A Tattered Heart
chapter 7's

The storm hasn't completely passed ,,,,,,

just step aside for a second ,,,,

we officially want to move the cafeteria to end and forget the wounds and sorrows that exist,,,,

by selling in a new place hopefully get new happiness

but before we occupy it, we must first be free in the new cafeteria,,,,, of course ,,,,,

that's also a constraint considering

we no longer have money for repair costs,,,,, we have ,,,,,

I finally decided to mortgage my car ten million ,,,,,,

make the cost of repairing the canteen and pay off the debt left by the old canteen ,,,, ,,,

I began to venture into speculation and borrowed money into a BNI bank,,,,,,,,,,

it's the first time I've been in debt in my life,,,,,,,, this is,,,,,,,,

liquid money on the 2nd and I started selling 15

what's even more sad is that ten million is just 9,000 leftovers,,,,,,, that's,,,,,,

that's the plan for selling capital, ,, that's ,,,

while crying sitting under the cafeteria table I talked to my employee Ipah

"The ,,,,, this is the ten million living 9000,,,,,, this,,,,,,

if today we don't get money tomorrow we can't sell again ,,,

the soto material lives for today aja you know,,,, the fruits of his fruits also have withered,,,,, the mother confused pah ,,,,,"

"it's easy for me to be able to shop for tomorrow, ma'am ,,,"

said ipah while hugging me ,,,,

it is sad that his taste ,

just started to open a new sheet but there are only obstacles

but I must be ready and steadfast ,,,,,,

I started cooking in preparation for the sale,,,,, I,,,,

what I'm cooking today is the rest of the time trading on new land ,,, 'cause the loan money is just enough to pay off the debt and fix the stalls ',,,,,,, ', ', ' ' 'cause ,,,,,,,

with sadness I began to wait for the buyer ,,,,,,,

Thank goodness,,,,,,,,

today dapet money 190rb ,,,,,,

I was very fond of dawn I was shopping for chicken coincidentally at that time the price of chicken was still 15rb about I bought 1,kg, thighs 2kg chest, buy kikil, buy meat , buy fruits

complete trading again so only a little but dapet all,,, even msh the rest of the dime can make change ,

I'm really grateful for ',,,,,,, I am ,,,,,,

in my spirit of selling again ,,,

and today's revenue is starting to rise

,,,,,,, on the second day I got 300k, money,

on the third day revenue rose another 500k ,

and so on until the daily turnover dapet 1jt ,

and stock trading in the canteen

quite complete even a frezer in the cafeteria that is used to store stock trading began to be full filled ,,,,,,,,

the family economy is starting to stabilize even arguably very well ,,,,,,

I can buy this it's for children's needs even toys and food and fruits that children have never eaten I can buy even though expensive ,,,,,,,,,, I can buy ,,,,,,,,

Thank goodness,,,,,,

my purpose for making my children happy is realized ,,,,,

so whatever the kid asks" I'm gonna do,,,,,,,,,, I'm gonna do it ,,,,,,,,,

I think pity them used to live all the shortcomings ,,,,,,,

even my son Arum died because I didn't have the money to take him to the doctor ,,,,,

in the past, every time I bought rice, I could only afford a liter two liters,,,,,,,, I could, uh,,,,,,,

but now Thank God I can buy a lot of rice ,,,,,,

,more than 5 bags per month

Now a week I can run out of 2 sacks pretty spit out ,,,,,

I should be happy because my material has been fulfilled ,,,,,,,

but this is where the new problem will begin ,,,,,,,,,,

oh yeah before we moved here I was introduced to a paranormal-level smart guy or a shaman,,,,, uh ,,,,

same as the kerosene subscriptions,,,,,,,, the,,,,,

heru and her sister Budi ,

at first I told him about my situation all this time I saw him so seriously wanting to help me ,,,,,,,

he promised to help me and he started telling me

if he has a foster father who can heal the sick because of the practice of black magic ,,,,,,

the father was always in touch with the astral beings,,,,,, that is,,,,,

and always intersect with the so-called witchcraft, ,,,,,,

and sellers make sales,,,,, and ,,,,,

he said he wanted to meet me to make me laugh,,,,,,,,, you know,,,,,,,,

one day adoptive father mas Heru came with mas Heru to do his intention ,,,,,,,,,

