Can I borrow your womb?
May I Borrow Your Grace 27

We did the Ultrasound, said Dr. Rayhan, my fetus is still healthy. I just had too much thought. Finally on the advice of Dr. Rayhan I had to undergo a bed rest for one week. Without refuting, Adzam agreed to the advice of Dr. Rayhan. Mas Adzam immediately contacted his mother and sisters.

After Doctor Rayhan left, Mas Adzam approached me, "What is your mind Fi? It's not that we've agreed that between Mas and Hanum there's no relationship." Mas Adzam.

I did not respond to Adzam's words, I cast my eyes off, my sense of faith has not recovered for you.

As long as we were both in the hospital room, I just kept quiet. Likewise with

mas Adzam's.

****

Mama came over with a face full of panic, "What's up? Why go to the hospital?"

I did not respond to my mother's words, my heart was tired. Only tears answered my mother's question.

Mas Adzam also did not give an explanation to mama. He just cupped his hands on his face. I don't know what he was thinking.

When the nurse came into my room, my mother asked me about my situation.

" Afi's mom has to bed rest huh buk? It seems a little stressful." Nurse to mom.

Mama closed her mouth, there was shock on her face.

And this is our first night in the hospital.

The clock on the wall already showed ten o'clock in the evening. Mom was like a tired man. Finished performing the prayer isya mama immediately fell asleep. Mas Adzam is still playing with his phone.

" I'm sorry Afi ya, ma." I murmured inwardly.

I shouldn't have troubled my mother in her old age.

Unable to fall asleep, I ended up playing on my phone. Explore the Mayan world, ranging from blue logos, green logos, tok tok tok accounts and reddish pink logos.

Even I'm still watching them on live clothes. I even ordered three sets of negligee.

" Fi, haven't slept?" Ask Mas Adzam from across my bed.

I just shook my head, I still felt bad to see Adzam.

" Sleep, rest! Let's recover quickly." Mas Adzam approached me and now sat on the edge of the bed. He took my phone and put it on the table.

He took my hand, "Good, not many thoughts. For the sake of our hearts." Say it again Adzam.

I looked into Adzam's eyes, trying to find the truth. Does he really love me as much as he used to? But basically I can't answer my own questions.

I changed my position, turned my back to Mas Adzam.

I closed my eyes, but did not fall asleep.

Adzam covered my body with a blanket. He rose from the lip of the bed I was in.

I still pretended to be asleep until the sound of a cell phone mas Adzam. This evening? Who's calling? Of importance? I sharpened my hearing.

" Tomorrow morning you go to work." Mas Adzam said slowly, even his voice was like a whisper.

Suddenly my heart was engulfed in the burning flames of jealousy. I looked at Adzam, he looked surprised to see me who had not slept. He immediately turned off his phone.

He lay down near his mother, and then a soft snoring sounded which meant that Adzam was asleep.

****

Mas Adzam was standing next to me, "Yang, I want to go home. You're the same mom?"

" Yes, yeah." I put a faint smile on Adzam.

" Later if it's been done work, mas directly come here." Mas Adzam started collecting dirty clothes that he wanted to take home.

" Please in the laundry just dress up." I asked Adzam for help.

He just nodded and kissed my forehead and left me.

*****

Adzam Pov

I don't understand the destiny I have to live with, it's too complicated.

Why after I share happiness, share love, share a blanket with another woman, then God love sustenance for me and Afi.

There was a sense of surprise, confusion, and pleasure that fused on me when I heard that Afi was pregnant. I bow down with gratitude as well. She was about 12 weeks pregnant.

He did not experience nausea and vomiting. His appetite is increasing.

The fatal thing I did was that when we gave thanks at home, Afi caught me and Hanum in a room in our private room. Hanum who only uses a half-body towel and leaves his shoulders and thighs open, makes me as a man to be tempted to just taste the rancor of Hanum's lips and also smell the scent of Hanum.

Hanum is good at teasing me.

Immediately Afi entered our private room. He was stunned to see me and Hanum. Though if you think there is nothing wrong because Hanum is also my legal wife.

Since that incident Afi was like a depressed person. He wasn't ready to see me and Hanum making out. I was terrified when I found that his clothes were already soaked with blood. He is also sometimes like a madman, a moment already crying, a moment already laughing. There was a feeling of guilt raining down on my heart.

I immediately informed my mother about Afi's depression. I was also the target of mama's nagging with the Afi incident.

Finally, with the consent of Mama and Afi, I will divorce Hanum. Although it feels heavy to take off Hanum.

And this morning was the lowest point of Afi, she was bleeding profusely, her screams early in the morning made me rise from the bedroom.

I quickly brought the Afi to the hospital. Afi needs a doctor's treatment.

Now he is lying in the hospital. Fortunately our fetus can still be saved. It takes a lot of struggle to have a baby.

This morning I had to go to work because there was a sudden meeting.I don't want to have to ask permission from Afi to leave him.

But this morning made me worry again, Hanum asked me to come to his house. And I can't resist her charm. Hanum is indeed teasing. Now I've made an appointment to see Hanum after work.

I didn't want to lead the meeting this morning. Besides thinking about Afi, I also thought about Hanum. There is a sense of longing because it has been a few days not met.

The meeting is over, the clock on the wall shows twelve o'clock in the afternoon. Time off. I asked permission to go home early. My plan this afternoon was to meet Hanum, miss his cooking.

I drove my sports car towards Hanum's house, I've arrived in front of his house.

Hanum was on the porch of the house, long black hair swaying in the wind. A sweet smile was on his face. I approached him, he greeted me. Shamelessly by the neighbors he hugged me tightly, "Lost!" Spoiled talk.

" Same baby." I brought him into the house.