THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR

THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 25 I STILL OFTEN STALKING SOCIAL MEDIA ADI


After the two of us broke up, I still often stalked social media Adi.Such as,"WhatsApp, Instagram facebook and tiktok.I still monitor Adi's activities secretly,through tiktok and WhatsApp.But I feel very deep disappointment to Adi, because Adi did not keep his promise to me.I also still often stalking monitor WhatsApp and tiktok Adi, to make sure Adi is fine, he said,and I monitor Adi online on WhatsApp or not


One day I idly monitor Instagram and tiktok her.Adi made a story of the streets with his son, his son,I feel hurt and disappointed to see Adi close to his son.Other acquisitions I am also happy even though Adi is not close to his wife, his no Adi with his son, he said,means Adi is very fond of his child.And do not let his child feel the lack of affection from a father like me, because the role of a father for a daughter is important and influential with his life.


I still often stalk Adi social media, even though I have broken up with Adi, I have been stalking Adi social media for about six months since breaking up from Adi,I still don't want Adi to leave, and I feel like I lost Adi in my life


I've heard words like this, "enjoy his pain and disappointment that you'll get used to without him."And it made me get used to it without Adi, this way I remember that Adi once made me sick and disappointed, he said,it turns out that this way can make me little by little start to be able to forget Adi even though it can not be completely.


Day after day changed until it did not feel like I and Adi broke up for eight months, from then on I was stalking Adi social media again.Starting from WhatsApp, Facebook, Facebook,Instagram or tiktok.Namun Adi has never made a story again on WhatsApp, tiktok and Instagram.


Why do I always want to know the state of Adi and Adi's activities now, even if I see Adi for now,can make me remember about Adi and make me disappointed.I was stalking social media Adi has long since break up with Adi, Adi,I still want to know that Adi is fine even without me What I have to let Adi happy with his wife and child, he said,if I am still stalking social media Adi.Perhaps if you always monitor Adi through social media Adi, it will make me will be long for the process of moving on from Adi, Adi,but I am confused about what to stop for social media stalking Adi.And worrying about Adi's situation now, I should no longer have to worry about Adi, he said,because Adi has paid attention to Adi.Since now Adi has his wife, he has,who takes care of Adi when sick and encourages and supports and he is always promised by his wife for Adi.Agar sale is always rame and Adi is always given health and protected by God everywhere Adi.