THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 22 I STILL LOVE AND LOVE ADI EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT TOGETHER

In the moments I just broke up with Adi, I really still love and love Adi even though it is not with me anymore,I had to let Adi go and come back with his Son and his wife.I have to completely forget Adi, Even though I still do not want Adi to go. In the early days I just broke up with my sister, my days felt very hard for me to pass, usually Adi always cheered me in the moments I was down and sad. At night Usually Adi accompany me to sleep and now no, I have to go through the night with tears, I did not expect that my brother would leave me and choose to be with his son and his wife.

I had to get used to it without a sister because I realized that Adi had chosen to live together with his wife and son, now I am alone and live with memories that still vividly remember my mind and heart. Now I really still can not move on with Adi, Because Adi treats me well, if we quarrel surely Adi Always Defeated and apologized even though not necessarily Adi wrong.

Every night I always remember Adi and every night I have to cry, because I really lost Adi, but how else would this be the path taken Adi.The path taken by Adi is broken up, and,and run each life, it is not likely to have been a week without Adi.When I have not been used without Adi, but I try to look okay and accustomed without Adi.Time continues to run, but I try to look good and get used to it,after a very difficult night for me, because I had to go through the night with crying and difficulty sleeping.Every night before going to bed I remember Adi, but on the other hand I must be able to forget Adi, Adi,if you remember Adi there must be a sense of disappointment in my heart.

Until now I still love and love Adi, even though I and Adi have lost contact for four months,time goes on but I still can't move on with Adi.Entah why it feels so hard to erase my feelings for Adi, meanwhile I and Adi have been broken up for five months ago,and obviously Adi has disappointed me with the way Adi came back with his wife and son.

Time continues to run until it is not felt that it has been seven months that I and Adi broke up, but still can not move on from Adi, but still not be able to move on from Adi,I don't know why if I try to do Adi.Malah so to remember Adi continues throughout the day and I wonder with myself, not forgetting even always to remember with Adi.

Until now I still really can not forget with Adi, want to forget about Adi, once,but what is my power to always remember back.When I want to really forget Adi.Tah I really have run out of ways, so that I can forget Adi.