Can I borrow your womb?
May I Borrow Your Womb 14

I entered my room followed by Mas Adzam.

I took something for Adzam.

" What is this?" ask mas Adzam wonder.

" Open up!" my orders.

Adzam's eyes were round, shocked to open the envelope I gave him.

" A holiday to Bali?" muttered.

" Yes, for you and Hanum, mas..."

" Just mas and Hanum?" Ask wonder.

" Yes." I answered briefly.

" And then you? How can you give a vacation to Bali to others, while you yourself have never been there. Isn't that your dream? Both of us dream, Fi?" Mas Adzam's face looked flushed with anger.

" Hey see me, mas? One by one your dreams will come true. Your dream vacation to Bali has been realized, soon your dream to have children will also be realized? Then why are you mad at me?"I stared at Adzam.

" I want to go with you.. I want to go through this happiness with you.. You have accompanied me from zero, from me who has nothing."

" Don't even think about my feelings, I'm not perfect. I don't deserve to be happy." I held back the crying.

" Go on your honeymoon with Hanum. Now Hanum is your wife too. Be happy, my mother..." Saying ashen.

Adzam took me into his arms. We cry at the same time. Even our clothes were wet with our tears.

" I'm sorry about that..." Mas Adzam.

After feeling somewhat calm, I began to take care of clothes and equipment belonging to Mas Adzam.

" It's ready..." I shouted cheerfully.

Adzam just stared at me.

" Happy happy mas.." I said softly.

He walked over to me. Hugged me and kissed my lips softly.

I returned a kiss to Adzam.

For a moment we were involved with a hot kiss.

Adzam's kiss is getting wild to the trunk of my neck. Making my nafs more buoyant.

I don't know who started until this afternoon we had an intimate relationship. Whereas outside people are waiting for us, especially Hanum.

We were in the room for almost an hour. Now we are sprawled like fish that are not exposed to water. Do not ask for clothes and this room has been scattered like a broken ship. Adzam and I woke up, we cleared ourselves of the new husband and wife fight we went through.

Adzam has been very neat. The suitcase with clothes is ready.

" I'll miss you for sure." whispered Mas Adzam in my ear.

" Blessed, I will miss you too" I said to the blue.

" Take good care of yourself. Don't forget to lock the door, if you don't dare to sleep at home at home mama." mas Adzam message.

I'm nodding. Again, adzam's mas******my lips.

I opened the room. We went out of the room together. I approached Hanum, "Please get ready, today you will go to Bali." I said while handing over the anplop to Hanum.

" sthat mean?"

Hanum doesn't seem to understand the meaning of my words.

" Read!" my orders.

Hanum opened the envelope and read, "Honeymoon to Bali?" He looked at me meaningfully. Requesting explanation.

" Is this serious?" ask again

I nodded my head.

Suddenly he hugged me tightly.

" There is no meaning for a wife mas Adzam and the future mother of our children later" I replied softly

" Hurry to pack, will be left behind by the plane" I said.

Hanum immediately went into the room to pack all his equipment. While we waited in the middle room.

" Num, hurry! departure in two hours. There's a traffic jam on the street." I said half-screaming."

" Yes Fi for a moment." cried Hanum from inside the room.

Before long, Hanum finally appeared.

Her looks are so stunning, I'm fascinated. No less to be with my inner Adzam mas.

We all drove the newlyweds to the door.

Mas Adzam and Hanum greet the other mama and family.

Now Mas Adzam arrived to shake hands with me, "Good at home and don't forget the door lock. If there's anything, call me right away..!" adzam's message to me

Mas Adzam and Hanum boarded the car with Raka to the airport. We all wave at the departure of the two of them.

Now the figure of the bar bride has disappeared and from our view. We went inside the house.

Mama and the family of Adzam resumed their interrupted conversation.

Now I contemplate the passing of Mas Adzam and Hanum.

Adzam and I had planned if one day you could go to Bali. In fact, I sent them both on their honeymoon.

Soon Adzam will feel the paradise of the world with another woman. Is Adzam happy?

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Mas Adzam's family has bailed home, including mother and sisters.

Mama had asked me to stay a few days at home, but I refused under the pretext of wanting to stay home.

I started cleaning the house, starting with washing dishes, sweeping the house and cleaning up my messy room, the rest of the instant love between me and Mas Adzam.

I looked at our wedding photo hanging on the wall. Photo with a million fondest memories between me and mas Adzam. The water is already the corner of my eye.

Trings...

One message came in. Mas Adzam's name is displayed on the screen, ( Yang. mas will board the plane, hp will turn it off. When we get to the kabari ya.)

I screamed as hard as I wished the tightness of the pliers stuck in the chest was gone.

I wailed alone. I think I'm going to go crazy soon. The crying that I had been holding all this time I finally let out.

I have been crying for hours, but my tears have not stopped. Do not ask this room is no longer shaped. I don't know who to vent my annoyance at. Because the most guilty is me, I dig a hole in my household life until I too must be splashed in the hole. I created the tempest in my household, I created hell in my household. If I feel hurt it is also for my own actions.

trings...

The message from Mas Adzam came in again, (which I have arrived.)

I turned off the phone, threw it in the closet. I just want to be calm, mindless with Adzam and Hanum.

Soon they will...

O Allah, I cannot accept the fact that soon Adzam will touch another woman, even more than that.

Soon, Adzam will have sex with Hanum.

" Aa.." my screams got stuck.

There are wounds that do not bleed but are very painful.

The night began to come, the clock on the wall already showed ten o'clock at night. And since this afternoon I have not left this room. My eyes felt heavy, I turned to face the mirror. My appearance is no longer out of order. My eyes were swollen from crying too long for Adzam and Hanum.

Maybe now Adzam and Hanum are enjoying their first night.

This is a night I will never forget. Even the ones in my mind right now are the happy faces of the two of them enjoying the loving sweat.

I left this house dark without turning on a single lamp, only the dim room lights I turned on.