I greet her with a very heart of hearts ,,,,

I'm afraid her offence can be long

his business ,,,,,,, his ,,,,,,

long time we talked here and there I finally want to also be crawled ,,,,,,,

"this sampean tambak got a lot of submissions from your ex-husband and your extended family ,",

mr. Selamet continued his remarks

"they send a lot of goods related to the practice of black magic and there are goods that are in the house ,,,,,,,,, there are ,,,,,,,

even there are pocongs that are deliberately installed to disturb your child,,,,,,

it's all on purpose let your household be destroyed and if you can get divorced and you go home lg to Lampung again ,,,,, if you can ,,,,

I can't throw that stuff away but I promise to find an antidote so as not to bother your family again "

his words and he also said that my current situation is not normal so it is rich people dazed,,,,, irritable ,,,,,, and can not control feelings ,,,,,,,,,,,, and ,,,,,,,

,that's all that makes the effort clogged and calamity continue Dateng ,,,,,,,

",klo want me to work first canteen let his economy first road that is important fence is sturdy so can not be attacked again from outside ,,,,, but the conditions ready 3jt money, so it can not be attacked again from outside 3, make meak oil,,,,"

I fell silent and immediately agreed ,,,,,

at that time I didn't think it was important that the economy could improve because my economic situation was getting harder,,,,,,,, that, that,,,,,,

even my children have eaten only salt so no one is eating,,,,, no ,,,,,

this happened when I was selling on new land,,,,

that's why when sir says that I'm willing to ,,,,,, that's what ,,,,,,

I told papa to borrow money first from Heru with a promise after my loan liquid I returned,,,,,,, with,,,,

short story ,,,,,,,,

ever since the cafeteria started to open the package often monitor the state of my canteen at any time ,,,,,,,

he knows exactly how my canteen is,,,,,,, he knows ,,,,,,

but sir during that time still follow Heru

I don't know why after 8 months I sold maybe mid-year

mr. Selamet asked me to find a contract for him,,,,

why don't I

arrived, sir, wanted to come with me

I don't know why ,

why,,,,,,,

until he wanted to get out of Heru's house considering his relationship with Heru quite close ,,,,,,,

in fact I think the truth once klo want to stay Deket canteen can be so can not supervise canteen ,,,,,,,,,

I'm looking for a fee in the back of the cafeteria , ,,,,,,

Alhamdulillah since I opened with the name " CANTEEN DEWI " quite rame and famous ,,,,,,

who buy rich queues queueing sembako ,,,,,

I'm really happy about ',,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

especially since Pak Selamet stayed behind the canteen every 6 am the canteen has started to open and the table table has been arranged neatly ,,,,,

and the canteen has been wiped clean ,,,,,,

later the employees just prepare to cook and it takes place routine every morning,,,,,, and,,,,,

thank God you are,,,,, and ,,,,

from this moment on my life is well-sufficient, and Alhamdulillah the children are happy ,,,,, too ,,,,

every Sunday my son always takes me to the mall,,,,

or to the existing recreation place in Bogor ,,,,,

as long as my happy son is happy, I'm very happy ,,,,,,,

time goes on until I forget my goal of making what ,,,, what ,,,,,

I'm in a slumber with money and work I'm getting busy taking care of myself ,,,,,

until I didn't care about my relationship with my husband, I used to bicker,,,,,, and ,,,,,,

we fuss more often than we do on calm and getting along ,,,,,,

in my mind it's just work and money ,,,,,

my relationship with papah is increasingly tenuous even far from the word harmonic.,,,,,

although our lives are enough, we are not as happy as we used to be ,,,,,,

in my mind the important thing is that every lid of the canteen of money is stacked,,,,,,,,,

it turns out that we often quarrel not because of economic factors not because our lives are short but because of others that I myself do not know or do not want to know ,,,,,,, or ,,,,,,

I'm getting busy at school for kids

and busy with my new friend ,,,,,,

I always shop during the day rarely with employees because I have to take the kids to school first,,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

sometimes if I go to school in the afternoon

just went to kantin ,,,,,

but as soon as the canteen I immediately focused on running my business ,,,,,,,,

sometimes I don't pray if the canteen is crowded ,,,,,,,

I've forgotten what happened when Arum died,,,,,,,

I also forgot how much pain I was suffering when my feet were splashed with hot water ,,,,,,,

