THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 16 I BROKE OFF THE RELATIONSHIP WITH ANGGA AND BALIKAN AGAIN WITH ADI

I've found the right time to talk to Angga, and I'll cut ties with Angga at that time. On time my anniversary and Angga to four years and five months, on Wednesday 23-03-22.After severing the relationship with Angga, why did I end up breaking the relationship I felt sad and cry for only a moment, he said,different if I break up with Adi I must be very sad even to cry for days.I will try to invite back Adi, on Tuesday, 29-03-22,right on the date of my anniversary and Adi to 2 years over 6 months.

I am very happy, because I will soon break up from Angga, automatically I will be released from Angga.Finally the time that is waiting for arrived, it is time I cut off the relationship with Angga.I try to contact Angga, Angga,by sending a message and calling Angga, Angga finally picked up my phone.After a long time did not send a message and call Angga, I actually miss the same Angga and afraid to tell Angga, he said,if I want to break up from Angga.But how else I have to directly talk to Angga, "If I'm already uncomfortable with your attitude."After breaking up from Angga, Angga apologized to me that all this time his attitude was like that, and made me feel uncomfortable with him.

Today I am very happy, because I have completely broken up from Angga, and will never communicate with Angga back.Finally I was also separated from Angga, after I broke up from Angga, he said,I feel sad but only for a moment.Different if breaking up with Adi, I could be upset and sad for one Week, he said,do not know why it feels if breaking up with Adi is not willing.I am now thinking about how to invite Adi back with me.Hopefully Adi still want to reciprocate with me, actually I am still embarrassed and inferior, in fact,to invite back Adi.I am still confused how to take back Adi, what I get to the point, "that I still love Adi".Hopefully Adi still want to buy it with me.I have guessed Adi, if Adi does not want to reciprocate with me again, I have to,in fact, Adi still wants to accept me as I am and still loves me very much.It turns out my guess has been wrong with Adi, as a result I returned with Adi, and I returned with Adi,I am very happy that I finally reciprocated with Adi.Alhamdulillah Adi still want to accept me as I am, I promise that I will not waste Adi a second time, Adi said,I will keep this relationship until we are united in a legitimate bond.I am very grateful, I did not think it turned out Adi was still very hopeful to me and Adi always prayed, he said,so that Adi can be reciprocated with me.I also so I always pray that I can be reciprocated with Adi again.Alhamdulillah our prayers both granted by Allah swt, swt,finally we both reunited is running a long distance love or LDR.I revert again with Adi on Tuesday, dated 29-03-2022.I am very happy, because I can reciprocate with Adi, this is the moment I have been waiting for is the moment opposite to Adi.Alhamdulillah after waiting a very long time, finally fruitful as well, he said,after we had a long friendship.. May my relationship and Adi be more lasting may Adi as soon as possible propose to me and marry me.Hopefully Adi keep her promise to come to my house and bring her family to my house, I hope,now Adi is struggling to find money to be able to propose to me, here I can only help pray that the sale is always rame buyer and the sale is always running out, here I can only help you pray,besides I pray the sale is always rame buyers I also pray that Adi is given health and soon recover from his illness.Hopefully my prayer is granted by Allah swt, swt,and hopefully Adi will actually propose to me, and hopefully Adi is not like Angga who is a big liar.Say Angga will propose to me, but as long as I wait for Angga for four years and five months,no results and no happy news from Angga.Malah Angga no news at all, during the relationship with me, Angga never sent a message and never called me.

Hopefully as long as with Adi, Adi can be patient to face my nature like this.Jima I have a problem I always confide in Adi.Adi is a good listener if I vent, Jima,Adi always love the solution and love the spirit when I'm down.Hopefully Adi will soon propose me as soon as possible, and marry me

Adi next year plans to apply for me in January, Sunday, and 29-01-2023.I pray that it will be smooth until my happy day then, Ati will propose to me and Adi will marry me in March on heart Wednesday, dated 29-03-2023.

Finally what I have been waiting for has arrived, thank God my wait is not in vain, I wait for Adi one year to produce results.Adi today brings good news, I will give you good news,that Adi will come to my house and bring his family to propose to me.I am very happy, because this is the day that is waiting for, I have been waiting for the arrival of Adi and his family.Alhamdulillah Adi family received me well,even Adi's mother already considers me like her own child.

Hopefully Adi is always patient in dealing with my nature like this, I am afraid that Adi can not wait to face my nature like this,surely Adi will ilfil and leave me alone.Hopefully my guess is wrong against Adi.

Not perkas my wedding is only two weeks away, seselahan, bridal dress, makeup and make up already in the message.Day wait for the wedding only, the tent and others are already on rent ,including catering already in the message.Not perkasa stay another week, the preparation is almost ready all, all,just wait for the day and the date.Seserkah for the wedding alone is ready to stay brought by the groom.Front of the house I have been in the decor and in the layout of the chair for seating and tables for guests my invitation and Adi.Sisa in three days, the invitation has also been distributed in my neighbors, relatives, and friends and friends and relatives Adi.Hopefully our wedding event both went smoothly and successfully, he said,moreover, the time of the kabul hijab, as well as our invitees came to our happy event.

The day we were waiting for arrived as well, thank God our wedding went smoothly and successfully.As per the expectations of both of us.Our invited guests are also satisfied and happy,because the dishes that we have served are delicious.We are both still confused after the wedding want to stay where, between in Sidoarjo or back again in Bekasi.We both still have not had time to think about where to stay, if back to Bekasi, then we will not be able to stay,surely Adi will come back with his older brother to sell duck rice and roasted chicken.

But we both want to stay in Sidoarjo and open a business, duck rice, ducks,roast chicken and I will open a business selling snacks market and continue to make a novel.So I can help to meet the needs of both of our households later.