THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 2 RIRIN AND ADI WERE MADE

After a month they got to know each other, they finally got married.

They are both very happy, because this is the time we have been waiting for.

We were together on Sunday 29-03-2020.

Thank God our relationship is lasting even though Adi likes to make sebel and sometimes Adi to my chuekin.

"He was busy."

As busy as you are at least giving me news.

"For I do not worry about your situation."

Ever since we both became Adi turned into cuek, which at first Adi always gave news to me.

Sometimes Adi also likes to disappear without telling me.

It's been two days that Adi hasn't video-called me,"Why do I think Adi is avoiding me?"

Last night Adi did not video call, and he said there was a friend of Adi playing in his place.

"Is Adi ashamed to have a boyfriend like me?"

Because I am not as beautiful as other women who can keep their appearance to stay beautiful.

Tonight I wait for Adi video call, turns out Adi is not video call anymore and he said tonight Adi is sleepy.

I started to get suspicious of Adi.

"Did Adi have another woman?"

While saying in my heart, I am not beautiful like other women who always keep their appearance.

Now Adi is increasingly indifferent to me, and Adi has also changed not like the beginning of knowing first.In the early days of knowing Adi, Adi was always attentive with me and always gave news every time.

Adi will not let me wait for news from him, and Adi is always patient in dealing with my nature like this.

But now Adi has changed if I am angry with Adi, Ati also follow angry back to me.

I know Adi first, He always relented and apologized even though not necessarily the wrong Adi.

Adi also always understood me and always kept my feelings, but that was before I became my girlfriend.

Adi is now turned into a rare time with me Adi is also now rarely video call.

"Does Adi have any other women besides me?"

More beautiful than me and more beautiful than me.

If Adi is not a video call I am always over thinking of Adi.

I am self-conscious, I am ugly, fat and always bothering Adi.

I'm sorry if I'm not as pretty as the other women you've always seen out there, I'm sorry if I was too selfish and I never knew you.

I accept your job, but you should know I need your attention.

I know how you in 1 week get a 15-serving order, I'm also happy if you get sustenance.

I also feel sorry for Adi, every time I close the shop, he has to deliver the order with his friend.

The journey from the stall to the home of its customers is quite far, It takes 30 minutes to get to the home of its customers.Adi until the stall is late at around 23.30 wib.

After reaching the Adi stall directly my video call it seems Adi is very tired and sleepy.

Tumben Adi last night was very spoiled, ask me to sleep until the morning and my phone is lowbat.

Finally I turned off the video call and immediately charge my phone, because at 08.00 wib in the morning use bangkan for online school.

Adi is now completely indifferent and now Adi helps her older brother sell fried rice as well.

Now Adi can not accompany me to sleep again, I am very sad.

I always support Adi even if it's a sacrifice of time .Now that Adi had no time for me anymore, I was really very sad at the time.

Last night Adi told me.

"If tonight's not a video call."

I said, "why not a video call?"

Adi replied, "because I have to clean up the fried rice stall."

I kept forcing Adi to video call, and Adi said you slept first gapapa,

I said, "I'll wait for you to finish."

We both had a fight, but the two of us shortly afterwards, we got better and finally Adi video-called me.