THE FUTILE STRUGGLE OF THE LDR
CHAPTER 8 TURNED OUT THAT MANY SUPPORTED ME WITH PRIDE

After I told about Angga, that Angga approached me again, and suddenly everyone supported me with Angga.

Like my friends and family my friends support me back with Angga, my neighbors and mbak support me with Angga.Adi my girlfriend also supports me with Angga.

You just walk once with Angga, let's know what kind of nature, finally I obey what my mbak said.

My niece initially supported me with Adi, suddenly my niece supported me with Angga as well.

I was confused why everyone suddenly supported me with Angga, because Angga my ex and his house was close to me, so everyone supported me with Angga.

It turns out that the nature of Angga has changed, Angga was a child who can appreciate women, but now Angga is a child who forgets how to appreciate women.

Angga is a temperamental child, temperamental is a child who sometimes likes to play violence.I fear that Angga is angry with me suddenly Angga hit me.

Angga also seems to have a volatile emotion, sometimes Angga likes to get angry is not clear.

The first time Angga played to my house, I was a bit afraid of Angga, because I was afraid of Angga.

Angga first came here, Angga invited to play and joke, with dani and vina.

Angga also if to the house I always bring cake for my nephew, Angga also never night bought me somay, but I do not know that Angga will come to my house.

Angga time to my house at night, at that time of night my house was a mess all.Shirt, bag and others were messy on the chair.

But fortunately Angga immediately went home, because Angga had family affairs and Angga happened to come out again in order to get his family photocopy of family cards and resident identification cards.

If Angga gives certainty to me and invites back with me, maybe I will keep this feeling for Angga.But Angga does not give certainty to me, he said,it is not my fault if I open my heart to others.

As long as Angga was still in the cottage, I always dreamed about Angga, I also had a dream that Angga proposed to me and married Angga.

During Angga in the cottage I sometimes have a hunch that Angga is not okay in his cottage

I also often pray about Angga, but that was before I knew Adi.I sometimes also think what is the answer to my prayer so far.

But why did Angga come at the wrong time, when I was trying to forget Angga, because I already have a girlfriend who can accept me as I am.

I pray about Angga, I want to meet and return with Angga, turns out Angga came when I already have a girlfriend.

Angga came to my life, only to damage my relationship with Adi, I also broke up with Adi because of Angga.

Why yes if every time break up with Adi it feels very sad and sorry if breaking up with Adi.

But every time the break up must be only one day and tomorrow or night turn again.Every time the break up I must speak in my heart, "this may be the best way for me and Adi".

I always pray for Adi, if Adi breaks up with me, may Adi get a woman who can accept Adi as she is.

May Adi get a woman who is much better than me, and who can understand Adi's condition when he is busy with his work.

But every time I break up with Adi I try to forget it, but I can't because I've really loved and loved Adi