Your silence is killing me
EP.48 Explanation

After a few hours of rest, Lyra returned to her duties. He is embarrassed to ask for his senior's help, and apologizes to Kenzo for his boredom.

"Sorry prof. Lately I rarely eat on time. This will not happen again" said Lyra.

"I see, from now on I will remind you to eat or take you to eat as punishment" Kenzo said.

"To eat doesn't sound like punishment but surveillance" Lyra said.

"If you think I don't mind, what's your condition?" ask Kenzo.

"I'm fine after taking the medicine and taking a break" Lyra said.

"Good." said Kenzo.

"Then now change me to work, prof just rest" said Lyra then left.

"OK." reply Kenzo.

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No time goes fast, and morning comes. The doctor who replaced the night shift has arrived and is preparing. Lyra came home after her work hours were up. Either too tired or what, Lyra forgets James who also fell asleep in her car. Lyra just came home in her car after saying goodbye to Santi and Dion.

Once at home, Lyra also chose to rest because her body and heart were very tired. He broke down and fell asleep without remembering James was still in the hospital parking lot waiting for him.

While James, he wakes up when Ben contacts him with an office problem.

"Hallo, what's up, Ben?" ask James.

"Sir, where are you?" ask Ben.

"I'm still in the hospital parking lot.What's up?" reply James.

"I'm looking for you at home, but you haven't come home yet.How come Miss Lyra is now home and you're still in the hospital?" ben asked confused because James said he was going to pick up Lyra.

"What?? what time is Ben?" ask James.

"It's 9am, sir, and the lady is home from 8am." Ben replied.

"Akh. why am I abandoned.." grumbled James.

"You just go back to the office, and I'm going to the office" James said.

"Alright sir. But you have to check the files I left in the workspace" Ben said.

Then James disconnected his phone and headed to his house. He thought Lyra was so angry and upset at him that she just came home knowing she was waiting for him last night.

Even James has not eaten anything since night, clothes were still wearing office clothes yesterday. But she had not thought about it, which was in her mind how to convince Lyra of her feelings, considering that Lyra said yesterday that she did not love her very much.

James drove his car in the crowd. I got home an hour later. She ran to her room to see Lyra and talk to her. As soon as the door opened, James saw Lyra lying on the bed. His pale and lethargic face made him even more guilty.

James flung his body beside Lyra and hugged her tightly. Just a month of their relationship like a husband and wife in general but problems come and make him not know what to ask for forgiveness to Lyra.

The tired Lyra felt nothing and woke up with a hand around her waist. It was like a dream, but last night his heart was broken. But now he's waking up as usual and the hand that hugged him as soon as it's been a month.

"Is this a dream?" lyra murmur.

Then wake up and see the clock has shown at 12 noon. And he let go of James' hand and turned his head while pinching his cheek. But it's all real, but last night they almost had a fight if Lyra didn't hold back.

Lyra also rose because her emotions rose again to see her sinless husband embrace her even though Lyra had not forgiven him. James pulls Lyra's hand and returns in her arms. Not the warm reply received James, it was the fierce resistance he received. Lyra locked her hands to break away, after Lyra locked James' neck.

His anger came out when he saw James as if he had no guilt this morning sleeping beside him.

"Lyra, what are you doing?" ask James.

"Changling you is a cheating husband." said Lyra.

"I'm not cheating, let go.." James asked as he tried to break free.

"Lyra. I can die. let go.." said James.

"Better you die.. !" lyra said emotion then released her after seeing James' face flushed red from lack of oxygen.

"Argghhh. Never touch me or sleep next to me because I have not forgiven you." threatened Lyra and went to the bathroom to cool her anger.

She wants to leave James and ask for a divorce. But there are many things that he must consider, especially the health of Robert's grandfather, and the heart of Vina's mother who loves him so much. Not to mention he has not heard the true story of James' version. And Lyra doesn't want to act stupid until it's all clear.

Long enough Lyra soaked her head dizzy by the problems caused James. After being satisfied he went out and saw James was neat because there was another bathroom in his private room.

"You're done..?" ask James.

"Yes, and now I'm hungry." said Lyra, leaving her downstairs to make some food.

She was asked to sit down because the waiter had cooked her food. Lyra also according because now her mind is in chaos. But anyway Lyra must keep eating so that her health is not disturbed.

James went down and ate with him. However, Lyra is still silent a thousand languages. After eating, Lyra invited him to talk in their room.

"Tell me. What's your explanation" said Lyra.

"I was framed by Bella" said James.

"That means a month ago when you disappeared, was it?" ask Lyra.

"You're right" said James.

Lyra's heart was like a sliver, when she had accepted James why the wound she got instead of happiness. Lyra took a deep breath and asked a few things.

"Then, what will happen?" ask Lyra.

"I'm going to force Bella to do a DNA test when she's got enough" James said.

"That's risky.. So you don't think it's your son?" ask Lyra.

"Yes, I hope so." said James.

"Hopefully?? hhh.huh, if that's your son divorce me." said Lyra.

"Can't..!" james said firmly.

"Then you want to marry Bella and make me have a stepdaughter who's hostile towards me?" ask Lyra.

"That's not what I mean" said James.

"Look, your relationship and your step-sister are fervent. Then your mom with Ferdinan, did they get along? No no." said Lyra to give an example.

"Lyra. Please don't go. I'll make you the only one. I wouldn't have married Bella, if we had to marry Siri" James said.

"Hhh.it's easy for you to say but it's hard for me to accept..!" lyra said loudly.

"It's only been 1 month that our relationship is going normally.. But look now???.." said Lyra emotion.

"Lyra I can't leave you." said James.

"Why? of love? don't say love if you succeed in killing**i Bella." said Lyra.

"I promise nothing will change, and when the DNA test results come out, I'm sure the baby isn't my son" James said.

"But if he's your son?" ask Lyra.

"I'll take responsibility for the child not for the mother." James replied.

"I don't want to. It's better that we get divorced" Lyra said.

"It can't and never will." James said.

The two argue strongly, and Lyra as a woman will not be able to bear if her husband marries again. Especially having children from other women. And Ben again heard them arguing loudly at the door. Until he moved away, when at first he only wanted to pick up his master. But even heard the husband and wife quarrel. And if you want to be honest, Ben also agreed to Lyra to divorce because it is difficult for Lyra to accept the harsh reality.