I don't care anymore since the canteen is in my hands as long as I rarely pray as well as fasting ,,,,,,,,,

and I'm getting crooked with my husband more and more,,,,, uh,,,,,

even my husband often went and often did not say hello for days with me ,,,,,

now every meeting and start chatting always ends in a fight,,,,,,,

households are far from happy ,,,,,,

finally I started to frequent the balloons and take care of my face but he wanted to take ,,,,

not harmonious but we are proportionate ,,,,,

he's always reliable if I need him ,,,,

but we're not as excited as we used to be ,,,,

yeah how about 'em,,,,, yeah ,,,,

my husband was I thought of as a bodyguard,,,,, I thought ,,,,,

not husband ,,,,, no, not husband ', uh ,,,,,

I don't know what our relationship used to be like ,,,,

I always keep up appearances, I want to look fresh ,,,,,,,

fashionable ,,,,

pokonya's a rich centile of young people ,,,,,,

it's only natural that striped noses steal my attention ,,,,,

especially if the one who came to eat after the magrib many middle-aged men who stopped by my canteen ,,,,,,

but I just smiled and dared not do more ,,,,,

I only dare to see my guest guests from my table not dare to meet them ,,,,,,

whatever my husband's work needs to be taken into account,,,,,,,,, that's,,,,,,,,

I became like this maybe because my employees are all still beautiful girls with a young enough age like a new flower blooming jd pas fragrant and beautiful beautiful ,,,,,, like ,,,,

so I'm getting their style haseuhhhh ,,,,,

I have only 3 first employees, though,

long time continues to grow along with the needs in the canteen ,,,

my son began to live an orderly and attentive life even though I was busy with

I keep going home every day,,,,,,,, I, I ,,,,,,,

sometimes I get to midnight,,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,,

,because the canteen opens at 7 am close at 1 night ,

get home between 2 o'clock or 3 o'clock in the evening ,,,,

later at 7 am the employees leave first and I later around 10 am,,,,,, and ,,,,

and so on ,,,,, the ,,,

my priority is just the kids and the cafeteria,,,,, I ,,,,,

until one day I was shocked to see my husband change,,,,,,,,

it's not usually my husband looks neat ,,,,,

a little sloppy hair straight in shaving ,,,

his clothes are always fragrant,,,,,, he,,,,,

and now pay more attention to her appearance ,,,,,,,

it makes me feel weird ',,,,,,,, uh ,,,,,,,

now every storm must go straight ,,,,,

but I don't give a shit,,,, I think he just won his feelings aja,,,,,,,,, I think, he just won his feelings ,,,,,,,

and I'd rather talk to the 'sammer,,,,,,,, uh ,,,,,,,

if talking to us for hours that makes me

long time so more familiar with the personal selamet sir ,,,,,

mr. Selamet often foretells my future ,,,,,,,,

children, husbands, parents and brothers ,,,,,,

sometimes what he says

not according to his reality ,,,,,

especially lately, Pak Selamet often ask for money ,,,,,,

one day while I was working, I sat down again, sir, came up to me and sat down in front of me, he started talking to me ,,,,,

actually I've been males ngeladenin he must be the tip of his money ,,,,

"take it later until (you) the bigger car change package than this color of your car black mbak ,,,,trus ntar you will go home to a family but do not use this car that uses the item,,,,",

I answer malesan malesan ,,,,,,

"boro boro pak buy a person's car money is always lacking aja his needs,, the feeling of the canteen but the money is not clear yes sir confused me ,,,,",

I started to complain about my current financial condition ,,,,

I noticed that sir often asked for money since his plan to withdraw the gold in my parents' house,,,, he said, there's a lot of gold there if it's taken ,,,,, he said ,,,,,

I'm interested in taking his ,,,,,

moreover, sir selamet always this story really there is ,,,,

from here he began to dare to ask for more money than usual with the reason to buy a tool that will be used to attract gold ,,,,,,,

this is the beginning I began to feel overwhelmed to meet his demand ,,,, a big number you know if you ask for oil money ,,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,

I think sir seems to know what I'm thinking,,,,,,, uh,,,,,,,

a little angry, he spoke

" you know what money will surely change cars,,,, I don't believe my face slap ,,,, I missed,",

