,,,,

maybe it's been 5 years,,,,,, it's,,,,,

it's been since my house was in the first place ,,,,,,

because ever since Koko came home I started offering my house

I intend to sell my house ,,,,,,

I want a new atmosphere in my life ,,,,,

I'm tired of always having trouble with my family,,,,,, I ,,,,,

it's about time I made an important decision for the happiness of this little family ,,,,,,

not how long my house has been bidding for ,,,,,,

I decided to look for a contract first after I was able to find a rather large land

I want to build a house the way I want,,,,,, I want to,,,,,

the one I've been craving since,,,,,,, that,,,,,,

seeing the results of my home sales is quite large to realize my desire to have a dream home ,,,,,

finally I contracted at Bogor villa ,,,,,,,

it didn't take long because my house was finally finished and we moved here,,,,,

ever since moving from the barbarian automatically broke up my relationship with my extended family ,,,

I don't know how they all are and I never tried to find ,,,,, I didn't ,,,,

to me they are the past,,,,,, they are ,,,,,,

beautiful morning ,,,,,, ''bout ,,,,,

in the morning I as usual Bagun prepared breakfast for his beloved husband ,,,,,

after my husband left

work I live alone it just so happens aunty can't work today ,,,,,

I'm sitting on the porch of the house ,,,,

the morning air makes me feel comfortable and fresh ,,,,,

the fragrance of my beloved roses in bloom ,,,,,

makes me forget all the problems,,,,,, that ,,,,,,

especially if I'm already in this park ,,,,, uh ,,,,

various flowers I planted there jasmine, jasmine ,

rose, ikan ,

orchids, orchids,

lilies, lilies,

Cambodian Japanese ,

strawberries,

all neatly arranged and beautifully pleasing to the eye ,,,,,,

moreover, many flowers are flowering ,,,,

it's so beautiful,,,,,, it's,,,,

fragrant jasmine and rose smell fragrant ,,,,,,

makes us relax for a moment ,,,,,

beautiful morning,,,,,, a ,,,,,

someone called me,,,,, and.,,,,

"who does aunty feel permission hasn't worked yet ,, oh brother.,,,, what's the dear ,,,, tumben come home a holiday ",",

", yes, if Sunday is quiet mah ,,,, so you can go home adek where there are no ,,,,,"

",oh adek Bagas participate in training for the preparation of registration later ,,adek Vivi there is a class ",

"Alhamdulillah yes mama's son has become everyone,,, not in vain mama fought for the three of us "

I smile and I stay home waiting for them to come home to visit me

just waiting for my husband to come home from work

sometimes remember my long and tiring journey of life ,,,,,

but all is not in vain,,,,, no, but,,,,

She became a special nurse ,

Bagas in pusdiklat polri,

and the youngest brother entered the state code,,,,

Thank God ,,,,,

all JD children live only me and my husband who is at home ,,,,

we're old and my life has always been happy ,,,,,

brother came with my favorite fruit pudding ,,,,

",this ma I brought you the pudding ,,,,

and this is fruit salad,,,,, and ,,,,

delicious ma yogurt lychee taste.

this was just me going straight to the maker's house,,,,, you're eating oh yeah mama already ate ?????,"

",have you had breakfast with your father, , what a coincidence said papa today papa come home quickly,,,,,,",

we both talked and enjoyed the food that my sister had brought

I am happy to see my sister is now more mature and beautiful

"sad if you already have a girlfriend you do not like adek until now every asked to have a boyfriend or not he always goes,,,, yes, mama's children do not want to give mama a grandson ,,,,",

"mama far ma,, the three of us have no intention to stay home unless our life is already established and can make mama papa happy,,,,",

I smiled and said

"honey to see you guys become a happy mama already darling,,, do not bother to divide your money for mama,,,,, make you just yes ",",

my brother smiled and hugged me

we laughed together and joked together before long, and papa came and heard him say hello and came to us, and, well, he did,,,,

"eeeeee papa's son came how do you work ,,,, oh sure you want to tell mom and dad klo brother want to get married huh ,,,,,???? Thank you ",

",uh papa what the hell is ,,, not yet pah pah's mind still smells kencur,,,",,,

",who really loves,,,, you see you're getting older and more beautiful,,,,",

I saw my son's cheeks flushed it turns out my son is still embarrassed I'm more and more affectionate with his ,,,,,

before long Bagas and the youngest came we five laughed together ,,,,

how happy my life is right now ,,,,

the heart that once cracked to pieces is now a piece of gold that sparkles and

riveting ,,,,,

the pieces of heart that always survive in grief and the pieces of heart that stung Seok lead my son to success

too many wounds are left and wounds are covered with thoughts and prayers ,,,

now that wound has dried up the dressing turns into the light of success ,,,,,

the struggle of a "broken heart "

and now I feel the beauty of it ,,,,

thank God you took care of and guarded the broken heart into the most beautiful pieces ,,,

thank God,,,,,, you,,,,,

,No feeling these tears melt ,,,,

these are tears of happiness,,,,,, this is,,,,