
I opened my medsos that I never opened for a long time. Luckily I remember the email and the password.
There are so many friend requests in my account. They were my old school friends. Some I remember, many I don't know.
I opened one by one their profiles. Intentionally reminding me of them.
It turns out that many of my friends are married, and many are still in college.
Yeah, I graduated from high school four years ago. Their faces have not changed much.
I tried to replace my profile picture with my new one that I took a few days ago.
I didn't expect it, many friends commented directly. It turns out that a lot of them are online and they still remember me.
I thought I didn't have any friends at my school just yet. Because they all seem to be moving away from me. Or is it just my feelings that are inferior because the economic situation of my parents' family at that time was not good?
There is only one friend close to me. Doni. I remember with him. Where is he now?
I'm trying to find his name. I didn't make friends with him on my social media account long ago.
After finding his account, I tried to open his porch. No post at all. And it's been a long time. That means his social accounts are never active ?
Yes already. I don't want to expect it either. Let him be my past story.
In the comments section I read a comment from Ryan. I remember he was the nosiest kid in my class.
I never interacted with him in school. Because he bullied me once. That's why I always avoid it.
(The prettier the princess is shy) Ryan commented on my profile post.
I just liked his comment. I was confused as to how to reply, because I was never familiar with him.
(Kok just dilike anyway?) comments again.
I finally ventured to reply to her comment by sending an emot covering my mouth with my hands.
(Eh, the embarrassed princess is more embarrassed yes) Ryan commented again.
(Don't be bullied again, Ryan. It's not the season!) reply Dian my classmate in the comments column.
(I wasn't bullying, but was seducing her.emot laughed) Ryan replied.
(Eit, it is forbidden to seduce here!) reply Dian again.
(Okay, I'm just flirting through the inbox. The shy princess gagged) Ryan commented again.
I just smile to myself. Never having socialized makes me awkward to comment.
Before long, there was a notification coming in from my inbox. Ryan's inboxing. I opened the inbox.
(Hay, how's the princess ashamed?) ask Ryan.
(Okay) I answered briefly.
(Irit answered him. Thumb pain again, huh?) write Ryan again.
(It can be) I replied.
(Aryani, may I not ask for your whatsapp number?)
Deghs.
Ryan asked for my whatsapp number. I'm worried. But then think again, one of my goals to open my social media account again is to establish relationships with my friends.
I hope, by starting a new relationship, there will be a chance for me to get a job.
I finally entered my WhatsApp number. Ryan is no longer online. Maybe I waited too long for my answer.
I just let it go. Later he will also be read.
Then I remember my ex-boss working at a cellular counter. But unfortunately, my old phone is gone so I can't reach him.
I wish I could ask her to find a job for me. He's a good man, he'll help me.
Moreover, he used to be familiar with Arka mas, also his wife. Or tomorrow morning I'll just go to the counter?
I reopened my door. No more interesting posts. Then I closed it and broke my body.
It was already night time, and my son was sleeping well. Mas Arka since I gave birth sleep in my in-laws room. Accompanied by teguh.
I refused to see my husband. Because it will definitely meet with Mas Teguh. I don't want to get too close to him anymore.
I closed my eyes. I haven't slept yet, my phone rang. There's an incoming message.
I peeked at him first. From an unknown number. I tried to read it.
I smiled to myself. Ryan has read my inbox.
(Ok) I answered briefly. Then I save Ryan's number.
(Why, Ar?) ask Ryan.
(Just going to bed) I replied.
(You dong fucked. Oops. Sorry kidding.emot sorry).
I smiled reading it. Since when does Ryan want to joke with me?
I ended up not going to sleep, continuing to chat with Ryan. Turns out he's a hilarious guy, too. It is different from the time in school.
He also apologized for bullying me. Apparently he remembered too. I guess I forgot.
There are a lot of things we talk about through chat. I don't know much about my schoolmates, so I know a lot.
At midnight, I chatted with Ryan.
Ting.
One incoming chat message from Teguh mas number. Why is he night-night chat me?
I opened a chat from Mas Teguh.
(Not slept at night?) ask me Teguh.
I let out my breath. Apparently he saw my chat status is still online.
(Talking to a friend) I replied. Then I continued my chat with Ryan.
Ting.
Teguh sent another chat.
(Whose friend?) ask again.
(School buddy) then I went back to my chat with Ryan.
My eyes were sleepy and I told Ryan to go to sleep.
(OKAY. Met sleep and have a nice dream yes) Ryan's last message I reply with a thumb emot.
Ting.
(What time do you chat until what time?) ask me Teguh.
I chose to ignore the message and immediately turned off my phone.
Mas Teguh became more kepo and set me. I don't like it always being organized.
Geck.
Geck.
Geck.
My bedroom door was knocked from the outside.
"Who?" my question while still lying down.
"I." The voice that answered. What are you going to do these nights to my room.
He knocked again. I got out of my bed lazily.
I opened the door a little. Because I've also been wearing a loose negligee. It's not good if he sees it.
Mas Teguh forced his way in by pushing the door I was holding. I was pushed behind the door too.
"It's late, Mom" I said still standing at my place.
"If you know it's night, why still chat?" tanyakanya.
I was angry to hear it. What right does he have to forbid me from chattering?
But I don't argue with him. Not that I'm afraid, just that I don't want to fuss with him anymore.
"I've turned off my hape" I replied in defeat.
Mas Teguh looked at me who was still silent where I stood. He approached me. I moved to the front door. Avoiding things that might happen.
"Good night. Have a good night" he said, then walked out of my room. I breathe a sigh of relief. Then immediately lock my room door.