I just don't care half 'cause I, uh, I, I ,,,,

I admit that my canteen and my money are a lot but the ones that are used to attract more gold are,,,,,,,, that's, what ,,,,,,

than I used for me and my son ,,,,,,

I'm starting to not be sure I think the talk of sir during that impossion

to make ends meet him for a month I can run out 500k,,,,,

not yet if he asked for a transfer sometimes 3jt,,,,,,,,

sometimes 6jt,,,,

alesan made gold oil ,,,

long time I'm bored ,,, lumayan kedodoran also looking for his money

sometimes males chat Ama pak selamet Because the end of the end asks for money,,,,,,, because ,,,,,,

but from if I chat with the other end of the fight mending chat aja pak selamet,,,,,

let me sometimes know that every end of the conversation is asking for a money transfer and it always happens ,,,,,,,,, and it always happens ,,,,,,,,

the strange thing is klo I said not his money he sulked and went home to kos and did not appear again, and tomorrow you know the fate of returning to Java ,,,,, , tomorrow ,,,,

and usually if he goes home to the Java not long his canteen so much trouble ,,,,,

the same employee is ,,,,,, husband is ,,,,,

but if I had transferred the money to Java, the canteen state would have returned to normal,,,,,,, that is,,,,,,

it's been going on 2nd lately ,,,,, it's ,,,,

but I don't dare to talk,,,,,,, I, you know,,,,,,

moreover, complain because my relationship with my husband is also not in line ,,,,,,,

no fuss I met Alhamdulillah,,,,,,,,, I,,,,,,,

I lived for months in a trance

it is true that the canteen rame is even amazing rame but the results do not look ,,,,,,,,,, but ,,,,,,,

even I started borrowing here and there to fulfill the request of the package if he asked to be sent money ,,,,, to ,,,,

it's weird that I buy my son a lot of good food that he's angry,,,,,, he's, he's,,,,,,

klo Anaku comes on school holidays to the cafeteria he doesn't like ,,,,,,,,,

it makes me even more uncomfortable,,,,,,, this,,,,,,

that's what makes me even less fond of the 'sammer ,,,,,,,

because it starts to bother

life and comfort as well as to my little family part ,,,,,,,,,

so every time there was an incident and change in my husband I never told him about it,,,,,,,,,, I never told him about it,,,,,,,,,

because I know that later he'll be alesan to buy more oil,,,,,,,,,, you know, he'll buy more oil ,,,,,,,,

UUD (the end of the money),,,,,,,,

I'm also sure I can solve my own problems without the help of a sub-pack,,,,,,, or, uh,,,,,,,

one day on my husband's birthday I celebrated at the house of Tajur,,,,,,, I,,,,,

I invited all his office friends and his friends did not forget his former participants fit into a pre-service instructor,,,,,,

each so instructor usually papa stay for up to 2 weeks in the hotel where the pre-service is held ,,,,

actually this is an opportunity for me to cheat because my husband is rarely home because at that time there was often a pre-prisoning almost every month ,,,,,,

and when we met for only a short while at least 10 days at home and he left again that too every meeting never get along always noisily,,,,,,, and he goes ,,,,and I don't care and act like an important fool to come home with money

so klo Pak selamet ask for there is. ,,,,,,

no need to minjem Here.again,,,,,,,,

so boro boro thinks of cheating ,,,,

Weird ,,,,,,

my life has been very strange and confusing,,,,, it's, it's been,,,,,

stacked up trouble is common,,,,,

but I keep going and don't get stuck with the problem itself,,,,,, you know,,,,,

all I follow is as water flows from upstream to downstream,,,,

how else have I intended to make a household with Toto,,, and maintain a package of ,,,,,,, , , 'em ,,,,

I have to walk,,,,,,, I want to, I have to walk ,,,,,,,

although sometimes I get further away from God ,,,,,

yes it was once her birthday she invited her friends and former pre-service participants

they come in groups and it sounds like a lot of ,,,,,,,

I was in the room at the time and it wasn't wrong that I just finished taking a shower ,,,,

I was called papa because of the group of female guests he said former pre-service time participants were outside ,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,

"that's when her mother came out first,??",

call papa while going into room ,,,, I think why the mother who was invited by her participants there was no man,,, but I removed the oddity ,,,,,

I'm trying to be stupid,,,,,, I,,,,,

finally I came out with blue jeans and a black semi shirt I let my hair unravel I smiled welcoming them,,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

mother mother was shocked like there was an oddity in me ,,,,,,,

there was one mother who interrupted

" it is fitting that the father is not interested in us, even in tease ,,, equally we are the father does not flinch turns out his mistress is this beautiful.,,???"

