THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCES THE SELF

One day I met a guy on social media, and finally I ventured to get acquainted with that guy.

"Who's your name?"

He replied, "Uciha Obito."

And I don't think that's his real name.

"Whose name are you?"He asked me back.

I replied,"Andyny Princess."

Finally we both exchanged phone numbers, which is where uciha Obito said that his name is not Uchiha Obito but Adi.

How shocked I am.

"Why are you using a pseudonym?"

He replied, "It's my pseudonym."

"Yes it's okay

"What are you?"

He replied, "I'm a big man."

"Where do you live?"

He replied, "I live in Bekasi."

Because I work in the area cikarang bekasi.

In 2011 Adi worked at PT.Excel Industry but only 5 months, his work as a supervisor of other employees, and,but Adi is not comfortable at his current job and Adi is a lazy person.Adi is not nice to employees who have just entered work at PT.Excel Industry for 1 week and his job is to supervise other employees.And Adi finally resigned from work.

In 2012 Adi worked at PT. mitsuba Indonesia but only 10 months, At work as a check on goods that have just come.But if there are bad and damaged goods, but if there are bad and damaged goods, Adi is always blamed by his superiors and finally Adi fired from his job.

After Adi was fired from his job, he willingly work odd jobs, in order to connect life and to eat everyday.Adi never worked as; college building, workshop, etc,maintain aqua gallon refill shops and others in order to meet their needs.

In 2014 Adi and her older brother decided to open their own business, selling duck rice and grilled chicken.

Alhamdulillah duck rice stall and his grilled chicken rame buyers.Until in 2018 his older brother opened a fried rice stall but shortly afterwards, his fried rice stall closed again because it was quiet and little fan.

Finally Adi and his older brother focused back on selling in his duck and roasted chicken stalls.But his older brother in 2021 this fried rice stall is reopened and thank God duck stalls, ducks,grilled chicken, and fried rice rame the buyer.

I said, "I'm a surabaya."

"Where are you?"

I replied, "I live in Sidoarjo

I went to school in Sidoarjo.

"How old are you?"

He replied, "I'm 25 years old."

"How old are you?"He asked me back.

I said, "I'm 18 years old."

After I found out things about both of us.

Adi has flaws in him that are; Shy, Jealous, And Liar.

Likewise with me, I also have shortcomings in me that are; Egoist, Sloppy, Easy to Anxious, Pessimist And Obsessive.

Adi was afraid to express his feelings to me.Adi was not honest with his own feelings.

Finally Adi ventured to express his feelings to me, but I consider it as a seduction.Adi did not give up just like that.

Adi also expressed his feelings the second time, but I refused him.Because I am still doubtful and only know Adi in three days.

Adi did not give up so easily and Adi finally expressed her feelings the third time through a poem. That's where I started to baper and melt my heart, because his poetry touched my heart so much.

Adi has been doing poetry for me for a few days.

"Adi is a man who never gave up," even though I have rejected him several times because I was still very loving and hopeful with my ex.

He will not be able to hope anymore and for sure, he has got my replacement who is much better and prettier than me.

There I started to think why I didn't give Adi a chance, which was still in my mind.

But I am still hesitant and embarrassed to be honest that I also like Adi, they are both dishonest with their own feelings.

The two of them were finally honest with their own feelings and ventured to express their own feelings.