Your silence is killing me
EP.134 A Karma

Not enough problems that he is now experiencing in Indonesia, again Wendy got the news that her mother was not in a prison in the land of people. Wendy was surprised by that, after a long time no news from her mother. Problem after problem comes to rest in his life as if there is no pause.

Wendy who is now embarrassed to appear in public can only stay in her house. And to take care of her mother's death Wendy had to ask permission from her grandmother and father.

That night, Wendy came to Vina's room.

"Get in.." said Vina.

"Grandfather, can we talk" said Wendy.

"Of course, this must be your mother's problem" Vina said.

"True, there's no way grandma doesn't know" Wendy said.

"Go, I'll prepare everything and take care. Remember always be careful and don't trust anyone." said Vina.

"Well." said Wendy understood.

Then Wendy visits James for a farewell visit. James understood and allowed it.

"Go baby" said James.

"Thank you dad." said Wendy in tears.

"Don't make a problem that will make your life suffer more than this" James said.

"I understand dad." said Wendy wiping away her tears.

"Have you visited Dad here?" ask Wendy.

"Don't expect much, I know my mistake was fatal." James smiled.

"Well, said Wendy, then changed the subject, then left because the clock ran out.

After the prison, Wendy went to the hospital where her brother had returned to work. Sammy approached him.

"Wendy, what's wrong?" ask Sammy.

"Sister, my mother is gone" said Wendy.

"I already know, because he turned himself in a while ago" Sammy said.

"You already know." said Sammy.

"Yes, and I made him turn himself in." said Sammy.

"Should you be that bad?" ask Wendy.

"He killed someone and I just sent him to prison, is that a crime too??" sammy's reply left Wendy speechless.

"Yes.well I know he must atone for his sins.and I will take care of his death there." said Wendy.

"Yes.do your duty. Anything else you wanna say?" ask Sammy.

"Sir, come visit dad" said Wendy.

"I'll think about it" said Sammy.

"Don't hate him too much he doesn't know anything" Wendy said.

"Don't be too quick to make judgments, you don't know anything either" Sammy smiled.

"May your journey be safe and comfortable, I'm sorry." said Sammy and left.

Wendy also did not think that her stepbrother was very unwilling to meet with his dad. At least Wendy had asked for it and maybe her brother would change his mind.

The next day, Wendy flies to Singapore and takes care of everything. His mother's death was sad. And Wendy couldn't stand to see it. She could only cry in front of her funeral.

"Mom.. since when did this start?? and how long does this misfortune end??" muttered Wendy while crying.

"I want to go back to normal, but there are too many mistakes I've made." murmured Wendy.

"My future is self-defeating, then my dad is in prison, until when can I survive?? even mom left me.." murmured Wendy.

Wendy cried all over there, realizing some evil things in her life and her mom. Maybe now God is punishing him, and Wendy must accept karma for her actions and her mother.

After the funeral, Wendy collapsed. Luckily Vina put a bodyguard around her to guard her. Wendy was taken to a nearby hospital and received treatment.

The doctor also spoke to his bodyguard if the young lady was pregnant. His bodyguard was surprised by the news and immediately informed Vina. Vina was prepared for this bad thing.

When he realized, Wendy was immediately asked to go home as soon as possible. The doctor explained his condition. Wendy also does not believe in the harsh reality. Pregnant after being abused?? can he live??

That frustration cannot be covered. She who is not even married must be pregnant because of abuse. Who will be responsible but his family?? not only responsible for himself and his future children but also bear the shame of the act.

"Is this the karma I have to accept?? stupid me.." muttered Wendy crying.

After leaving the hospital, Wendy said she wanted to visit somewhere. And it turns out it was Alice's eater. It was there that Wendy thanked and apologized.

The incident was also seen by Monalisa who also happened to want to visit her daughter.

"I'm the one who got Miss Alice's heart" Wendy said.

"So you're the one?? you know what happened to keep you alive?" asked Monalisa annoyed.

"I'm sorry, I don't know anything, ma'am" Wendy said.

Plakk..

Two slaps landed on Wendy's cheek until it turned red and there was tension between the two guards.

"I deserve it." said Wendy stopping her guard.

"I hope I never see your face again" Monalisa said.

"I'm sorry." said Wendy bowed and left.

It's hard for Wendy to live, to bear the guilt her mom made. Seduced by love for a moment and consumed by her mother's speech until it ended with abuse until pregnancy. Now it feels heavy Wendy stepped in to return. But he still has to come back.

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After arriving in Indonesia, Vina also spoke with him four eyes.

"Hows it? what steps are you gonna take?" ask Vina.

"I don't know grandma.my life is ruined." said Wendy.

"It was you, you who ruined your own life by your behavior that mimicked your mother's" Vina said.

"What am I supposed to do?" wendy said crying.

"If you can't just throw it away." said Vina.

"aborted?" ask Wendy.

"Right, for your case it doesn't seem to matter, even if the fetus is innocent" said Vina.

"Daddy already know?" ask Wendy.

"Possibly not yet" said Vina.

"I'll think about it" said Wendy.

Wendy realizes one thing that her life is useless and only troubles her family. Since childhood sickly, and after his condition improved he made other problems until pregnant outside the marriage.

His mother died and his father went to prison, his good name ruined in the office and the people around him. And now pregnant?? the karma of his actions was so great that it felt like Wendy could not live. She could only cry in her room and shut herself up.

Frustration will destroy his future also disturb his mental. While Vina did not pay too much attention to him because he was too busy cleaning up office problems because of the actions of his sons and grandchildren.

Wendy had not been out of the room for days and barely touched her food. Vina also occasionally asked her news and was not surprised. Then he went into Wendy's room and asked her to talk.

Sreekkk..

"Wendy wakes up." said Vina as she opened the curtains of her room.

"Yes" he said with a blank look.

Vina also saw Wendy so sad because of the results of her own actions.

"When are you going to be like this?" ask Vina.

"Until I'm dead, there's no point in living" Wendy said.

Plakkc..

Vina slaps Wendy in annoyance until she grimaces.

"It hurts?? if you're gonna die don't bother me, who's gonna take care of your death if it wasn't me?" ask Vina annoyed.

"Sorry.."

"Be aware. go to a psychologist. It seems that your mental problem." said Vina.

"Later in the afternoon at 5 you will go with the driver" said Vina.

Wendy was silent as the undead.

Sorenya herself went with her bodyguard and driver to check on her. And according to her mental doctor was really disturbed. All the problems in his life he could not bear to make him depressed. Not to mention her pregnancy without knowing who her father is.

Wendy is now alive as an undead. There was nothing he could do but eat and sleep. Treatment also feels free. Even Vina to be confused with the fate of the fetus in her womb.

James knows that everything is sad in prison. He should have been more careful and not done anything bad to have to languish in prison and not be able to look after his daughter.