I smiled and was at once shocked,,,,,,,

oh it turns out this is what makes me always fight with my husband ,,,,,,,

and always go whenever I'm mad ,,,,,,,

it turns out that all this time he had been surrounded by low-moral human beings like this ,,,,,,,,

I just realized,,,,,,, I ,,,,,,

suddenly there was disgust

it's running in my blood,,,,,,, it's ,,,,,,,,

between jealousy and disappointment to be one ,,,,,,,,,,

I curse in heart ,,,,,

papah outrageous moment

I'm dead Matian focused on the cafeteria looking for money to meet the request of sir congratulations ,,,,,

but what are you doing spread the charm with mommy ganjen

suddenly I lost all sympathy in my heart ,,,,,,,,

I'm disappointed when I want to ,,,

I've had an affair for a long time because the temptation in the cafeteria was too much,,,,,,,, too,,,,,,

some even go back and forth looking for me ,,,,, every meal never want to take change ,,,,,,,, any ,,,,,,

but I still take care of my husband's feelings even though we make a lot of noise ,,,,,

ever since then I've been venturing out to record my husband's HP ,,,,,,,

the form of my disappointment in his ,,,, can't be left

whereas before.married I had never once opened his HP ,,,,,

as soon as I saw her contact on the phone I was very surprised it turned out that many of my mother's phone numbers were not clear ,,,,,,,

so this is what you've been doing all this time,,,,,, this is ,,,,,

all those years we've been married I just found out that you've always been spreading charm,,,,,,,,, you know,,,,,,,

you think I bought a car

and all the facilities I've given you as a tool so you can attract the attention of that odd woman , , , , , , 'em ,, ,,,

damn it you, ,,, ', uh ,,,

I deserve I always don't like klo you're ready to go to the office,,,,,,,, you know,,,,,

I deserve to be suspicious ,,, and it's been since you were chosen as a pre-service instructor,,,,,,, and it's been,,,,,,

meaning this thorn in the flesh that is in our relationship has been answered already ,,,,,,,

this is the root of his problem ,,,,,,,,

it's worth it every time I get angry you're not advising and calming me but you're even more angry and just walk away ,,,,,,,,

let alone every time you become an instructor,,,,,,,, or,,,,,,,

honestly I'm sorry ,,,,,,,

I'm disappointed ,,,,,,, I'm disappointed ,,,,,,,

it turns out like this is your original behavior,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,,,

it's fitting that your wife used to get hurt and eventually died from your habit of spreading charm,,, my mind went where ,,, where ,,,

I'm sure now maybe you don't dare or have not dared to cheat but klo continuously

I let for sure what I was afraid would happen ,,,,,,,,

I finally cried and lamented my fate ,,,,,,

I so hate that Suroto lost all the admiration that ever existed ,,,,,

one day ,,,,,,, the ,,,,,,,

suppose rabo day there Mak makanjen group eat in the canteen there are about 10 people more ,,,,

he made a pact with papa's men and maybe my husband too.

make a meal together and a meeting or rather a reunion in my canteen,,,,,,, or,,,,,,

before Papa Dateng's men they didn't know this was my husband's canteen

so beautifully they tell the excitement pas prajaban his same instructor at that time but who became an idol for these women is my husband "SUROTO,,",,

the mother who was odd and her makeup was rather glamorous started the story,,

"eh you know that the cave is the same persimmon as the handsome Mr. Suroto, quilt and cool that you know,eee the Rita even made to hold his stomach which is again pregnant with Mr. Suroto also ,

there's another that Dina instead said my father wanted to maen playing fox klo father hugged me from behind ,,

,ih teselah tau when I was from the morning to hold his hand and ask him to smile with me ,,,,,, to ,,,,

haven't been delivered yet ,,,,,,

I'm so sprained Ama they're both ,,,

mumpung tu man does not exist today cave would be satisfied satisfied ngerayu the father of gratitude"JD lover pujaan heart ,,,,;;;",

while putting his hands on his chest ,,,

then Mak Mak laughed and followed with the others ,,,

trus sounds like something is wrong

"hey hey can't you think what kind of persimmon cave ?????from yesterday the cave waiting for a rich opportunity gini ,,, which for sure I do not live inem ",

said the other mother ,,,,,

"you guys are ,, you guys think I'm not ,, we're competing healthy yes who won it dapet ,,,",

and sound is heard

agreed!!!!,,,

accompanied by another laugh ,,,,,

I was confused if I had to talk about whether my employees were all staring at me with various flavors ,,,,,

