Can I borrow your womb?
May I Borrow Your Grace 7

From a distance, it looks like Adzam is walking.

There was a sense of pain in my chest seeing it like that. Soon he will share his time for breakfast with me.

" Dear Assalamu'alaikum.." Sweepings.

" Waalaikumsalam mas." I'm still continuing my plant watering activity .

" Many withered yes who.." Mas Adzam helped me remove the already dry leaves.

" Yes, same as you who have yes." I said.

" The one who has still seger, maybe this is a result that has a lot of thoughts yes."

Mas Adzam's guess is right, lately my mind is in a mess.

" Which.the water spills over into the ground." Mas Adzam swiftly took the kingpin (crop sprinkler container) that I held.

O Allah. I have been daydreaming. I sat in the chair, massaging my forehead, breathing deeply. What's wrong with me?

Mas Adzam approached me.

" why? You sick?" He holds my forehead.

" I don't papa mas, just the same mother's thoughts."

Last night I thought of my mom.

" This is the first time my mom has been so disappointed with me. This was the first time my mom was angry with me. Mas, I'm asking you for your opinion, is my plan wrong?" I looked into his eyes, asking for his opinion.

" I don't know if I'm confused too." Adzam threw away his face, unwilling to look at me.

" We leave it to God. So last night what was Hanum's decision?"

" I asked for a week to think. " Answer.

Ting.ting... Ting...

a typical sound from a chicken porridge seller.

I called him and handed him two empty bowls.

After paying for the porridge, I went inside and put it on the dining table.

Adzam was getting dressed to go to work.

While waiting for the Adzam mas, I made a warm sweet tea

Every morning he must drink a glass of warm sweet tea that is not too sweet.

I fiddled with my phone while waiting for Adzam.

The door of the room opened, Mas Adzam came out with neat clothes.

" Such a handsome mas..!"

" Yes dong. if the mas is not handsome you will not want to love.." He pulled my chin after sitting next to me.

We ate together, "It's good to eat early in the morning."

I choked on a cough. "drink that!" mas Adzam offered a glass of water

" Sabu what the hell is mas?" I asked while wiping my mouth.

" The breakfast of porridge.." He smiled with his white teeth.

" Oh, Kirain's drugs." Answer's short.

We finally finished eating. Mas Adzam was getting ready, I took Adzam's briefcase.

" Just work, okay at home..!" His message.

I nodded, hugging him tightly. Mas Adzam kissed my forehead.

" Be careful, my mom!"

He also passed away leaving me.

I waved my hand until it disappeared from my sight.

I also immediately took home. I plan to visit my mom today.

I started by sweeping the house, washing dishes and washing clothes.

Huft..!

Finally ready for this job. I rushed to take a shower and dress up.

My black toad pants are combined with a floral shirt and a matching hijab.

Don't forget I locked the door.

I took out the matic motor from the garage.

The motor of Adzam era college was still good. The bike is full of memories of both of us.

The motorbike that often takes us for a walk, sometimes already rained and overheated.

And I miss those days.

My mom and my house are just different. Mama's in complex A and I'm in complex C.

About ten minutes later I arrived at my mother's house.

I knocked on my mom's door, but no one opened. I pulled out my mother's spare key.

The door is open, but the atmosphere of the house is quiet.

" Sir..." Call me half yelling.

I walked towards the kitchen but nil, I didn't find mama.

Then I went to my mom's room, and I knocked on the door.

Like there's a voice, "Ma." call me.

" Login!" There was a message from inside my mother's room.

I pushed the door, I saw my mom in the blanket.

" Mama's sick?" I approached my mother and held her forehead a bit warm.

" Mama's just not feeling well. His head is dizzy." Mama's words are weak.

" Mama uda eat?" My toot.

" Uda used chicken porridge in buyin Ririn."

" Ma, sorry Afi ya. because Afi mama is sick. Mama must have thought the same plan Afi ya..." There is a feeling of regret because it has burdened the mind of mama in her old age.

" I'm sorry you didn't understand my mom's feelings. Now all mama resigned to you, hopefully your choices and your plans are good for all of us and do not make you stay away from this family. My mother rubbed my hands gently.

The kindness of my mother-in-law is unmatched.

" So when are you going to meet Hanum?"

" Maybe another week ma, because Hanum needs time to think about all this" I replied.

I came out of my mom's room and started to get better, if you're sick this house must look dirty. Because all the work at home is mama mergerjain. while Ririn is still busy in college.

I cleaned my mother's house, and washed the dirty clothes that were piled up in the bathroom.

It didn't take long to do this job, because from childhood I was used to doing all this.

I forgot to cook for lunch. I saw in the fridge some chicken and some vegetables.

I cooked the whole family's favorite vegetable soup and patched the chicken.

Huft was finally ready as well. Time to relax.

Don't forget I told my beloved that I was at her mother's house.

I glanced at the wall clock, it was twelve o'clock. It's lunch time, I'll take some rice and bring you to your room.

" Afi bribe ya ma." bargained me.

Mom got up and sat on the bed.

" Eat well, ma, let it heal quickly."

" Thank you for watching my mom."

" Yes my dear mother.."

I gave the medicine to my mother. Mama's back to rest.

Next I want to eat, my middle village has rebelled.

I sat at the dinner table enjoying my lunch until I was surprised that someone had entered the kitchen.

" Don't daydream when you're eating mbak."

Suddenly Raka was sitting in front of me with a plate filled with rice and side dishes.

" Who's daydreaming?" Means back.

" Sir, I came in surprise." Answer's short.

" So you know." I'm gouging my lips.

" It's ugly that it's mbak."

He was mopping while feeding the rice to his mouth.

" Let's, uda does the good." I mockingly stick out my tongue.

He didn't say anything, but he seemed to enjoy his lunch.

I've finished eating, don't forget to wash the dishes from my food earlier.

I was about to step forward but stopped because of Raka's call

" Sir, can I have a chat for a minute? " the door.

I turned my body, astonished. What to talk about. We have not spoken so far.