THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
THE FUTILE NOVEL OF THE LDR STRUGGLE
TABLE OF CONTENTS
PRELIMINARIES
CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCES THE SELF
CHAPTER 2 FINALLY ADI AND RIRIN ARE MADE
CHAPTER 3 THE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 4 TURNS OUT ADI ALREADY HAS A WIFE
CHAPTER 5 AWAITS ADI'S ARRIVAL DURING EID AL-FITR DAY IN 2022
CHAPTER 6 EID AL-FITR DAY ALSO ARRIVED
CHAPTER 7 THE RETURN OF THE FORMER IN MY LIFE
CHAPTER 8 TURNED OUT THAT MANY SUPPORTED ME WITH PRIDE
CHAPTER 9 I DO NOT HAVE THE HEART TO BREAK WITH ADI
CHAPTER 10 I BALIKAN WITH ANGGA BUT I STILL SURVIVE WITH ADI
CHAPTER 11 I WAS CONFUSED AS TO WHO TO CHOOSE
CHAPTER 12 I HAD TO HAVE LOST-CONTACT WITH AN ANGGA
CHAPTER 13 ANGGA SHOULD FOCUS ON HIS JOB APPLICATION
CHAPTER 14 ANGGA WILL PREPARE MONEY TO PROPOSE TO ME
CHAPTER 15 IN THE END THEY ALL SUPPORTED ME WITH ADI
CHAPTER 16 I BROKE OFF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH ANGGA AND BALIKAN AGAIN WITH ADI
CHAPTER 17 THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 18 ADI IS A BIG LIAR
CHAPTER 19 HAVING YOU IS JUST MY OWN THINKING
CHAPTER 20 I MISS THE OLD ADI
CHAPTER 22 I STILL LOVE AND LOVE ADI EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE
CHAPTER 23 SEEKS TO BE SINCERE WITH WHAT HAPPENED TO ME
CHAPTER 24 IF I REMEMBER ADI THERE IS A SENSE OF DISAPPOINTMENT AND SADNESS IN MY HEART
CHAPTER 25 I STILL OFTEN STALKING SOCIAL MEDIA ADI
CHAPTER 26 I STILL HAVEN'T MOVED ON FROM ADI
CHAPTER 27 LEAVES VERY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES AND IS HARD TO FORGET
CHAPTER 28 I STILL EXPECT ADI TO COME BACK WITH ME AGAIN
CHAPTER 29 I AM STILL UNABLE TO MAKE PEACE WITH MY PAST
CHAPTER 30 I WILL HEAL MY WOUNDS AND TRAUMAS BY MYSELF WITHOUT INVOLVING NEW PEOPLE
CHAPTER 31 YESTERDAY I WAS JUST FAD TO DOWNLOAD MICHAT AGAIN
CHAPTER 32 ADI SENT A MESSAGE VIA MICHAT
CHAPTER 33 COMMUNICATING BACK WITH ADI
CHAPTER 34 TRAUMA THAT CAUSES A HEART INJURY TO BREAK DOWN
CHAPTER 35 IS FORCED TO OPEN THE HEART BACK TO THE WRONG PERSON
CHAPTER 36 IN THE END I FELT TRAUMATIZED AND DISAPPOINTED FOR THE ETERNITY OF THE TIME
CHAPTER 37 BUT IN REALITY I KEEP MY HEART OPEN TO PEOPLE WHO ARE NEW TO THE WORLD
CHAPTER 38 NOW I AM REALLY AFRAID TO OPEN MY HEART AGAIN
CHAPTER 39 NOW I AM FOCUSED ON PURSUING MY IDEALS AND MAKING MYSELF HAPPY
CHAPTER 40 ADI RETURNS AGAIN WITH HIS WIFE AND SON
CHAPTER 41 NOW I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT ADI IS HAPPY WITH HIS WIFE AND SON