I smiled casually,,,, suddenly the song that I played was,,, spontaneously they screamed

",Wihhhhh so sweet really want to be embraced in pak Suroto,,,,,",

and followed by a flirtatious laugh ,,,,,

employees are getting stifled behind various hateful expressions out of their mouths ,,,,,,

not long papa Dateng's men,,,,

he nodded his face greeting sign, I motioned for him to be silent,,,,, I said ,,,,,

and don't say anything about me ,,,,,

their chatter added to make my ears more red papa's men become misbehavior ,,,,

oh my God I'm jealous ,,,,,

Finally the one waiting for my husband came straight into the cafeteria and pulled my hand to be introduced to Mak Mak just now ,,,,

I didn't want to hate and be disgusted by their behavior and disappointed in my husband ,,,,,

I see my husband as holding back anger rather than me noisily in the cafeteria even in front of a lowly human being I succumb to,,,,,, I ,,,,,

I'm following my husband's request to meet them,,,,,,, to,,,,,,

with half I had to tidy up my makeup and hair I came out ,,,

I introduced myself as Suroto's mistress,,,,

the guy he you wanted to know was,,,,,,,,, that ,,,,,,,

they were amazingly surprised to see Mak Mak who was flattering my husband just downcast and pretended to be busy playing hp,,,,,

he seems to be misbehaving and occasionally looks at each other with his friends,,,,,, and sometimes ,,,,,,

the atmosphere suddenly became quiet and they spoke so they did not connect that ,,,,,

I just smiled and let them continue the chat ,,,,

but I'm sure for sure

it's uncomfortable ,,,

sure not long I'm in they say goodbye ,,,,

very polite the way he said ,,,,

I'm so amused myself very good ,,,,

I won withholding anger, thank God,,,,,

it's so hard to forget about,,,,,, it's, it's ,,,,,,

After the incident it was automatic affection and awe with papa missing ,,,,,

my anger is not without reason, I tell it all with papa and I see he is silent without a word out of his mouth ,,,,, _

,"for a long time I was just guessing, Tampa had a reason why but now it's clear why I don't like papa being a pre-service instructor even for whatever reason,, anyway,,I want my household to be like it used to be before we were like this.,,,",,

but still if I forbid papa to join as an instructor still do not accept and instead blame the woman ,,,,,

"mama is strange not understand very ,,, which is wrong not papa but they who told them so ,,,, and origin mama know her honor is also quite , after all papa many klo acquaintances someday surely we need them ,,,!!!"

,I immediately answered sharply ,,,,

"money, how much money did you get???? who is bigger ????me or you????, you 2 weeks and 2 million me a day klo rame 2 million that dilute the reward every day ????, you said many acquaintances??this is the one called acquaintance ?????acquaintances with such a lowly moral woman like to disturb people's husbands,,,,,????what acquaintance is gebetan???, which is there klo you continue to be the end instructor you cheat later ,,,,, not the pokonya I can't not like ,,,!!!!???",

I'm firm, papa looks very unhappy ,,,,

",you're not grateful, , , who wants to participate in the position, 'cause I can ,,,!!?? "

even if I can't,,,,,,, I can,,,,,,

but it was time for the pre-service he left ,,,,

let the storm let the desperate brat leave ,,,,

though the rumor that I heard from temen and papa men ,

he said papa was also less like to hirun because he said hirun like to change the rules with a certain person if the woman is the wife of the official, or the woman is beautiful, genit and interesting lah ,

but the rule of the tetep applies to participants whom he does not like ,,,,,,,

usually every generation there are two or one person who fills into his or her ganhenan that is,,,,, that is ,,,,

and

papah according to my vision felt like it was rivaled by the popularity of hirun ,,,,,,

until the end of his schedule made changes so as not to clash,,,,,,

but it's time for the United Nations in the last two days papa joined and they both race to race each other's charm ,,,,

every pre-employment is always so and the voice of discordant voices starts to come to my ears and I start to really uncomfortable ,,,,,,,, I ,,,,,

