Can I borrow your womb?
May I Borrow Your Grace 19

I stood in front of the mirror. Is my face getting old? Or mas Adzam who is in the second pubescent land?

I don't know if this makes my head woozy.

The bell at home rang many times. I walked to the front to open the door.

Huh! what's he coming for again?

Former mas Adzam, has he not moved on. I who opened the door changed my mind. I also don't want to meet a woman who likes to flirt with people's husbands. Women of the past mas Adzam. Why else would he be taking care of this house?

I hid under the window. After a long time, the woman finally left.

I can breathe a little. Almighty God tests my patience. There is a bit of boredom in my life. How not to get bored, after finishing berberes house, I just sleep and relax.

I saw the clock on the wall already showed at five o'clock, it should be this time Amal had gone home.at least eight o'clock late. That is if there is a sudden meeting.

I have no intention of cooking anything today. Until now, my mind was tired, probably due to the marriage of Hanum and Adzam.

****

The night began to move, the clock on the wall had shown almost ten. Only the sleeping lights in the room I turned on.

I pulled a blanket over my body. My tears are not dripping anymore, maybe it is dry because I cry too often.

What surprised me was waking up in the morning. Adzam was right next to me. His hands are wrapped around my stomach. Things he hadn't done in a long time. What happened to my Adzam? I turned towards him. I rubbed his face gently to make Adzam wake up.

" Am Adzam, what time do you come home? why don't you wake Afi?" my many.

" Pity you are so good. You have a duplicate key." Answer Adzam again.

He kissed my lips gently.Even his lust was so tempestuous. This morning we were involved in a husband and wife relationship.

Adzam is back to what he was.

" Which, get ready, after the paperwork is done, we will go to Paris" said Mas Adzam at the time.

I who was surprised to hear the words of Adzam finally sat in bed.

" Are you serious, sir?" I asked again to confirm the Amal's words.

" You don't believe it?" Amal asked me back.

" With Hanum?" ask again.

Mas Adzam shook his head, "it's just the two of us."

I embraced Mas Adzam, O Allah, thank you for hearing all the prayers that I pray every day. My Adzam has returned to what it used to be.

I'm preparing my vacation gear. Starting from warm clothes for me and Mas Adzam.

Don't forget to say goodbye to Hanum. There was a jealous look on his face.

Tomorrow morning we leave. The lingerie I ordered has arrived. I tried when Mas Adzam had left for work.

I saw my look in front of the mirror. My long, black hair I tried at the booth. Ah, it turns out I'm still teasing my words in my heart.

I secretly went shopping by myself. Today I want to buy 12 pieces of Lingerie. Sometimes I want to please Adzam.

I went into a lingerie store. Accidentally my eyes caught a figure I knew. That woman?

I followed him secretly. Her voice? I am no stranger to his voice. I saw he was done shopping by accident I saw that face, Hanum?

After making sure that Hanum had actually left this store, I also started to choose the favorite mini-dress of men.

I will make sure you remain satisfied with me my inner self in heart.

I picked up twelve pieces of lingerie with a wide selection of colors and models. Then I brought it to the cashier's desk.

The cashier smiled at my many groceries. Fortunately I wear a mask, so my face is not as recognizable.

I took the groceries out of the store.

I no longer stop by anywhere, my goal is to go straight home and wash all the lingerie I buy to be free from germs.

****

Until home I immediately wash and dry it in a hidden place so that it is not visible to people also not visible to the mas Adzam.

This afternoon I was relaxing enjoying a plate of satay padang. Lately my appetite has increased. All the food passing by made my saliva drip. While being engrossed in enjoying, suddenly Adzam mas car entered our yard.

Amal got out of the car, he said his greetings and kissed my head and forehead.

" Eat what?" adzam did not come in, he sat beside me.

" Want satay padang? if you want me to order the mumpung not far from the seller's brother." said I again.

" Want one." replied Mas Adzam again.

I went into the house to get a plate and immediately ordered satay padang for Adzam mas.

After waiting in line with some of my neighbors, I was finally able to go home with a plate of satay padang for Adzam mas.

On the table is already available a large glass of cold sweet iced tea, "make your own?"

" Yes Yang, shame ngerepotin you continue." said mas Adzam while eating satay paddang in front of him.

Our afternoon felt so beautiful. Things; which we have not done for a long time, we slowly repeat.

*****

The night had arrived, Mas Adzam was casually watching television in the living room.

Alu just finished the shower. I picked up one lingerie I bought this afternoon.Maroon color became my choice this time. I saw my look in the mirror, long hair that was still wet in my booth. I forgot to put perfume on my body.

I am still confused how to get out of the room and meet Mas Adzam who is still relaxed in front of the television. I don't care about my appearance with clothes lacking material. I was still twirling my body in front of the mirror to make sure that I was pretty enough to appear in front of Adzam. When he was pecking himself in front of a mirror, suddenly the door of the room was opened by Mas Adzam.

Spontaneously I ran to hide behind the bedroom door. Mas Adzam pushed the door, he must have been surprised because the door could not be pushed completely.

I covered my face with both palms.

" One.two..three.." I count in my heart.

Adzam went into the room. He caught me hiding behind the door.

" Why hide behind the door?" Adzam then closed the door.

Now he was astonished to look at me who appeared like this in front of him.

What reaction did Adzam see the appearance of Afi huh? leave a trace in the comment column yes...