I promise you this is when I stop no matter how ,,,,,

I wish there was a miracle that could make papa not an instructor again ,,,

,I am fed up with this situation ,,,,,

am I not jealous blind or afraid of losing him ?????? ,,,,,,

to this day I still feel compelled to marry her ,,,,,,

just I don't want this marriage to fail lg ,,,,

I want to keep my face with this marriage until it fails, again ,,,,,,,,,, 'til it fails ,,,,,,,,

means I'm not a good woman dong time 2, married times twice failed ,,,,

I have to stop all this but how do I ,,,,,

I did not tell you about the pack after it has been lazy me since the last 3 years began to look sensible bulusnya ,,,

,

ask for money continue to make this klo not in love angrily mending asking for money at least 4 JT, 4 ,

up to 9 million ,

never even got to 10 jt,,,

with the reason for the oil

",take me need oil for his gold ntar klo dapet all for mbak Dewi I ma will not ask just help me ,,",

I had to give you,,,,,,,, I had to ,,,,,,,

even though it could be sprains,,,,,

once one day I sprained a really new boughtin hp reason it's broken, in buyin again alesan it's gone, for a long time I don't believe ,,,,,,, it's ,,,,,

the feeling of the canteen rame but every want to pay people confused I should nyimpen first ,,,,

which makes me to the cover a little bit starts to unravel ,,,,,,,

he said he had never eaten rice since he had wanted to pull this gold ,,,

alesan can not eat rice even though every morning he asked for money 5000silver to ipah and the money he said he wanted to spread to lure buyers

though what I heard the money was to buy rice Padang ,,, even ipah story if he had ever been talked to his rice man,,,,,,

lately I've started to suspect that don't pack the clothes that messed up my household,,,,,, no, no ,,,,,,

because he wants me to ask him for help and his tip ends asking for money ,,,

and I promised I wouldn't eat him again ,,,,,,

Thank God Tampa help me get help from God ,,,,,,,

unexpected person no 2 in place of papa work came his name sir AB ,,,,,,,

mr. AB maen came here because there is a problem that must be asked to papah as usual I participate nimbrung ,,,,

and chat mr. AB start a chat ,,,,,

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'klo not wrong father is the same as the instructor right ,,,, begini hirun hit case you know sir,,,,,,,, you know ,,,,,he said he was involved with the same pre-service participants whose name was Ratih he was a teacher of Klo High School not wrong,, that is, he said until his household jolted ganjing and denger denger hirun asked for a divorce from his wife ,,,,,,,, he said ,,,,,,

which is so this problem has become the attention of his superiors even he wants to be pulled from this office back to his place of origin ,, so it's not in bandages again here ",,

my husband and I were surprised wahhhh got the stone he ,,,,

thank goodness God finally began to open this veil slowly,,,

look Papa's face looks happy maybe because it has no more rivals ,,,

I can read his face ,,,,

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since that time there was papa or no papa pak AB often maen kecantin ,,,,,,

I started to confide a bit more with him ,,,,,

my insecurities and my dislike of being a pre-service instructor,,,,,, I ,,,,,

"pak can not I beg you can not be involved again to be a pre-service instructor sir, I fear that the incident will happen with my husband also sir,"

mr. AB nodded as if he was thinking by chance he was an important person also in the discussion ,,,,

and fortunately my closeness is not only with AB sir but I also happen to be Deket other papa men ,

it's because I have a CV, and they need SPJ

want to not want every end of the month always come to the canteen asking for a stamp ,,,,,

Thank God there are about 8 parts that ask SPJ to the canteen Dewi ,,,,

can add to my income ,,,,,, can ,,,,,

that night Mr. AB came again, as usual I made his favorite food and drink,,,,

"Bu if this month his Sprint has entered the financial section so it can not be canceled maybe starting next month I promise Mr. Suroto not involved again ,,,",

said Mr. AB finished eating his favorite SOP ribs ,,,,

"Alhamdulillah sir thank you very much sir I was very pleased with him once again thank you",

unthinkable happiness in my heart ,,,,,

Thank God eventually problem one has finished ,,,,,

it's just a matter of a package,,,,,, a problem ,,,,,

indeed severing the link is better than connecting the bond that is really broken here and there ,,,,,,,,

I smiled with relief that this marriage would be better than yesterday,,,,,,,,,,

I'm tired of these days I always bicker and always misunderstand

after we both talked honestly

it turns out that papa is silent jealous of me

I was also silently jealous of him,,,,,, I was,,,,,,

we are both ashamed to be honest

and try to avoid and

diverting our feelings in the wrong way ,,,,,,,,

hopefully in the future there will be no more misunderstandings ,,,,,,,,,,,